I speak, you listen =)

:)

2012-02-23T22:42:00.002+08:00

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Agreed. Just change that date to everyday:)

Chill. Yey.

2012-02-22T17:30:00.002+08:00

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Heehee, reminds me of pep rally ohmanz:) But still, that leads on to a little sad stuff:( NEVERMIND shall not elaborate so much.

Today was an okay day I guess. Had lessons as per normal. Oh but I was running around school like a crazy potato cause I had to meet so many peopleeeee. ROAR. Hardly have time to myself nowadays, it's really sad:/ :( I NEED TO FALL SICK BTW. I'm quite surprised I haven't fallen sick yet throughout this year so far and now I really want to get sick just so I can get an MC and stay home to catch up on sleep. WHAT HAS BECOME OF THE WORLD HUR. It has come to a point where a poor lil' school kid like me has to go to the extent of getting a certified lil' piece of paper just to get sufficient rest so that she won't look so dead the next day in class. IT'S SAD I TELL YOU.

Haiz.

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Haha Siri is oddly comforting LOL.

K anyways, unhappiness aside. Chem supplementary was pretty fun today haha only 7 people turned up though:P LiangBei, Sarah, Jaimelynne, Jasmine T. and I were sitting together heehee:) Then Mdm Hia kept picking on LiangBei lol it's quite amusing to be honest:P Jasmine T. is super funny by the way. She looks scary and really sarcastic and annoyed all the time (lol I'm sorry but it's true:D) but she's actually really funny and super cool hurhurhur:D I love my class hurhur:)

Had CCM training yesterday by the way. I'm a VOLUNTARY cleanliness coordinator and proud of it k;) Walked into the room yesterday and saw Jodi, HuiYu and Cheryl Soh hahahaha gosh she's super amusing! According to her, "Best Before" does not equate to expired hahahaha. It just means it's "not as good now" LOLOLOL. Anyways, the point is that I was super elated to see so many cool people I know wheehee especially Jodi:D Gosh I realise that I need to know more words to express extent:/ I've used "super" in just this post at least 4 times (but no I didn't scroll up to count).

Roar okayyyy that's it for today.

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Why yes, yes you do:)

incoherence

2012-02-19T21:10:00.002+08:00

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I. KNOW. RIGHT. Everything's just so different.

Perfect plan V.S. permissive plan.

What's happening to me? Who am I? Or who am I supposed to be?:/

I feel like I've got the answers yet I'm struggling so much. Why...?:O :/

Haiz.

Incoherent thoughts put together in this highly random yet purposeful post today.

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On a side note, I miss London:(

CONCEPT of Valentine's;)

2012-02-14T23:08:00.003+08:00

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Hee:) Happy Valentine's Day everyone:)

Received lotsa prezzies today yayyerz:D Happy kid:) Happy potato:)

Super stressed about IH SIA roar:( Anyways, had a great day today:) Sorta:)

Went for normal lessons which was pretty okay, except that I think Ms. Chee was in a bad mood and made us all go out of the lab to draw the table then come back into the lab to continue with our experiment just cause we didn't prepare for the experiment at home:/ Ah well:/

The rest of the lessons were okay though!:) Taught the EXCO dance during break hee:) NY Invest is super exciting:)

Rushed off for the history National Archives talk thingy haha super interesting! I love History heehohaw^^ they taught us a lot of stuff about oral history and conducting interviews etc. ohmanz so psyched for SIA!!:D The only SIA in my entire NY life so far which I'm actually athentically excited about:)

Had CONCEPT meeting after that!! Today's meeting was considerably productive and ended on a pretty high note!! hahaha HaoYu, Shaun and Raphael were using sprout dance to have a dance battle with April and I hahaha SUPER hilarious, then BaoHuei and Cheryl Yau were like taking videos of the guys dancing the sprout dance:) Blessed day:)

Speaking of Concept, it's such cool stuff that we've been together as one Concept committee for slightly under a month, yet I already feel so connected to them:) Today, as I looked around the circle of the 10 of us, there was just this immense joy that rose in my heart. It made me realise how much I had been looking forward to Concept meetings to cheer me up, just to put that lil spark in my day. It made me realise my love for these 9 people who were wonderfully and intentionally placed in my life by God. God has a purpose for everything and I'm very sure his purpose of putting me in 18th SLC OT was to know these amazing people. Within this short period of time, we've already been through quite a few ups and downs, and there are definitely more to come. I still thank God. For everything. The problems, the trust issues, the stress, the pressure, the doubts, the tension, versus the fun, the joy, the bonding, the laughter, the memories, EVERYTHING. I just thank God for everything he's done for Concept, for me:')

Looking forward to continuing in Concept committee and I really hope God will use me to minister to them and also to sustain me throughout this period of time, especially when SIAs etc. are all suddenly bombarded at us. May God bless us all...:)

All in all, a happy Valentine's day:) And just about 5-10mins ago, it got a whole lot better...;)

I love you.

Why?:/

2012-02-12T21:16:00.002+08:00

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Yes Lord, please do so. Stressful week that has passed, other stressful weeks to come. Praying for the Lord's guidance and protection as the year progresses on.

Why does everything seem right yet wrong at the same time? Why do I feel like I'm burning out so easily? Why does everything seem so dry without purpose nowadays? Why am I always having various moods from time to time? Why do I always feel so left out? Why do I enjoy being alone but find myself lonely instead? Why do I know I have people who care for me yet I don't want to allow them to? Why am I pushing people away yet being fine with it?

Why do I find mmyself changing... maybe for the worse?:/

Why am I here?

I've been found in You

2012-02-05T17:28:00.002+08:00

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Hello heehohaw:) I had the compulsion to blog today but I kinda don't have an idea why:P or what about:)

Either ways, here I am:D Yayyerz:)

This week has been a rather... Hmm... Emotionally draining week for me? Yeah I guess you could put it as such. But yeah, okay, I could have been emotionally drained because I was physically drained too. Honestly, I woke up on Friday and looked in the mirror wondering who that ultra-cui girl was:( Haiz. And today in Silver, Celeste said I have eye wrinkles:( Like, okay... not exactly what every girl wants to hear ahahaha but still, it just goes to show how cui max I have become:( SIGHS.

But yes, again, thank God for whatever has been going on in my life!:) Ups and downs, goods and bads, I still thank God:) And I'm really sorry if I seem really angst and stuff when you're talking to me:( It's just that I'm reallyreally tired inside out and therefore, my patience and tolerance for anyone or anything along the lines of social relations has since gone down... So yeah, I sincerely apologise right now on this considerably public platform to anyone whom I have unintentionally offended by my subconscious actions or emotions:( SORREH:(

Say hello to these 4 wonderful amazing girls that God has purposefully put in my life:) Thank you Chantel, Deline, Jasmine G. and LiangBei for always being there for me:) Love how I can share everything with them heehee my closest classmates so far!!:D LOVELOVEYOUFOUR:)

Of course, not forgetting all the other awesome people that God has given me the privilege to meet:) There's just so many to name:)

Sigh. 2012 has just begun yet I'm feeling as if I'm already hanging on the edge of a cliff. Wonder what's gonna happen when exams come...:/ Oh well, my God is greater than all my problems:) He will help me get through!!:D

"On my lips there's a shout of praise,
And now I'm gonna dance for all my days,
cause I've seen the wonder of your loving ways.
So much joy here in your embrace,
Makes me wanna sing and celebrate,
because I've seen the wonder of amazing grace."

P.S. Thanks Raphael for introducing me to that wonderfully crafted Christian song:)

Heehohaw:)

2012-02-01T20:49:00.002+08:00

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Why yes, yes you are.

Okay so today was a happy day:D Early school dismissal, council photoshoot, doing history with LiangBei heh such a wonderful day:D For some unknown reason, I'm reallyreally happy and in a good mood today:) WHEEHEE~

~~Please don't let this mood get ruined...~~

Yep so today was a happy day:) And I don't have too much homework to complete!:) And talking to 18th SLC OT Concept (even though it's about work) is always such a joy wheehee stress-reliever:) I'm super glad I decided to take up SLC OT:) No regrets:)

hee:) NYSC 2012 ♥

Okay on a totally random note, my good mood has disappeared:/ Sigh. It's really annoying how a simple little text can just destroy your whole good mood and POOF, that's it, you're out and done.

Anyways, I shall eat a snicker to cheer me up...:) Hopefully...:/

Okay I'm supposedly having online meetings now with 18th SLC Concept, LiangBei for history and Hilary for pep rally but so far none of the meetings are fruitful cause everyone's MIA-ing and only the discussion with Hilary is progressing well:/ OHNOZ.

Ah well. I shall stop feeling so horrible, shan't I?:) Shall quietly do my work now... Haiz...:'(

Why must I always end up feeling like that...

Thanksgivings

2012-01-29T21:19:00.003+08:00

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Doggy so cute:)

K honestly, I'm dying. Yes, DYING. It's like, only almost the start of week 5 and already, homework is flooding, quizzes are washing over me, SLC meetings have started, I'm starting to sleep way past midnight everyday... This is no good:/ Very soon, I'll just collapse and die:(

Honestly, the only thing that's kept me sane are the awesome possum people I have with me:) Thank God for the following groups of people and so many more:)

311'2012, Class of 22, ILOVEYOU:)

NYMD Batch 13 ♥

Dance Ministry ♥

Of course, there are manymany others not mentioned but yes, LOVE YOU ALL:) Thank you for keeping me so sane during this crazy period of time.

2012 is gonna be hard, I can feel it. Can already feel the immense pressure accumulating and I'm honestly quite worried, I can even feel myself burning out and this is bad, isn't it?:/ Let's just hope my purpose in life, in everything I do, will remain GOD-centred and that he will give me strength to pull through:)

I remember texting Raphael, my IC for 18th SLC OT Concept a text of encouragement earlier on today before going to church. I guess it applies to me also...?:)

"Isaiah 40:31 - "but those who hope in the LORD will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint."
JY [raph]:) 你可以的 as long as you have faith!:) God will not put you through smth you can't handle:)"

Indeed, my God is higher than any other. He's stronger, he's greater, he's what will keep me going on, I strongly believe in that:) He will make a way:) Furthermore, these wonderful people in my life to thank God for, it's never ending and I thank God for each and everyone of them:)

Even for the people I am currently interceding and praying for, whether they know it or not, I pray earnestly that God will use me to either speak to them or to be an encourager to them. I pray for 18th SLC OT Concept members: Raphael, Royanne, HaoYu, SueYu, Shaun, WanCheng, ZhengLin, April and Leonard, that God will help us pull through this very tight-on-schedule time. I pray that we will be able to cope well in school, academically, physically, emotionally, mentally. We WILL make it through by the grace of God and we WILL be unharmed:)

I pray for Heidi, Brenda, Yuhern, Jodi and Karin, my closest friends, that no matter where they're studying at currently or next time, they'll be protected from any harm whatsoever. May their academics sustain well or even improve and may they be exempted from any stress. Even if they face obstacles, I pray that they will know that God, you are there for them, that I am here for them too. I pray that I can be a pillar of strength and comfort for them, just as they have always been there for me:)

I pray also for dance ministry, class 311'2012, NYSC Batch 13 and NYMD Batch 13, that everyone will remain strong throughout this year and persevere on no matter what life throws at them. I pray for every member of these individual groups, that they'll be able to have a friend to confide in, that this friend can help them be a listening ear, because that's what most people need. I really pray that these groups will develop further and grow internally:) May God bless each and every one of them:)

Yayyerz okay well this post was mainly for thanksgivings and prayers so yep:)

Anyways, HAPPY BIRTHDAY ADAM LAMBERT♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ I love him maxmaxmax♥

K well then, back to work, back to meetings, back to sleeping really late, back to lethargicness, back to everything horrible, basically back to life...

But thankfully, in the end, back to GOD.

2012-01-15T22:15:00.001+08:00

I don't know. I don't know. I don't know.

I don't know what to do.

?!

2012-01-15T20:54:00.002+08:00

Hello I'm very frustrated right now.

How am I supposed to believe in anything right now? K don't get it wrong, I'm not frustrated at anyone specifically, except maybe myself.

How can you promise something you don't keep to? Or at least, it looks like you don't intend to keep to it that much at all.

Sure it's nice a lot of times, but it's an on-off thing.

I don't get it really.

Are you avoiding me? What exactly are you doing?

K it's just me okay? I've tried most everything. I don't know what else to do okay?

K sorry to all of you who had to read this. I'm feeling rather crappy right now. I'm so ASDFGHJKL right now yet I'm confused and annoyed and sad and yes, well, very sad, and angry and frustrated and doubtful and so many other things...

... But what are YOU feeling??

You've never told me.

Adjusting

2012-01-11T19:37:00.001+08:00

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Hee:) Hello:)

So school so far has been okay and I've met all my teachers already:D (I think.) They're all pretty okay and my math teacher is really good YEY so glad:D But having that been said, I'm still adjusting to sec 3...:/

Prep test is tomorrow by the way:/ Nervous cause I don't want to fail it:/ Oh and so glad I'll still have my Math Buddy with me heehee:D Jasmine!! WE WILL CONQUER MATH PREP TOMORROW MUAHAHAHA:D

Ah have been having moodswings lately hurhur. BUT NEVERMIND. All's well so far yayyerz:)

Excited for Friday!!:D Gonna have council GM during break time, where Batch 13 will know our comms, then after school I'm gonna meet Si. GaoMin to talk about some passage that sort of confused me:/ Then going to watch LEAP 2012 with batchmates:D Can't wait to see the seniors and Steph perform:)

Hmm also, this week, I've made MANY decisions and I'm hoping they'll follow through. Either ways, I know my God is faithful and that He will not put me through something I can't handle!:) God is almighty and He can do anything, He has great plans for me and youuuu~ JIAYOU:D

Heehee looking forward to see what's in store for me this year:) Excited:)

P.S. I signed up for 18th SLCOT heh. Let's just say I really hope to get in...:)

First week;)

2012-01-06T21:40:00.002+08:00

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haha I just read a super funny conversation on facebook LOL.

K anyways, today marked the end of my first week as a sec 3 kid hurhur. It doesn't feel like I'm sec 3 yet oh gosh:/

But yeah, my teachers this year (so far) are really nice and good:D hee excited:) Yay and imma be a good girl this year and STUDY and REVISE hard cause I'm cool like that:) I have really nice friends and they shall motivate me too I believe!!:D Yayyyy 311:D

First official CCA of 2012 commenced today!! Most everyone in batch 13 turned up heehee exciting:D Yay I think we're such cool people muahahaha. Started off by stretching on the newly varnished floor of the rooftop hall where it BURNS cause it's so hot butbutbut it's still cool yozz hee:) Laoshi was not really in a good mood:/ Then did the old floorwork oh gosh I was super afraid of forgetting the steps:/ But it turned out okay:D then my eczema got quite bad cause of the dusty floor (technically it was the fur thingys from the wushu rug haha but I used "dusty" cause I dknw what else to call it heh:O) so I sat out for the next floorwork exercise. Then went on to two-man show so I went back in to dance yay hee and whoa it's been super long since we did two-man show:O I need to learn how to do the mermaid roll thingy with the head properly though heh cause I can't coordinate hahaha ohnoz:( Jubilee was telling me how to do it when the sec 4 seniors diao-ed us for "So Big" haha ohmanz I feel like I failed her hahaha whoops:( K then after that we did manymany routines as individual batches and laoshi was like pointing out my mistakes haha super paiseh can:/ BUT it felt good to know that at least she noticed me wheehee~ BATCH 13, 我们一起加油吧!:)

Heh after CCA, laoshi seemed to be in a better mood than she started out which is GOOD:) She wanted to see "So Big" hahaha but we were all super chuan already haiz bad stamina kids:( Sobsob:( Then I found it so hard to smile naturally ohmygosh super awkward smile hahaha but ShiHui and some of the other sec 4 seniors were super cute, trying to get us to smile hahahaha and it kept me smiling at random intervals of the dance LOLOLOL.

Watched the sec 4 seniors dance their CNY item then went off to busstop with Jasmine:) Had a good nice bus ride with her and talked about reviving the NYC!:) Yes, we will make a difference because we believe God put us in Nanyang for a reason, it's no coincidence that we're both in Nanyang as strong believers and dancers of Christ:)

Excited for 2012 heehee:) So pumped up for it, let's just hope this adrenaline will last:)

2011 to 2012

2012-01-03T20:27:00.001+08:00

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Heh. Christmas 2011 is over:( Spent it in Singapore right after I came back from London:) LONDON WAS AWESOME POSSUM WHEEHEE:D Took manymany photos but a bit lazy to upload here or facebook hahaha:P eventually, I'll come around to doing it;)

Anyways, my awesome Christmas was spent with various people!:D And the day after Christmas was the best because it was spent with REALLY COOL PEOPLE;D Spent the 26th of December 2011 with two groups of lovelies - cell and dance ministry:D

Went to Botanic Gardens to meet SOLDIERs and we went jogjogjogging:) Then we went around the whole place looking for a toilet cause Deborah was urgent hahaha. And Athena was super ONZ about running around the place hahahahaha and she was super fascinated by the millipedes:P After that we went to Kallang Leisure Park to ice skate:D Faye and Deborah kept grabbing my hand hahahaha ohmanz I got torn to pieces:O then Elizabeth, Pamela, Rachel and Yee Foong were sticking together cause they didn't really know how to skate. Athena was acting cute in our photos hahahahaha super funny:)

hahaha Athena's act cute quite fail luh end up cannot see her face:P

OH BY THE WAY. Have you met SOLDIERs 2011??♥

K anyways. So yeah first half of 26th was spent with those lovely kids;) Second half was spent with the Barebones Conference 2011 dancers:) OH RIGHT SORRY RANDOM but I'm so happy that Steph and I finally took a photo:D it's with Yuhern though... but nevermind:D hahaha it's still a super cool photo:D

Yayyerz:D

K so, back to 26th second half. Met Yuhern first then went to Bukit Batok to meet the rest:) Bought his tehbingtehbing (hmm I can't remember if I owe him any tehbing treat, heh.) then we walked to Steph's house and the rest were there WHEEHEE~ Played Taboo while waiting for Stella to come then Jolene came too woohoo:D Then my dad fetched Aaron, Raphael and Yuhern home too.

K SO 26th was basically a veryveryvery good day^^

Then the next highlight was 31st!! Thanksgiving service:D It went really well wheehee so proud of all the dancers yayyyyyy:D WE FINALLY SHOWED IT WHEEHEE and most of us smiled all the way:) Because it was a GENUINE smile, one that reflected our joy to dance for GOD:)

To be honest, on the day of Thanksgiving service, I was feeling veryveryvery crappy. For personal reasons. And I really couldn't tahan that feeling cause it felt wrong, like a hypocrite. I was about to dance a THANKSGIVING piece when all I could think about was how wrong everything was and I was just very distracted. Decided to talk to Jolene about it (Thank God for leaders such as herself) and felt A LOT better after that:) Managed to really give thanks to the Lord for all He has done through the dance piece and felt really good about my success:) Still have many internal struggles to overcome butbutbut I WILL REACH THAT:)

Thanksgiving Service 2011, thank you for happening:)

Dance ministry 2011, excluding a few peepz:( We need a full photo one day eh:/

K next highlight was today:) First day of schooooool 2012!! Met Jasmine and LiangBei in the morning to go find the classroom together hee:) Deline didn't come roarrrrr she's only coming on the 5th or something:O Realised that there are 4 dancers in our class!! Jas and I in Modern Dance and LiangBei and Chantel in Chinese Dance:D

Anyways, met our FT and CFT:) HuBei Laoshi and Ms Olivia Chee!:D hahaha they seriously make such a funny pair, thank God for awesome funny teachers like them:D

Went for Principal's address and stuff like that and got to know some of my classmates then had LOA from break onwards to prepare for the SOO dance presentation:) My love for NYMD Batch '13 is SO BIG;) Hahahaha inside cheesy joke ohmanz;D Sec 4 seniors came early to help us do make-up and the J1 seniors came back to cheer us on:) OH YAH, Happy Birthday to Mr Patrick Ting!!:D If not for him, I wouldn't be in NYMD now... Thank you for helping me be a part of this family:)
Anyways. Here's a group photo:D hee credits to HaoQing's cameraaaaa:)

Hee yay:) So yes, the dance went pretty cool heehee and we were all SMILING like Jessica ahahahaha:D Shall upload more photos if I feel like it later on when other albums are up:P Heehee okayyyy 2012, I'M READY FOR YOU. Bring it!!:D

Breathe

2011-12-09T11:56:00.002+08:00

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Hello:) Within 4 days, so many things have happened hoho. But they're all personal so yepyep. Let's just say there have been some firsts, some lasts and in betweens. But all in all, wonderful sweet memories:D

Have been going out really early every morning for CCA or eval choreography etc. etc. or council prep session, then rushing around Singapore to get to my church rehearsals on time. BREATHEEEE.

K finally have time to blog today cause I'm supposed to do the circles worksheet by today (which Jasmine has failed to do so wahahaha>D) because after today will be CCA, rehearsals, performance, rhema conference, overseas and before I know it, school's started:/ Sadsadsad. The hjols is passing WAAAAAAY too quickly and EMILY IS ANGREH. Rahr:(

Well either ways, really need space for myself whoaho. Way too many things going on:/ Nevermind, God will make a way:D

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Heh cutecute Pikachu, rubrub your cheeks^^

Watching a show called "Mona Lisa Smile" now. Julia Roberts is such an admirable actress:) K I shall go do the math worksheet now haiz:( Later there's rhema rehearsals!:) Yayyyy get my mind of stressed schedules and stuffs like that:/

" 'How are you feeling?'
'Stupid. Deceived. Really really angry.' "

Busy:(

2011-12-05T20:31:00.002+08:00

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Crazy week ahead:/

Anyways, I haven't been blogging cause I just finished my SMF (Social Media Fast) with Athena:D Last week, Joey posed us a challenge as part of his sermon - to "Shut Up and Get Out", to choose silence and solitude. Through this SMF, I've learnt that what we post online most of the time is really based on pure boredom and because we want to. Sometimes, our wants get too strong that we mistake them for needs, but in reality, they're not that important at all. It's just a distraction that we choose to listen to rather than our own little mind telling us to do something more worthy of our time:P So yep, SMF really helped me to distinguish the wants and needs!:)

Rhema is coming up:) Barebones 2011, I'm PSYCHED. Honestly, I am:) But also very nervous cause I'll be dancing for night service on day one:/ It's in a week's time and we have 2 rehearsals left. Steph, our dearest choreographer, now's the time to pray AHAHAHA:) Will be missing quite a bit of the conference though because there's evaluation dance and council briefings:/

Speaking of evaluation dance, that brings me to CCA. So I haven't been dancing in CCA cause there's something wrong with my left hip joint:/ I'm going to see a doctor about it tomorrow, but I really dread it because he/she is probably gonna tell me to stop dancing. And I CANNOT afford that, because Rhema is coming up, eval dance is next, not forgetting the all-important WATCHNIGHT 2011 which Jasmine, Phyllis and I have been all stressed up about hahahaha:/

But nevertheless, today's CCA was pretty cool:) Chermaine, Joanne and Rachel came back to teach us some routines to show laoshi how much we can absorb. Looking at everyone trying out the routines, I seriously felt useless:/ WHY CAN'T I DANCE. RAHR:'( Imma sad kid that's bruised all over now:( After CCA, Batch 13 showed our power wheehee:D We danced the eval dance to show laoshi, the seniors and the juniors and it was pretty good I guess:D Yayyerz:D Then Batch 12 showed us their CNY dance too:) Oh then the 3 seniors were advertising for Leap 2012 and Pulse heh. I want to go for Leap yayyyy and it's like, one day after math prep test LOL what a way to remember._. And to be honest, listening to what the seniors say and seeing how my batchmates want to audition for Pulse, I want to audition for Pulse too heh:/ But uhh. I don't think I will:/ Haha a bit no hope luh hur:/

Nevermind haha:/ Anyways, I'm trying to memorise all the NYSC stuff now before prep camp which is on Wednesday!!!!! SO SOON! Jessica and I were freaking out today hahaha cause we haven't memorised anything:'( NEVERMIND, JIAYOU, WE CAN DO THIS!!:D

Yayyyy okay will be VERYVERYVERY busy from this week onwards. Dancedancedance, RHEMA, overseas, dancedancedance. And before you know it, school starts:/ NERVOUS BREAKDOWN. HYPERVENTILATE. ROAR.

Kkk shall go memorise the council stuff already. GOODBYE BLOGGER:( Till we meet again~

Hello:D

2011-11-25T10:48:00.002+08:00

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Hello wello:D Finally have time to update again:D

Had a crazy good time of fellowship with those awesome people up there:D HANDMADE:D Yayyyy we went to Cineleisure's Graffiti to eat on Saturday:) We ate with the Handmade tablemat AHAHAHAHAHA good thinking on Jolene's part;)
Hahahaha Aaron looks super blur in that pict, I realise:D He's bald nowwwww hair all GONE. GONE I TELL YOU. Hahahaha aiyeh all the dance min boys are leaving one-by-one to ARMY:( First was Josh, then Elliot, now Aaron and very soon even Yuhern also!! SIGH.
Anyways, after our 15 min-or-so dinner, we rushed to find B&Js!!:D Only to find out that it was closed-.- We were supposed to give Pearlyn a surprise for her birthdayyyy but a bit fail hahahaha B&Js, HOW COULD YOU FAIL US:(
So we went to Spinelli's:D bought the birthday choreographer a blueberry cheesecake:D

At least I THINK that's what it is:/ Yep then while birthday choreographer nommed on her yummy cake (like the Domo up there^^) we had our performance debrief:D Digressed a lot heh but oh well, that's how we roll yozz;) Then I left early cause I had to reach home on time:( BUT OH WELL.

On Sunday, danced for worship with Janelle, Jacinth and LimYun and it was Jacinth's first time dancing for worship:D Was really hyped for her cause I remember my first time dancing for worship (yes I blogged about it^^) and it was truly an experience I'll never forget:') The connection you feel with your bigbig Daddy God because you're doing something you love (dance) for the glory of someone you love (God) who first loved you:D It's an amazing feeling:)
After second service worship, went up with the girls and Jolene to youth service where Ps. CuiXian preached:) I like how she started off with her own life testimony rather than just going straight into the sermon because in a way, it gets us connected with her first and brings us to see things through her point-of-view and I really admire that about her way of preaching:)
Went for Barebones 2011 dance pract with Steph after service and saw it forming wheehee ohmanz SUPER excited for this piece!!:D Then came Watchnight pract heehee really hyped for that one too:D JIAYOU JIAYOU WHEEEEEE~

On Monday, had to skip CCA pract cause I had backbone review at SGH:/ Apparently, MY GROWTH IS SLOWING DOWN. Ohnoz. I lost weight (uhhhhh.) and I grew taller by like zero-point-smth SO NOW WHAT. I'M SLOWING DOWN IN GROWTH HOWHOWHOW. Ayeesh:(

Then Tuesday, was ready to be cooped up at home the whole day BUT GOD SAVES (hahaha what a way to put it) and Steph texted us saying she cmi for Sunday's rehearsal and it was pushed earlier to Tuesday!!:D THANK GOD FOR AN EXCUSE TO GO OUT heh cause I'm the kind that really cannot stay at home the whole day:/ So went for Barebone's pract Tuesday night^^

Then on Wednesday, went out with my darling Joelle.Ng.Ai.Wei♥ Haha love this girl a lot a lot uhhh:) We went to watch Happy Feet 2 and we were sort of spazzing over the cuteness of the penguin:D AND THERE WAS THIS SMALL KID BEHIND US HEEHEE she's super cute also hahahaha:) After the movie we went to get fatfatfat heh. Ate KFC hoho and she taught me how to save money HAHAHAHA, "change the mash potato or coleslaw to normal fries then you buy one cup of cheese can save 70 cents leh!" hahahaha:)
Took MRT with her then she got off before me:( Went to Redhill after that to meet Yuhern, Charis, David Liu, Nicole Chee and Phoebe then we walkeddddd to church for J333!:) Haha then David and I agreed that Yuhern is a public nuisance hahahahaha TSK make so much noiseeeee!:)
Met Jolene and GaoMin at church:D Then Kelvin, Aaron and LimYun came too:) Sat with GaoMin and LimYun for J333 heh:)

Mmhmm then went home with Yuhern, David and Kelvin and I WAS HOME EARLY WHOOHOO~ So happy with myself hurhur:)

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Hahahahaha that's quite funny:D K sorry random. I wanna grow a moustache when I'm angry too:D NAH JK.

K so anyways, going out for lunch later with my mommyyyy:D Then meeting Heidi to watch Breaking Dawn YAYYERZ EXCITED:D Then rushrushrushing off to G1 for workers' appreciation dinner with the rest of CAM and the dance min peepzzz♥ Yayyyyy I love seeing them wheehee^^

This hols is gonna be a blast with the people I love, I can just feel it:) But I can also feel how crazy busy I'm gonna be, how I'm gonna forget about stuff like studying and packing my room, maybe even my math hols homework and revision. Therefore, I'm reallyreally praying hard for the discipline to not neglect any of those amidst all the fun I have. I'm also praying for Jodi and Karin, that they will be receptive to the followups GaoMin has prepared for them because we haven't had session 2-4 yet and I'm very afraid their interest will die off soon. Praying that we'll have time to meet up because next year's gonna be the year of change, classes change, friends change, and I really don't want that to happen. But I believe that by God's grace, GaoMin and I will be blessed with opportunities to do followup with them:D My God is a God who provides, he WILL provide opportunities:)

"He works in ways we cannot see,
He will make a way for me."

Finally

2011-11-15T13:40:00.003+08:00

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Oh hey there YAYYERZ I finally have the time to blog after SOOOOO long:)

Ahh doing the council survey thingy now heh. Went to school this morning to try out the council blouses:) Heehee:) Gonna go out again later to have follow up with Jodi and GaoMin's gonna teach:D Karin was supposed to go too but she can't make it last minute:( Nevermind!! Another time yayyyyy:D

So I shall just start with the Malacca trip:D Super touching trip haha had our ups and downs as a class and it was pretty emotional:/

So Malacca trip went really well heh:) Spent 11:11pm on 11/11/11 with my lovelies Jodi and Karin and other people who crashed our hotel room ahahaha:) Namely JingWen, TingNan, Claudia, XinLin, PeiXuan and Charmain:) Only took a pict with my babies JoKar though, when it was like 1am heehee:D

The nicest pict by far that we took hahaha:)

Heh. Cause we're INFINITE(e) heehee:) I love JoKar:')

Failed camwhoring kids hahahahaha:)

Yep:) Oh then on the last day, 207 was super emotional:( It suddenly struck us (really bad) that it was our last trip/outing/time together as a class:'( Sean Yeoh and Sarah Birchwood, our teachers-in-charge, let us have some time alone to share our "thankyou"s etc with our class. Super touching ohmanz:'( Then ShuEn started crying when Joelle was thanking her and ohmanz honestly, I seriously felt soooo soooo sooooooo much love for 207 right then and there. So many things I wanted to say, so many feelings I felt for them, I just didn't know how to put them into coherent sentences. 207, I LOVE YOU!! Seriously, throughout these 2 years, I can honestly say that we've had our differences and things like that and last year especially, we had our small petty fights and maybe even major breakdowns, and we were always misunderstood by teachers and labelled by other classes, even blacklisted by teachers etc. but it is amazing how God decided to put all 33 of us together in one class. He did so because he knew that we were a special group of people who had the willpower and determination to prove everyone else wrong and to pull through tough times together as a class. It's really touching how we may fight and quarrel but we are so together and united when the time calls for it. I have come to admire how we are able to put aside our differences and come together as a class, ONE class. So many emotions running through my being right now, so many thoughts flying around in my head, I really don't know how to summarise everything and pen them down or type them out, it's just been a crazy ride with this amazing class, getting to know everyone and seeing them in different lights. It's as if we're a disorganized yet harmonious array of various personalities. Gah I'm really at a loss for words right now because I don't know how else to express my love for this awesome class:') I'll really miss this class, miss US.

Some picts?:) Which will be of 207, not just Malacca trip:)

Well yes, this was from Malacca trip heh.

207 class photo during the post-EOYs activities:)

Joelle heh my other baby hohoho:)

Dramafest full-dress rehearsal:) My 5 babies hahaha full photo yayyerz:D

207 official informal class photo:) Thanks 2o7, for an awesome 2 years of my life:')

Haha I'm listening to Greyson Chance now by the way:) heehee QiYi must be so happy if she reads this LOL.

K yep and and and, yesterday, I went for CCA:D YAYYYYY heehee laoshi taught some new routines and diao-ed the old ones, especially the fishfish one:) I like it when she diaos routines cause after she diaos it and you've got it right, you feel quite pro muahahahaha:D But obviously, you have to work on it:) Heh. Oh then I like the plie exercise!! Hahaha Bernice so cute, she said it was a routine where the left side like don't need to think ehhh hahahaha but it's quite true:) Super shiok to dancedancedance again yayyerz:D Oh and this whole week, I'll be dancing almost everyday:D IT'S BLISS I TELL YOU. And 5 days in church a week, I really love my life right now, super blessed:')

So yep, later I'm going out for follow up, then heading to G1 for rhema dance pract with Steph and the other rhema dancers:) Then tomorrow, going out with my mom and brother to buy stuff for our overseas trip (YAY WE'RE GOING TO LONDON:D) and then heading to G1 again for watchnight choreo and J333:) Oh yeah and my bro may be going for J333 too, like FINALLY!:D Praise God!:) Then Thursday it's CCA and then heading to G1 AGAIN for worship floor pract:) Heehee blissful week ahead ehhhh:) Even so, I'm praying that I'll remember to steward my time well, for God and for family. QT and family-time cannot be compromised ehhh!:)

"Come back, come back, come back to me,
Like you would, you would if this was a movie.
Stand in the rain outside till I came out.
Come back, come back, come back to me,
Like you could, you could if you just said you're sorry.
I know that we can work it out somehow,
But if this was a movie you'd be here by now."

School's Out:)

2011-11-07T20:57:00.002+08:00

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Well hey there blogger, I've missed you so:( I felt super unsettled when I was unable to blog for soooo longD:

I JUST SIGNED UP FOR BAREBONES'2011 (aka RHEMA CONFERENCE 2011) OHMYBUNNY I'M SUPER EXCITEDDDDDDD YAYYERZ:D And I'm involved in the dance for day 1 night service YAY choreographed by Stephanie WHEEHEE I'M SUPER EXCITED!!!!!!:)

K I'm actually scheduling my hols right now and my daily planner looks really full:/ I promised to set aside time to study math (yes, I have to take prep test next year AGAIN) and to sleep (heh for one whole day:D) andto pack my room which currently looks pretty much like a pigsty:/

ANYWAYS. I shall just briefly blog about the past week or so:D

So yes, 4 Nov 2011 marked the last day of school, the last day of my secondary 2 life. Scary to think about it that way, huh. Half of my secondary school life has passed by just like that. Also, on the last day of school, I stayed back till about 10pm or so to help out as a prize-table helper for sec 4 grad ceremony. Yes, the yellow blazer is kinda warm. And stockings feel weird hahahaha. ANYWAYS. As I was saying, helping out at the sec 4 grad made me think that one day, not far from now, it'll be ME out there in the audience with my friends, coming up one by one on stage to receive our graduation scrolls and certificates. That is honestly a pretty scary feeling because it feels as if I just graduated from primary 6 yesterday and I'm not ready to graduate yet another time:/ Ah well, you can say I'm the sentimental kind of person?:)

On the 5 of November, it was a really busy Saturday for me:P Went for council reunion where our grand seniors came back:D Whafafa super cool how so many batches of councillors came back:') Wondering if I will come back with my batch next time!!:) After that, I left for G1 to have Barebones'11 dance pract with Stephanie, Raphael, Joshua and Yuhern. Aaron and Jolene were there too but they aren't dancing for this item:( Stella couldn't make it that Saturday:( SADDDDDD. Haha anyways, could see the dance item forming shape ohmybunny it made me REALLY excited for this dance piece!!:D Then rushed home to meet my parents and their friends and chatted for a bit, went back to prepare then met Yuhern to take the bus to meet Jolene, Aaron and Stella at Cineleisure. Hahaha we talked a lot of nonsense hahahaha:D Yep then we all ateateate and talkedtalktedtalked and I reached home kinda late:/ So my dad got angry:/ Whoops:/

Then yesterday was really awesome too^^ Went for cell and led cell worship with my darling Athena heehee I love her:D Faye was feeling unwell so she couldn't come:( But she came later on!:D QiYi made encouragement cards for our dear CMs Elizabeth and Jessie whose A's are starting soon!!:) Deborah came for cell but left early:( GaoMin taught lesson and Pamela and Rachel came for cell^^ YeeFoong joined us later on too:) Went for service where Joey continued on his ninth lesson of Spiritual Disciplines and then I went for Watchnight practice with the dance ministry:D After that, went to vivo for dinner and I got super cold:( So I started walking around the place ahahaha:D All in all, super happy day yesterday^^

Then today, went to Nex for breakfast with my family and my parents' friends' family then left to meet Yuhern and Bishan before heading to Plaza Sing together to meet the others. Hahaha I'm quite convinced that he has this thing with buses and stuff cause he seems to know exactly when the bus is coming and it's freaky how he gets it right almost everytime:O Haha! We saw Joshua and Jacinth and Plaza Sing first, then Nicholas, Elliot and Jethro came along and we sat down at Starbucks waiting for everyone else who were apparently late hahahaha. Then Nicole and Athena joined us and soon enough we met Phyllis and Joseph. Ate lunch and then Joshua, Jethro, Phyllis, Nicholas, Elliot, Aaron (who didn't join us for lunch) and Jacinth went to watch a movie while Nicole and Joseph went to watch another movie someplace else, Athena went to meet her friend to study and Yuhern and I went to Bishan library so he could study and I could chill and read a book:D Yayyerz then I went home and Yuhern went back to meet Athena and her friend to continue studying haha. All in all, I loved today:D

Supposed to go out with Joelle and QiYi tomorrow to watch movie but my mom prefers me to stay home to pack my room and things like that, and also to pack my stuff for Malacca trip!! Gosh it's coming so soon!!:)

Heehee so many things to look forward to this hols, really can't wait!! And I'm already mentally prepared for the tiredness (both physically and mentally and maybe even emotionally) that I'm gonna feel so yes, BRING IT!:)

yeh.

2011-10-25T17:20:00.001+08:00

Ayeesh. Who cares about results anymore. Dramafest 2011. Are you ready?

Handmade 2011

2011-10-22T21:50:00.004+08:00
Rahr I was supposed to post this yesterday:( Oh well. Think in the context of yesterday, okay guys?:)

Handmade is over and I seriously feel a mixture of emotions right now and this whole post shall be about Handmade, the whole experience. Also, the dance ministry page on facebook is getting way too mushy right now for me haha so many people posting their thoughts and to know that Pearlyn is stepping down makes it all the more touching and I can't bear to add anything else to it lest I really start tearing up:')

Honestly, it has been a craaaazy rollercoaster ride and there's been many times where I was really cynical about our end product itself.
Then it came to the actual run-throughs of the whole Handmade event, with individual items going up and the Dance Ministry's item was apparently the first. Only then did it hit me that Handmade was just 5 rehearsals away and we weren't even as prepared as the other items. Only then did I really start to worry and to be honest, I really felt as if we wouldn't be able to do a good job, that's it.

But those 5 rehearsals turned out to be 5 treasured, memorable and touching rehearsals. Specific individuals I shall mention later:) But it was really heartwarming, even as just a dancer (meaning not even a choreographer of the piece) to see how each and every one of the dancers involved were super dedicated and encouraging and it was really touching if we look back now and see ourselves let's say 3 rehearsals ago. Even then, our whole item was pretty sketchy to be honest and now it's just nothing but awesomeness:') The amount of progress we've made in the given time is just really beyond what words can describe and I believe that it's not purely based on our dancers' or choreographer's talents, but by the grace of God.
Really, it was by the grace of God that we managed to overcome all these challenges. It was amazing how God allowed us to grow so much through this short period of time, be it in our movement, choreography-wise or even spiritually. Through the whole Handmade #3 experience, I can confidently say that I have grown in my spiritual walk with God and I've learnt many many many things from this enriching, amazing experience with these dancers I've grown to love so much more. See, another "grown":)

K now I shall move on to individual dancers:)

Handmade #3 2011 Praise Dance Ministry

Girls:

Pearlyn - Our dearest choreographer:) Haha okay I dknw if I should write this as if I'm talking to her so I guess I should heh:) You've been super committed throughout this whole Handmade and we all understand how hard it must have been for you to juggle Blast and Handmade and your school stuff etc. etc. and personally, I just wanna say that you're very much appreciated. Maybe sometimes we don't really show our appreciation towards you for all that you've done, or we don't even recognise your efforts at times during this whole time we were rehearsing for today, but I just want to thank you right now for everything. It's been really hard on you, yet you've come a long way and finally, there it was, presented to everyone out there on the stage of the Tab Hotel. The countless videos you took, the numerous times you stood at the front of the Level 1 Hall and the chapel, the various ammendments you made to the choreography and not forgetting the many times you broke the steps down and cleaned everything up for us, all of the above and so much more all amounting to those 2-3 minutes on stage earlier today. I hope we've done you proud and seeing your choreography come to life up there must have been a sweet achievement for you:) Really gonna miss you:( It's been an honour working with you and remember to keep dancing no matter what, and that God is and will always be with you, guiding you through life's obstacles:) Press on! ♥

Jolene - Hey Jo, thank you for always encouraging each and every dancer and for always being a listening ear for us. You've always been like the mummy in our ministry and we thank God for such a mummy:D I think the amount of effort you have put in, not only for this Handmade item but also for the whole year, has been commendable and the amount of passion and dedication you have for this ministry is really WHOA. Haha sorry, really couldn't find any word that would match the amount I was referring to:P Anyways, I want to thank you for always reminding us that God is always there for us and that no matter what, he will always be our pillar of strength and comfort. You taught us the importance of affirming one another and you also taught us the importance of prayer. Through the time I've spent with you, I've noticed how you really lead by example and I've been "infected" by your love and faith towards this ministry; to God. Heading the dance ministry can get pretty stressful for you, especially while juggling your workload and stuff but you never fail to catch yourself and that is really something I admire very much about you. The way you put your trust in God in every single thing you do and how you just cast everything upon Him is really something I believe everyone should learn from. So yes, thank you! ♥

Phyllis - Hello Phy:) I've seen you grow in your confidence with every rehearsal and your dedication to come for rehearsals and how earnest you have been to clean up steps etc. is really touching. At first, to be honest, your dance steps were pretty unconfident and it would have been quite obvious to the audience if there were any. However, as time progressed and the performance date got nearer, you managed to catch up in terms of confidence and your whole choreo was executed really well:) I know you've been having a rough time with your family etc. and I don't really know exactly what is going on, but all I can say is that I encourage you to press on. God has done wonderful things in your life already (don't ever forget that) and I'm very sure He has many others planned ahead in your life. Times may be hard on you right now, but when you're down just say a little prayer:) Heehee or you can ask me to pray with you haha:) Well, not just me luh anyone, the main thing is that you'll never be alone in this alright? Also, you had a tough time in the morning with your costume issue and when I saw you stress out so bad, I really didn't know what to do:/ I mean, I wanted to reassure you that it would turn out fine but I honestly didn't know how to tell you that, so yeah sorry about that:/ But I prayed for you and I prayed that God would help you through it and let you know that we are all here to support you:) So yep just wanna encourage you:) Greater things have yet to come for you my dear;) ♥

Stella - Hiya Stella CHEUNG hahahahaha:) Working with you has been super fun and awesome heh. I like how you got super hyper when it neared the performance date hahaha and it really felt super fun to have someone around to hype up the atmosphere HEEHEE:P The way you work is really cool to be honest:) You can play around and times and be super crazy and all with us but then again, you can be serious when appropriate and you helped to brush up/clean up for many steps, the girls' part especially. You've motivated me and pushed me to go further than what I can do and your swagg has sort of rubbed off on me HAHAHAHAHA hope I can be as seh as you eh;) But really, the way you carry yourself when you dance, the way you always have so much energy and passion for dancing, (of a super high standard uhh heh:D) all these are things I really need to learn from you and throughout Handmade, I've come to pick up some of these things:) Thanks for always being available for us to call up for extra practices and things like that, and it's not just during Handmade but also for the earlier part of the year where you were teaching tambourine. The amount of effort you put in the scrutinization of every single movement is really something very admirable about you and I believe you are a really good dancer because you make the effort to pay attention to every single detail. You've really taught me a lot and I really thank God for placing you in my life, placing me in this ministry to have got to know you and grow as a dancer for God:) ♥

Guys:

Raphael - Yayyerz my fellow kid:D Haha okay as I said during the affirming session we had, really wanna thank you for putting so much time and effort and of course, dedication in this whole rehearsal procedure. It may not have been easy on you, being called in sort of last-minute-ish and having to learn all the steps, but you caught up REALLY quickly. Like, VERY quickly and it was definitely not an easy feat that just anyone could have conquered. I believe it was your perserverance to get each and every step right and your unbelievably high level of committment towards this whole performance that led to your success in catching up so efficiently:) God has really seen you, seen us, through this whole Handmade and He really used you to show me what dedication and passion really means. You started off in dance min as one who doesn't even show up for practices at all and today, you've ended up as one of the most committed. From the latest- or never-arriver, you've become one of the earliest- and always-arriver;) It's really awesome to see you progress so much and I hope this dedication won't just die off after Handmade, but will continue throughout your years in dance min:) We are the same age yet I feel as if I have so much more to learn from you, your attitude towards dance etc. and I really thank God for you to show me the right attitude one should take towards dance ministry:) ♥

Aaron - Ahh scared of you, don't want write already. Haha jkjk:) Hey there GENTLE Aaron;) thanks for being such a nice mentor (in a sense?) yet such a fun guy to be around:) You've shown me that you can be super immature at times (hahaha) yet very mature at others. You've helped me a lot when I needed advice and you've been very encouraging when the time called for it. So yeah, thank you for all that and so much more:) As for the dance rehearsals, you too have been one of the most dedicated. You turned up for every practice without fail and I really like how you are not afraid to make mistakes and learn from them. You really helped a lot with the choreography on the guys part as well and I'm sure everyone appreciates what you've done:) Thanks for always being so annoyingly fun (heh) and being somewhat of a big brother to all of us:) Going to NS already eh somebodyyyy;) Haha I really hope that Handmade #3 2011 was an experience you'll never forget and it's really my prayer that through this last performance before you go serve the nation, you gave it your all and that you felt God's presence dwell on you as you rocked that stage with the rest of us. Really hope that you'll continue serving God in your own way as you serve the nation:) Will keep you in prayer and I'm sure the rest of the ministry will be supporting you spiritually as you go through NS:) You'll be back serving God in ministry very soon yep!;) ♥

Yuhern - Hello:) wheehee haha k honestly, I don't really know what exactly I want to say to you haha. It's like, I have a lot of ideas on what to say but I don't know how to put them into words or what exactly I'm trying to say. Heh okay so bear with me ah. Hmm throughout this whole Handmade series, I guess you've been the one I'm sort of accountable to? Haha like we share stuff and we build each other up when needed and of course, there were times when we had our emotional stages etc. but hey, in the end, we're still alive and breathing and part of this awesome dance ministry:) So yeah that's definitely something to thank God for. Also, it has certainly been really hard on you to juggle O's and Handmade at the same time and I really thank God for helping you still remain so passionate and committed towards dance, towards Handmade. He has really seen you through this period of time and I believe that His mercy is everlasting, that He will help you get through O's in spite of the other heavy committments you have. God will never fail, so always trust in that. I know you've been having a rough time recently and things like that and sometimes I just don't know what to say or do to help because you always like to give the impression that you're fine on your own. But yeah, just want to let you know that I've kept you in prayer and especially during J333 that Wednesday, I was really compelled to pray for you but I didn't know how to start so I just prayed for you on my own haha:) So yeah, I believe that God will guide you through this time so don't worry too much alright? We're all here to support you too:) Jiayou! ♥

To the other dancers in dance ministry - Heehee of course I would never forget about you guys:)
Special thanks to Joshua for being so supportive and for coming down super early and ending up to do hardwork for us heehee:) Thanks MANAGER;) Haha will always remember how supportive and helpful you were, always helping Pearlyn with choreography and coming down during our rehearsals to support us:) We love youuuu;)
Thank you to Jacinth, Elliot, Jethro and Sean for coming down to Tab Hotel to support our performance:)Heh really appreciate you guys taking the time (and money) to come down all the way to Tab Hotel just to watch us and you may not know this but it really means a lot to me, to us that you all bothered to come support us:')
As for Janelle, LimYun and Jasmine, thanks to you girls for always checking in on the Handmade progress:) You guys have been super busy and caught up in whatever you all do too and it really heartens me that you still bother to take the time and effort to constantly encourage and support the dancers involved in Handmade:) Thanks for always being there for us both physically and spiritually. Your support really helped us get this far and I really appreciate everything you guys have done:D Lovelove you all wheehee:)
For Nicholas, Ken, Cheryl Yu, Cheryl Lim and Jessica, thanks for just being part of the dance ministry itself:) It's great to know that at the end of the day, we're all part of this small-in-size-yet-big-in-passion-for-God- dance ministry and without each and every one of us in here now, dance ministry will not be what it is right now. So yep, even though some of you guys are busy preparing for O's, having certain problems at home or just MIA right now, just know that you all are part of this big (yet quite small) cute happy ministry which I'm proud to say I'm a part of and this ministry is so much more than what meets the eye. It's a FAMILY to be more accurate and I really really really want to thank God for giving me an opportunity to be a part of this ministry cum family:') ♥ Just wanna urge each and every one to press on, no matter which direction we're heading and to always know that we have a family supporting each and every one of us in everything we do:D

Okay I know this post makes everything sound super sad right ahahaha but yes I really love all those people so much right now wheehee my love for them cannot be compared to anything else heehee so mushy hahaha!:) But yeah let's be happy wheehee:) Handmade has definitely been an experience I'm not likely to forget and it's been really awesome:) ♥ Thank God!:)

Yayyerz okay photos?:)

Pearlyn and me:) Lovelove youuuuu ♥

Girls and photobomb Aaron zzz:)

Raphael, Jolene, Pearlyn and me:D

Hahaha we have our own tablemat HOW COOL IS THAT YOZZZZ!!;)

Handmade #3 2011 Praise Dance Ministry Performers:) Why you all so cool hur?;)

Yayyerz for dance ministry:D ♥ ♥ ♥

Stupid.

2011-10-18T23:13:00.001+08:00
Haha. I cleared it all up. It referring to the same thing as the post titled "Today."
Right now. I feel super stupid. Like really, beyond the stupid known to anyone.
I don't know what to do but what I know for sure is that it's gonna keep nagging at me and I can't afford to lose focus right now.
God help me.

Post-EOYs

2011-10-18T21:20:00.001+08:00

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Indeed, I am since it's time for POST-EOYs:D

"He works in ways we cannot see, He will make a way for me."

Started off today with Math paper 1, last paper EVER for this year. I'm not gonna talk about it because what's done is done and there's no point in looking back anymore yupp?:) God will make a way:)

"He will be my guide."

Haha my comfort song will make up all the lyrics used in today's post because it was the one song that really brought me through this whole EOYs and really thank God for allowing me this song, so short and simple yet with so much meaning to it, to comfort me and constantly remind me that God is everlasting and that He's bigger than all out problems. He's the almighty God who conquered the world and He will make a way for me!:)

"Hold me closely to His side."

So after the paper was the dramafest 2011 briefing:) Super hyped up for it but like I said, I honestly wish it wasn't so crazy a schedule. I mean, submitting scripts, be it draft, prompt or actual script, sending briefing minutes and agendas and rehearsal schedules to the class, submitting ticketing orders, submitting many other things, it's just really crazy and it's a really tight schedule. No time to breathe, especially since Handmade is coming up as well and there's still so much left to do. Really, I guess I need my own space to breathe right now and I'm really lacking that. Sigh. I mean, I'm not complaining because I honestly enjoy doing all these things, be it administrative or technical etc., but I'm saying I really wished that I could just cut down at least a little and relax.

"With love and strength for each new day."

Nevermind, this crazy period will be over soon. Please please please:) K well today was a super fun day heehee:)
Went out with Joelle, QiYi and Deline to J8 after school today:) We went to get tickets to watch Johnny English Reborn then went to eat at Ajisen Ramen and Deline was having a super hard time eating after tightening her braces last night ahaha:) Then we had a lot of time before the show started so we went to buy random stuff hahaha:) Oh and then Joelle, Deline and I wanted to buy Koi but QiYi wanted Gongcha, so Joelle and Deline went to buy their Kois + my Koi and I waited with QiYi at Gongcha:)
Haha then we realised that we had a loooong time before QiYi's number would be called, so we went to the random phone shops around there to look at the blackberrys that QiYi is currently quite obsessed with haha:) And we decided to do some really random thing ahahaha we put our phones with the dummy phones just to see if anyone could tell the difference hahahaha:)

Hahahaha can you spot the real phone(s)?;) Heehee okay sorry we were super wuliao:P

"He will make a way, He will make a way."

THEN IT WAS SUPER EPIC cause we realised that the queue was super long so we would be late for the show HAHA. Joelle and Deline went in first and we rushed up after QiYi got her Gongcha. Fortunately, we just missed the trailers and not the show:D PHEW.

"God will make a way when there seems to be no way."

So the show was really funny hahahaha:) Obviously, ROWAN ATKINSON EHHH;) hahaha but sadly, Deline had to leave right after the show:( Then soon after, Joelle had to go too:( Haha so QiYi and I went to shop for YanYee's and Deline's present:) Heh and then we went to the library to borrow books now that EOYs are over:D

"God will make a way."

What a happy day:)
I got drenched though, on my way home:( Super heavy rain my gosh:'( Ah well. The rest of my day pretty much went like this: Dinner, shower, email. Yep and I took 1 and a half hrs to write that email to the class and I still haven't done the Rehearsal S.O.P. document oh goshhhh gonna have to do it after I finish this post:/ Stressing out:(
K my comfort song has too few lines haha shall use another song now:) HANDMADE SONG!!

"Can anybody help me? I'm out of plans."

Haha can't wait to dance and just let go tomorrow, especially since I know I'll be missing MANYMANYMANY CCA sessions for dramafest:/ Really looking forward to going to G1 Level 1 hall tomorrow to relax with the dance ministry people and to just basically chill and dance. Let loose, be free, forget every stress I have right now. Can't wait for that:) Then it's J333 where I plan to really cry out to the Lord. I really need his guidance right now, sigh. There are some things too personal to blog about or to even open up to friends about and some thoughts too "deep" or too indefinite to talk about too and these are the things I plan to bring unto God. What better time than J333?:)

"Guess I left my world in somebody's hands."

Handmade 2011, Handmade 2011, Handmade 2011. October 22, Orchard Tab Hotel. Excited MAX.

"I've been through the pain and been dragged through the dirt."

Can't wait for a lot of stuff right now and can't wait for my brother to come back from his shooting competitions in Kuwait too heehee. Wesley I'll miss you ehh:(

"I've been where they're standing, I know how it hurts."

K God, help me pull through. I believe in you and the miracles you can work!!:)

"We'll stand together and we'll be okay."

Today.

2011-10-17T21:22:00.001+08:00

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Today I found out something by accident and I don't know if it's what I think it is. But honestly, I hope it is. I just didn't want it to just be a thing of the past:/

EOYs

2011-10-15T20:48:00.003+08:00

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I love stitch. Love love love stitch maxxxx:) He's so blue and fluffy:)

K lazy to do the lyrics thing hahaha:) But yeahhh today I shall blog out of pure randomness because my weekend not very happening so far ehhhh.

So this week has been a total drag:( Wednesday was the start of EOYs haha and it's been the 2-paper-cycle everyday since then zzz. I feel super sian right now EOYs are killing my brain cells ohmygosh. I really need to break free from this exam stress!

Can't wait for post-EOYs rawrrrr but like I said in my previous posts, I really wish I had some me-time:( Wait, did I blog about that? I think I did haha ohmanz my memory is failing me:( That's what exams do to you. They drain you of all your brain juice and then the next year, more than half the year is spent recuperating your brain and then when it comes to Term 3 you're finally done recovering and the next thing you know, BAM EOYs is in 2 weeks time. And you realise you haven't learnt anything the whole year.

School is such a vicious cycle. Rahr.

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Why yes random tumblr dude, I care very much about potatoes too:) Therefore, I have reblogged and liked that pretty potato post you have got there;)

K that was pretty random ahahaha. Exam stress getting in the way lol.

Oh right have I mentioned. I REALLY WANT TO WATCH FOOTLOOSE:) Heh may be watching it with darling Handmade crew on Friday!!:) Along with Sean and Nicholas but honestly I don't know if I can make itD: I reallyreally wanna go butbutbut I have dramafest rehearsals and I have no idea what time that will endD: Haiiiii:( Decisions, decisions, decisions.

Ah well. CAN'T WAIT FOR TOMRW. I was dying today:( Thinking about how everyone was enjoying dance in dance min this morning while I was cooped up at home for the SECOND Saturday in a row just to study:( That is a super duper depressing thought my gosh don't EVER think about it. It made me feel so down for the rest of my Saturday:( HOW CANNNNNN. Nevermind tomorrow is a new day and it's coming soon:D Handmade pract from 9-11 then service from 11-1 and Handmade full dress from 1-5 I'M GONNA LOVE TOMORROW SO BAD. I miss dancing for looooong hours on the weekends and I really cannot wait for that to resume after this excruciatingly long EOYs.

Btw, speaking of Handmade, it feels super surreal all of a sudden that the actual thing is next Saturday, 22 Oct. I mean, sure I knew the date and sure I knew it was next week, but the thing is it just hit me how CLOSE today and next Saturday is. Call me slow but yeah that's exactly how I feel right nowwwww.

OKAY TOMORROW. Night, please zoomfwoompoom pastttttt I WANT TOMORROW TO COME...

... and I never want it to end:(

Blogger on iTouch!?!:D

2011-10-13T14:46:00.001+08:00
HEH I'M USING BLOGGER ON ITOUCH HOW COOL IS THAT EHHH:) Hahaha okay you can tell if I'm blogging on comp or iTouch cause I won't type lyrics on iTouch heh:) and there'll be many typos HOHO and and and there'll be no tumblr picts:( I wonder if the bold still works...? So this is like a try-out post heh:)
Whoa my hands are freezing now it's super cold.
Haha so geography EOY today was ASDFGHJKL I dknw tbh. Section A seemed bleh cause I didn't study tectonic plates again:( and section B seemed fine THANK GOD FOR BEING ABLE TO CHOOSE EITHER QN.
Can't wait for EOYs to end rahr. Then it's handmade and drama fest:D then it's watchnight:D then next year...:/
Hahaha well just now I was stalking some people's blogs eh heh quite fun and cool to see how they've changed and things like that:) have I mentioned how much I appreciate people who still update their blogs? It's like a super rare sight now with so many things like tumblr etc. I find blogging more "sincere" or maybe the right word is sentimental...? Cause you get to look back and see how you've changed (for better or worse) or how you've remained the same:) Super cool haha and I realise I changed quite a lot heh:P
My little comfort song has spread to Bernice!! Heehee yayyerz:D

"God will make a way,
When there seems to be no way.
He works in ways,
We cannot see,
He will make a way for me.
He will be my guide,
Hold me closely to his side.
With love and strength,
For each new day,
He will make a way.
He will make a way."

I sang this at least 4 times today:') Indeed God will pull us through EOYs and everything else!!:) JIAYOU!!

"And if our God is for us,
Then who could ever stop us?
And if our God is with us,
Then what could stand against?

Wei Shen Meeeeee:(

2011-10-11T11:40:00.003+08:00

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Really need all those pills right now:(

"You can't stop the beat."

Heh. I love ICT lesson today. Super slack hurhur:)

"Ever since we first saw the light, a man and woman like to shake it on a Saturday night."

Heehee I love Hairspray (and Zac Efron) ohmygoodness this song has been playing in my head since FOREVER:) Heehee Bernice I know you are proud of me for using ICT time to blog hurhurhur:)

"Now I'm gonna shake and shimmy here with all of my might today."

Ahh this week... Has only been like 2 days long so far. And it's gonna drag on cause EOYs start tomorrow ohmybunny SIANZZZ:( I miss my dance ministry, I miss looking forward to Saturday, I miss dancing all day on Saturdays like I used to. Luckily I can do it on Sunday, just that the aftermath of dancing on Sunday ALL DAY is being dead tired on Monday and getting all emotional and things like that.

"You can't stop the motion of the ocean or the rain from above."

Speaking of getting emotional, this week... No wait, these past few days, have been so much of an emotional rollercoaster for me. I suddenly feel really emotionally unstable and idek why:( And it's affecting people I love the most, by my attitude towards them or my mentality when I talk to them etc. and it really kills me but I can't help it, and soooo many memories and emotions from the past are resurfacing and it really sucks big time when I tried so hard to forget everything and just when I thought I could move on from haunting pasts, it all comes back, just like that. Maybe it has something to do with the frequent heart-to-heart-talks I've been having or something because I finally came clean with one person about everything that's been haunting me up till now. Every single detail and it feels nice to be able to share things with someone who understands (in a way) cause he/she has sorta been through a similar phase before.

"But you cannot stop the rhythm of two hearts in love to stay."

Nevermind, sad emotions and fear aside, I shall look forward to POST-EOYs and all the funfunfun with 207 in Malacca and dramafest etc. etc. heh:) It's our last year as a class together ohmanz really gonna miss this cute class I'm proud to say I'm a part of:( Haiz but honestly, I really wish my post-EOY marking days wouldn't be so darn packed:/ I need time... space... for myself. Especially right now:/

"They can try to stop the paradise we're dreaming of."

K nevermind! I shall go back to studying now muahaha. Should I stay here during break to study?:/ Nahhh I think Ill go back to class.

P.S.: Hi Yan Yee I know you wanted to read this ahahaha:)
P.P.S: I really miss P6-Adventurous'09:(

"You can try to stop my dancing feet but I just cannot stand still.
Cause the world keeps spinnin' round and round,
And my heart's keeping time to the speed of sound,
I was lost till I heard the drums,
And I found my way.
Cause you can't stop the beat."

IMY:(

2011-10-07T22:18:00.001+08:00

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Hi Heidi, hi Brenda, I miss both of you:(

Everyday I'm studying

2011-10-06T21:35:00.003+08:00
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"So many things that you wish I knew."

Crazy mugging week. When's it gonna end?:( Also, I was looking forward SO. MUCH. to Saturday then I realised that I can't make it for dance min on Saturday because I have to MUG for EOYs D: That feeling of missing dance for EOYs is unbearable. UNBEARABLE to a very big extent D:

"Now I'm standing alone in a crowded room and we're not speaking."

K I'm supposed to be emailing the class now about dramafest heehee:) Super excited wheee~ But it's gonna be a super tight schedule AND Handmade is around that time so POOF there goes "me-time" after EOYs. Ah well. Me-time shall be changed to me-and-207-and-Mr.Ng-and-Mdm.Oehlers-and-dance-min-time:D HEEHEE. I shall email them after this post:D

"And I'm dying to know, is it killing you like it's killing me?"

Rahr I feel like screaming now I don't know why heh. But yez. I wanna find a bigbigbig ocean and just screammmmmmm into it!! Maybe I'll do that after EOYs heehee. Post EOYs is my only motivation right now to continue mugging and studying at this rapid-er than rapid pace hur. I DON'T THINK IT IS HUMANELY POSSIBLE TO BE THIS STUDIOUS THROUGHOUT THE YEAR TYVM.

"I don't know what to say since a twist of fate when it all broke down."

Either ways, had a great week so far (besides the crazy mugging) Today Joelle didn't comeD: She's fallen sick NOOOOO:( Get well soon Joelle!! My study buddy:( Ahahaha:) Whoa and had a crazy bus ride with QiYi and JingWen today ahahaha!:) We saw this guy on the bus with a laptop on his lap and he was sleeping, but his left hand was resting on the keys so letters were appearing all over his screen HAHA and he only woke up after about 3 pages of random repetitive letters HAHAHAHAHA. Couldn't stop laughing haha and I had stomach cramps because of too much laughter after that heehee:)

"So many things that I wish you knew, so many walls up, I can't break through."

Heehee FEAR NOT, I am still memorising bible verses diligently!!:D Yayyyy okay so for cell this week, we have to memorise Psalm 121!! Whoaaaa my first attempt at memorising a whole CHAPTER instead of verse!!:) Super cool wheehee:D I'm doing okay so far with my plan to memorise 2 verses everyday!:) Psalm 121 has 8 verses by the way:) So here's what I've memorised so farrrr:
I lift my eyes up to the hills - where does my help come from? My help comes from the LORD, the Maker of heaven and earth. He will not let your foot slip - he who watches over you will not slumber; indeed, he who watches over Israel will neither slumber nor sleep. The LORD watches over you - the LORD is your shade at your right hand; the sun will not harm you by day, nor the moon by night.

Yep so that's Psalm 121:1-6!!:D Heehee excitingggg:D
I also memorised Romans 5:8!:D Here goes:
But God demonstrates his own love for us in this: While we were still sinners, Christ died for us.

Yeahh love that verse:) It's used in the pen-and-paper evangelistic method by the way!:)

"Now the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now."

K shall go send the class the email on dramafest now!!:) ALL THE BEST FOR EOYS, EVERYONE!!:)

Productive Homelearning Day!:)

2011-10-03T19:36:00.002+08:00

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Llamas are awesome:)

"Easy come, easy go, that's just how you live."

So today was the first out of two homelearning days and it went considerably well and very productive indeed:) I practically locked myself out from the outside world okay!! Worked on mainly math and literature today. Was super demoralised when I couldn't do ANYTHING at all from the math revision booklet and then super mindblown when I aced the practice paper:O IT'S JUST SO WEIRD OKAY.

"What you don't understand is I'd catch a grenade for you."

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That's pretty much how hard my brain was working while practising math. Well, sort of.

Then during lunch break, my mom bought Koi bubbletea for the first time in her life. And the best part is that for my drink, she ordered one that was 100% sugar level AHAHAHAHA so during dinner time I was really hyper and my brother was laughing at me laughing ahahahahaha it was quite embarrassing BUT NEVERMIND:)

"But darlin', I'd still catch a grenade for ya."

Tomorrow will hopefully be another productive studying day:D Going out with Joelle tomorrow to study yeahhhhh~ ALL THE BEST EVERYONE, MUGMUGMUG TOGETHERRRRR:)

Just Another Week:)

2011-10-02T20:08:00.004+08:00

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The dog looks like a bear ahahaha okay nevermind it's still awesome possum and super cute^^

"It might be crazy, have I told you lately, that I love you?"

Ahhhh so many things have happened within just 2 days this week. Just this weekend to be more specific. They've made me so upset that I cried buckets:( Yet they've made me equally as happy in terms of "magnitude" that I couldn't stop smiling:) Some of these things even made me think twice. They made me really confused at times that I wasn't even sure of anything anymore. Come to think of it, all these rollercoaster emotions were created by the same group of people which is pretty ironical if you ask me. Nevertheless, this rollercoaster ride has made me feel stronger love for these people than ever before:')

"You're the only reason that I'm not afraid to fly."

I just realised that my tumblr is super colourful right now ahahaha OKAY SORRY NO THAT'S BESIDES THE POINT.
What I was going to say was that this week zoomed past:) Really, it felt as if the week literally flew past. And in the blink of an eye, it's gonna be Monday tomorrowD: Anyways, there's no school lessons tomorrow, it's home learning day:) Tomorrow and Tuesday too:) So yep gonna really utilise these 2 days. May be the only two where I can focus on studying the WHOLE day.
May be going out of the house to study with Joelle on Tuesday wheehee:)

"And it's crazy that someone could change me."

HANDMADE IS COMING VERYVERYVERY SOON OHMB. I can't believe it. We have only 5 practices left as of today. FIVE, can you believe it?!

Jiayou to all the dancers involved in Handmade 2011!! Specifically: [left to right] Phyllis, Jethro (who is not participating), Aaron, Yuhern, me and Jolene and also [not in picture] Stella, Raphael and our wonderful choreographer, dearest Pearlyn!!

22 OCTOBER, HANDMADE 2011, ORCHARD TAB HOTEL. SEE YOU THERE;)

"Now no matter what it is I have to do, I'm not afraid to try."

Have been having frequent nightmares nowadays:/ This is bad. And it's all about the same incident. Really never should have brought that up during our HTHT. But yes, definitely agree that it helped when I opened up to someone about it, just that I guess the after effect is killing me right now and I really don't like the feeling of waking up in the middle of the night in cold sweat because I dreamt the same nightmare I've been having ever since the incident and not being able to just forget it. It's as if it's always gonna be there, a scar in my memory that's never gonna be erased. That feeling sucks big time, honestly.

"And you need to know that you're the reason why."

On a happier note, SSBD service today was superb:) Invited Joelle, Jodi, Karin and Kimberly today but they all couldn't make it which is quite disappointing:/ But nevertheless, had a great time today during the SSBD service!:)
Wore the same shirt as Lim Yun ahaha super cool;) Oh and for the games, I was in the same team as my bro WHOOHOO awesomeeeeee;) Ahaha so our team was team 16 WOOOOOOOOOO!!:D And the team pretty much comprised: QiYi, Arianna, Marcus, Eugene, Janelle Loi, Wesley (my brother) and me:) The games were super creative ahahaha back-to-school games FTW~ it was basically something like NAPFA stuff ahaha but so much cooler and so much more fun because it was in church;)

I LOVE R-AGE SO MUCH:') ♥♥♥

Team 16 totally owneddddd ahahaha we won in the end and my bro and I brought home this SUPER big fat pack of goodies heehee:) The "report card" was given to someone else though ahaha which is quite sad cause I wanted it"( NEVERMIND HEEHEE:) Had a blast today wheehee I CAN'T WAIT FOR NEXT WEEKEND!!♥

"Baby you light up my world like nobody else."

In A Way

2011-09-27T11:33:00.002+08:00
I'm having ICT now hurhur but my website is pretty much done up and graded already so basically I have nothing much to do right now so I shall blog:) And I will skip the lyrics stuff cause the school's computer's keyboard is kinda hard to use ahaha so yeah it's not as smooth in a sense:P

So on Sunday, I was late for cell cause my dad wasn't well and my brother and I were super suay and missed the busT^T So yep we ended up being late for cell which is very very very bad:( Then GaoMin our darling RL taught cell lesson:D And Jessie and Elizabeth our beloved CMs told us to memorise Psalm 1:1-3 together and we'll be tested as a cell next week:) Really grateful for my cell (I LOVE YOU SOLDIERS:D) and for dance min (I LOVE YOU TOO DANCE MINISTRY) for being there to push one another on to read and memorising God's word wheehee:)

Service was pretty good yay cause Ps. Ronald was preaching his sermon as part of the series on spiritual disciplines and his sermon was about praying. prayer is about building an intimate relationship with God so we should PRAY:D

After service was dance min recruitment NUMBER 2 whoohoo:D Turns out than Sean Koh the zai sec 1 was the only one who came down for auditions:( BUT NEVERTHELESS, thank God for him and the others who came down on Saturday for committing themselves to serving God in this wonderful ministry:) Really can't wait for them to join this happyhappy family of God's:') But Sean came late as he was rushing down to church from school so we started with Handmade practice first ahaha:) Had fun with Jolene, Yuhern, Stella, Raphael, Aaron and Phyllis while brushing up on Handmade choreography and with Josh helping to choreograph the Bboy/Hip hop part:) And of course not forgetting Ken and Jasmine who came down for recruitment and to choreograph Watchnight respectively:) Choreographing Watchnight was a success wheehee:) Super happy day:D Thank God for Sundays ohmb to relax and destress etc. etc.:D

Just got back my physics Block Test paper earlier today and let's just say it's a considerably okay mark for me considering the fact that I'm not very good in sciences ahaha:) Thank God I didn't fail at the ery least:P

K now I really can't wait for the weekends to come ohmb IT'S SSBD!! SAME SAME BUT DIFFERENT SPECIAL YOUTH SERVICE!!:D Super duper excited and I invited so many people ah heehee:P So far, I've invited Joelle and QiYi invited Deline, then I also invited Jodi, Karin and my mortal Kimberly!!:D SUPERDUPERUBERFUPER EXCITED I CAN'T CONTAIN IT WHEEHEE!!!!!!!! I photocopied the invitation given in the R-AGE bulletin so many times AHAHAHA:D

OKAY so that's pretty much my update:) CAN'T WAIT FOR THE WEEKENDS:) Another weekend with only GOD on my mind:')

"God will make a way,
When there seems to be no way.
He works in ways we cannot see,
He will make a way for me.
He will be my guide,
Hold me closely to his side.
With love and strength for each new day,
he will make a way.
He will make a way."

That song has been stuck in my head throughout the day:') Cheers me up so much:D

Dance Min

2011-09-24T21:49:00.002+08:00
WARNING: LONGLONGLONG POST UP AHEAD:)

"I'm humbled and amazed."

Have I ever mentioned just how much I love my fellow dance min people?:) I love them so much I shall dedicate this whole post to them:D Haha anyways, we've done so much together in just one day so it's totally worth it:D But yeah ofc I'll talk about other stuffs too which happened throughout this week, since I last blogged:)

"I know I'm weak, I know I'm unworthy."

So on Thursday, had a "study date" with Joelle heehee:) We ended up studying with Jodi and Karin too cause they were free after Joelle ended her math rememdial:) Heh borrowed a nice book:D wheehee:)

"Today is the day you have made, I will rejoice and be glad in it."

Friday passed considerably quickly because I was willing it to pass fastfastfast. Looked forward to today and tomorrow more than EVERRRRR:)

"And I won't worry about tomorrow."

TODAY WAS DA BOMBZ. K well to put it simply, today was one of the best days of my life:) Woke up at around 0600 to bathe and hopefully get a tad bit of work done. Supposed to leave the house at 0730 to get to church on time (okay well, earlier actually) but ended up super late cause my parents were both out. So my dad offered me a lift:) Yayyyy so yez I ended up reaching church at like 0815 ahahaha earlyyyy. But nevermind!! I wasn't alone:) Met Aaron and Ken there!! I think they were super early cause of recruitment heehee:) So yep did a little of math homework before the room was opened:)

"I'm giving you my fears and sorrows."

Waited for the rest to come - Yuhern, Jolene, Raphael, Pearlyn, Stella and Phyllis to come before starting Handmade practice. HAVEIMENTIONEDHOWEXCITEDANDHYPEDIAMFORHANDMADE AH HEEHEE:) Okay yepz so Handmade pract today was pretty much just cleaning up steps:) THEN JOSH CAME!!:D ahahaha and you know what's better? ELLIOT THE PUPELLY CAME BACK TOO WHEEHEE all our precious army boy babies came back;) Super happy day wheehee I bet Aaron was over the moon too ahahaha his beloved Elliot came back AWWWWW;) hahaha!!:)

"Where you lead me I will follow."

Then Lim Yun, Jethro and Ken joined us for recruitment:D EXCITING RECRUITMENT:) Sadly, Pearlyn had to go offD: SADDDDD:( SIGH. Anyways, recruitment went pretty well!!:D 3 newcomers today auditioned for dance min WHOOHOO PRAISE THE LORD:) They're Jessica and Belle from G2 youth side and May from G2 adult side:) Tomorrow, more people will be coming WHEEHEE:D Including Sean!!:) Exciting ohmanzzzz CAN'T WAIT:)

"I'll trust in what you say."

Tomorrow there's Handmade combined rehearsals too!!:) Super excited ohmanz I really really love my dance ministry lovelies:') But honestly, Jolene posed a very scary question today. Okay it wasn't exactly a question but it sort of shook me a bit:/ She was explaining to us that as dancers in this ministry, we're not all glam superstar dancers who dance for people, but we're ministers who exist for God, and that if authority (eg. Pastors etc.) one day ask dance ministry to close down, we will submit and we'll be okay with it. Personally, I got very very afraid suddenly. I mean, I never really thought about this possibility. And it got me thinking a lot. Dance min has been a veryveryveryveryvery BIG and IMPORTANT part of my life ever since I joined it, since the first practice where I fought with my parents to go for it till now when my parents are complaining I spend too much time with them. It's become so much more than a ministry that meets just every week to have a short 2-3 hrs of fellowship to me, it's become more of a family that makes an effort to catch up with one another and it's become a family I'm very much attached to. It's just such a wonderful family of dancers of God that it's basically my only motivation to pass each excruciating week. Just thinking of the possibility of closing down dance ministry is enough to make my stomach flip. Dance min has just become such a big part of my life and even though I know I should submit if asked to do something as drastic as to close it down, I know I will definitely not be able to take the decision willingly. There will always be this missing part in my life if dance min was ever to close down.

"But because of grace, because of your mercy, I stand here unashamed."

Anyways, back to my awesome day with the dancers:) So Jolene got us to memorise Numbers 6:24-26 during the week and we were tested today wheehee:D EXCITING:D So here it is:)Numbers 6:24-26 -
"'The LORD bless you and keep you; the LORD make his face shine upon you and be gracious to you; the LORD turn his face toward you and give you peace.'"

"Hungry I come to you for I know you satisfy."

After memory verse test we were dismissed:) Stayed back with Phyllis and Jasmine to choreograph for watchnight while Yuhern stayed back with us to study for a bit. Choreographing today was really productive wheehee:) Just that halfway through I started to get kinda moody/emo/I don't know how to describe but yeah somewhere along those lines, cause I started thinking wayyyyy too much:( Ah well.

"I am empty but I know your love does not run dry."

Then we ended super late ahahaha and Josh went home with Phyllis and I went with Yuhern to get Bryan's super belated birthday present ahaha with the help of QiYi's directions through text:P FINALLY bought a present for Bryan YAY gonna give it to him tomorrow ahahaha:)

"I'm falling on my knees, offering all of me."

K time for this week's memory verses:D Excluding Number 6:24-26 since it's above:)

Luke 6:27-28 -
"But I tell you who hear me: Love your enemies, do good to those who hate you, bless those who curse you, pray for those who mistreat you."

Matthew 7:7 -
Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you."

Acts 1:8 -
"But you will receive power when the Holy Spirit comes on you; and you will be my witnesses in Jerusalem, and in all Judea and Samaria, and to the ends of the earth."

John 16:33 -
"I have told you these things, so that in me you may have peace. In this world you will have trouble. But take heart! I have overcome the world."

Psalm 27:1 -
"The LORD is my light and salvation - whom shall I fear? The LORD is the stronghold of my life - of whom shall I be afraid?"

YAY OKAY I LOVE MEMORISING GOD'S WORD OHMANZ:D Can't wait for Joey's sermon tomorrow!! Continuation on spiritual disciplines!! Another super long and draining day tomorrow BUT IT'S ALL WORTH IT because I'll be with my lovely churchmates and dance ministry kiddos AND BECAUSE IT'S ALL FOR GOD'S GLORY:)

"Oh Christ, my King of sympathy,
Whose wounds secure my peace.
Your grace extends to call me friend,
Your mercy sets me free."

Lazy Song:)

2011-09-20T21:29:00.002+08:00
Cause today I don't feel like doing anything~ DOODOODOODOODOO.

No really, I don't feel like doing anything for the rest of today. Which effectively, isn't much heh. Today was a pretty normal school day hurhur. Looking forward to the weekends because...

DANCE MINISTRY IS RECRUITING!!:)

So yez I'm really really excited to see more people coming to this wonderful ministry to serve our Almighty God:D Indeed, PRAISE THE LORD:D

Today, manymany things happened and I got kinda annoyed at certain points of time and then I started to think badbad thoughts about people and ALMOST said them out loud but thank God I didn't. Luke 6:27-28 kept prompting me not to do so and the other verse about not letting any unwholesome talk come out of your mouth came to my mind too!! Ahhhh I forgot the reference for that verse... BUT REST ASSURED I WILL FIND OUT!! YEZZZZ!!

Jolene informed the dancers yesterday to memorise Numbers 6:24-26 and that she will test us on Saturday:D SUPER EXCITED HEEHEE:D But I haven't come around to memorising it yetD: Will do so veryvery soon!!

Hmm right now I shall recap all the verses I've memorised so far:D Some part of Joey's Spiritual Disciplines Session 3: Take Take Take It All In (Again) challenge to us and some from my own QT:)

Luke 1:37 -
"For nothing is impossible with God."

Luke 2:29 -
"Sovereign Lord, as you have promised, you now dismiss your servant in peace."

Luke 3:6 -
"and all mankind will see God's salvation."

Luke 5:32 -
"I have not come to call the righteous, but the sinners to repentance."

Luke 6:27-28 -
"But I tell you who hear me: Love your enemies, do good to those who hate you, bless those who curse you, pray for those who mistreat you."

Acts 1:8 -
"But you will receive power when the Holy Spirit comes on you; and you will be my witnesses in Jerusalem, and in all Judea and Samaria, and to the ends of the Earth."

John 16:33 -
"I have told you these things, so that in me you may have peace. In this world you will have trouble. But take heart! I have overcome the world."

YEZZZZ so far that's all I've memorised but I'm working on it!! Memorising God's word is really such a pleasure wheehee:)

Weekends:D

2011-09-18T21:58:00.002+08:00
Today was a super good day, so was yesterday actually:)

(SORRY LAZY TO DO LYRICS AGAIN T^T)

So yesterday we had HandMade practice before dance min pract:) Super shuang heehee I absolutely love Pearlyn's style of choreography hahahaha but she has yet to settle the awkward pause in Yuhern and my duet hahaha which was super funny cause we didn't know what to do in those 2 seconds or so therefore we settled on a fistbump for fun hahahaha:D K yeps then was diamond ensemble as usual:) Then came WeiAn's lifting session:D It was his last with usD: BUT NEVERMIND. We shall see him again in time to come heehee as promised by Jolene!! EXCITED:)
WeiAn's warm-ups are seriously DA BOMBZZ. Super shuang my gosh it's like, you feel as if you're a hundred times more flexible. Scrap that, make it THOUSANDS OF TIMES MORE FLEXIBLE. Furthermore, you seriously WARM-UP. Like you start perspiring and stinking up the dance hall hahahaha it's really super shiok!! But of course, the aftermath will be days of aching heehee but it's all worth it for those few moments of shuangness!!
Lifting was super cool cause we did the most difficult lift we've done so far. Woke up this morning with bruises above my hip area HAHA but I was super fascinated by them:O Aaron felt kinda guilty cause he was mainly the one who lifted me yesterday hahaha but honestly I think it's either him or WeiAn cause their grips were tighter than Yuhern's and Joshua's.

BY THE WAY, ELLIOT THE PUPELLY WE MISS YOU (and your laughter) A LOT:( PLEASE COME BACK FROM NS SOON K WHEEHEE:D

K yez then stayed back after dance min pract to discuss Watchnight with Jasmine and Phyllis and also to collaborate with Jolene and Yuhern on Rhema. Stayed until about 5+ then headed home:)

Studied the rest of the day and did some homework yahdahyahdah. All the usual stuff that a student does. *SIGHS*.

Mm today went for cell:D Super happy heehee I love SOLDIERS:D But Deborah and QiYi didn't comeD: So yez I was super sad ohmanz:( NEVERMIND. I had the rest of my awesome wonderful cell heehee *WINKAWINKA*;) Today the cellmates who came for cell:
Athena the CUTEGIRL94 HURHUR. Faye the fellow cool 14 year old;) Pamela the now-known-as CUTEGIRL95 hahahaha:) Elizabeth the super dope CM:D YeeFoong the nicenice one:D and GaoMin the GaoGaoGaoGaoMINiature awesome RL heehee LOVE YOU ALL WHEEHEE:D
Then went for service where Joey preached on memorising scripture. Honestly, I was very encouraged by the fact that Joey felt enthu about memorising scripture through Ps. Ronald's mentor, who hid God's word in his heart and could recite it just like that. Seeing how Joey felt encouraged and on fire to memorise God's word was very empowering to me because it felt as if we have such a long way to go and that we are not done yet. We are not done preaching His good news to others, we are not done fighting this spiritual warfare. And if Jesus, the Son of God, could memorise God's words and use them against the devil in times of trial and temptation, what more us to fight this spiritual warfare??

Yez so personally, service today was very empowering:D

So after service I went out with Jolene, Yuhern, Phoebe, Janelle, Bryan, Joshua, Aaron, Michael Ser, JunKiat, Sean Koh and PhuiSee and a few others:) First time talking/meeting Sean Koh haha cool dude I must say:) Super hyped that he's joining dance ministry next week during recruitment:D Praise God!!:)
Yepz then OH YEAH when most of them left already, it was just left with me, Joshua, Yuhern and Sean and guess who we saw? KAHSING!! Haha he was doing some advertising for Orlando with his crew haha but his dancing was super slack, no real power in his moves:( Ah well. Just advertising so can't really say much yepz:) BUT STILL. SUPER COOL HOW WE MET HIM OUT OF NOWHERE:D heehee:)

Yep so basically that's how my wonderful weekend passed:) With church lovelies:) Really love my church to the moooooooooon and all the way back heehee:) Without them, I really don't know who I would trust so much. Without them, I really don't know who I can count on so much and share everything under the big fat sun with:D Really thank God for placing me in R-AGE:')

Sigh. Why must the weekends be so short?:(

Everyday, we see more of you

2011-09-14T17:20:00.004+08:00
"Everything I've been through, use it for your glory."

Today's quiet time was kind of rushed because it was during break:/ Ah well. Read Luke 3 today:) Today's takeaway memory verse was from Luke 3:6 -
and all mankind will see God's salvation.
Indeed this verse spoke to me so loudly. Revival is about to occur, so are we ready for it?

"Lifting my praise to you as a living sacrifice."

Today was a cool day:) Started off with art, which Deline and I seriously have to hurry up hahahaha:) then came PE which was soccer:) Had fun with Joelle, Deline, Jodi, QiYi and JingWen:D Heh I love PE. Super fun:) Then we had free-and-easy for awhile cause Mr Yeoh was done for the day's skills so Joelle, Jodi, Deline and I played doubles (badminton). Then Deline left during break with QiYi so Bernice took over her place heh. No more pro badminton player awww:( Hahaha:)

"Lord I offer my days to you."

Mm then rushed to Chermaine class with Bernice to return her leo but she wasn't in class so we left it in her bag heehee and wrote a note for her on the board:) After that I rushed back to class to start on my quiet time:)

"Lord I offer you my life."

After break came physics, which was quite slack since the teacher didn't teach:/ Just revision all the way. Then came math which consisted of indices quiz and finishing up solving quadratic equations and touching a little on linear inequalities. Mm then was Chinese which was really fun since we watched vids of the 4 famous books in China heh. Been so long since Chinese was THIS slack:) Grateful for today's lesson!!:)

"Things in the past, things yet unseen."

Today's dismissal was pretty early heehee love Wednesday dismissal times:) Went home with QiYi haha and we saw JingWen taking the same bus as us too:D Happy happy crazy crazy bus rides are awesome hurhur:)

"The joy and the pain, I'm making them yours."

Heh okay back to mugging for physics exam which is unfortunately, tomorrow:( Just a short recap first on all my takeaway memory verses for this week so far:)

Luke 1:37 -
For nothing is impossible with God.

Luke 2:29 -
Sovereign Lord, as you have promised, you now dismiss your servant in peace.

Luke 3:6 -
and all mankind will see God's salvation.

AMEN!!:) Praise God:)

Sign from God?

2011-09-13T22:02:00.004+08:00
Okay I should really be studying right now but I just had an impulse to do something totally weird and random thing. But after I did it, I realised that it was God trying to tell me something and I thought I should just blog about it.

Okay so the impulse I had was to type in random blog addresses in the URL bar and I typed out quite a few. Then there was this one URL which struck me all of a sudden and I just found my fingers typing it in, which is really weird since I wasn't even sure of what I was about to type. I was directed to a teen's blogspot (she's probably not from Singapore, like USA or somewhere in the West) and I ended up reading her posts. I shall not mention the URL nor what the posts were about but I can say that God definitely had a reason for revealing this particular URL address to me and I think that he wants me to realise that teens around the world are all facing problems and some are just more drastic then the rest. Resorting to undesirable things like rampant vulgarities, drugs, beer, sexual pleasures etc. in order to calm themselves are even some of the measures taken by teens nowadays to "cure their pain".

I was honestly very scared by the things people did. I mean, watching corrupt teens in movies and documentaries is one thing, seeing their inner thoughts and feelings and accounts of their daily lives is another, a whole new thing for me. I guess I'm not really exposed to all these problems because of my background, but God really showed me today that teens my age actually have to face these dark demons every day of their lives, so why not pray for them?

I believe that God will never ever give up on anyone of any age and that he wants us to praypraypray. Pray for those who need a listening ear, pray for those who need help, pray for those who are facing difficulties in life, pray for those who are not as fortunate as you. Always remember that no matter how tough life is, there's always someone out there who is hanging on the end of the rope for his/her life and he/she has had a darker and murkier past/present than you, so why are you complaining when he/she is trying his/her very best to hang on?

It's definitely very scary, seeing all these accounts of this particular blogger. I'm sure there are many others who face the exact same issues, maybe even more of them and I believe strongly that we should begin to pray. Why wait till tomorrow when some may be saved today?

Please, everyone, I guess what I'm trying to say here is that I'm scared, for our generation and the next and so on. We have a generation to revive and we can do so through prayer for them, for their salvation. God will be there for them so pleasepleaseplease I'm begging all who read this to share this with everyone you know, keep on believing in God, keep up the faith and most importantly, keep praying and sharing the gospel with others.

STBAPMSMMS - So that by all possible means some might be saved

Quiet Time:)

2011-09-13T17:41:00.003+08:00
"I know I'm weak, I know I'm unworthy."

WHEEHEE I'm finally not too lazy to do the lyrics part in my post:) Okay anyways, second day of term 4 today, went pretty okay:) Whaoz I think God has put Joey as my youth pastor in my life for a really good reason and I believe God spoke through him on the recent Sunday's sermon about discipline. After 40DOC, R-AGE is embarking on a sermon series titled Spiritual Disciplines. I really thank God for speaking through Joey about spiritual disciplines because I have not been doing my QT for a super long time. I mean, LOOOOOOOONG. Yez and every time I listened to an alter call given by any pastor regarding spiritual disciplines, I felt as if I wasn't ready to commit. I'd tell God, "No God, I'm sorry but I don't think I'll be able to commit to this discipline." And after so long, God finally spoke to me. It was something like a "Hey, Em, wake up. It's not about whether you're ready to commit or not, it's about whether you're willing to commit and to wait on me."

"But because of grace, because of your mercy, I stand here unashamed."

Isaiah 40:31 (NIV) -
but those who hope in the LORD
will renew their strength.
They will soar on wings like eagles;
they will run and not grow weary,
they will walk and not be faint.

Joey mentioned this empowering verse in his sermon last Sunday. He said that "hoping in the Lord" can be translated to "waiting on the Lord" in other versions of the bible and even simple things like doing our QT and devotions daily and praying to God daily are acts of devotions and acts of "waiting on the Lord".

"Here I am at your feet, in my broken-ness, complete."

Today, I read Luke chapter 2 for my QT material:) Takeaway verse for today was from Luke 2:29 -
Sovereign Lord, as you have promised, you now dismiss your servant in peace.

What a way to start my day:) A word of comfort and reassurance from the Almighty God:) Honestly, Janice was down right true in her testimony when she explained how different it is to do your QT in the morning. It's just like what she said, it's "putting God in charge of the rest of your day". It's as if you're starting off your day with God and that he'll be beside you for the rest of the day, guiding you through the decisions you make and the actions you take. Takeaway memory verse from yesterday was from Luke 1:37 -
For nothing is impossible with God.
and I'll be recapping these verses everyday to remind me of how powerful God is:)

"Consuming fire, fan into flame, a passion for Your name."

Really looking forward to after Physics Block Test (which is sadly on Thursday) then I can slack off a bit then start working hard again for EOYs, which is about 29 days away (thanks to Bernice's deadly countdown, I can remember thisD:) Can't wait for AFTER EOYs then I can totally shut off heehee and focus on dance events in church!! REALLYREALLYREALLY HYPED UP HEEHEE:D

"Spirit of God, would you fall in this place?

K well I'd better start on my LA presentation script hurhur. C'MON PEOPLE IT'S TUES WHEEHEE VERY SOON IT'LL BE SATURDAY, MY LOVEEEEEE:D Heehee yez, I have a LOVE and it's name is DANCE MINISTRY. Be jealous;)

"Lord have your way, Lord have your way with us."

My God pulls me through every week. Saturdays and Sundays pull me through every excruciating week, be it ups or downs. Mmm why can't time just slow down during these times??

God is Good:)

2011-09-12T21:15:00.003+08:00
Hiya kids:) I'm lazy to do the song thing again:/ Ayeesh sorry:/
So yesterday was street evangelism!! Went around Cineleisure/Scape area:) Youths there are awesome wheehee:) Street E was super empowering and really felt God's presence throughout as we fearlessly encountered different people with different believes and told them of our Almighty God:) Really hope to see some of them turn up for service some time!!:) Mm then some things happened which I really don't wanna talk about so...:/ But yeah they weren't that nice. But thank God for friends like Yuhern and Kelvin. Was really touched at how concerned they were and how they tried to comfort me and stuff like that when they noticed something wasn't right. Didn't really respond much cause I was seriously feeling really down but yeah, I can't thank them enough:)
Today, I planned to wake up at 5am to do QT after attending the sermon yesterday by Joey and listening to Janice's testimony. Umm, it kinda failed since I woke up past 6:/ Ended up doing QT in school since school starts late on Mondays:) I'm starting from Luke and really pray that I'll be able to be consistent in this QT I spend with God because honestly, I'm tired of not doing anything and being afraid to commit, so Lord, pleasepleaseplease help me with this discipline. So my takeaway memory verse for today which I felt was really applicable to this time in my life was from Luke 1:37 -
For nothing is impossible with God.

Indeed, nothing is impossible with God. He's bigger than any of our problems, he's always there for us. Today I read a really inspirational and moving life testimony which Aaron shared a link of on twitter about a man who was raised as a Moslem and was in a critical stage in his life where he was so sick that all the doctor's believed he would not make it through and that even if he did he would be blind, deaf or be disabled in some aspect, but he testified on how Jesus appeared before him and healed him immediately. The next time we checked, his blisters and every sickness was all peeled away and lay on his pillow and all the doctors were amazed and intrigued by this miracle.
Indeed, our God can do anything and everything as long as we have faith and trust in Him. I believe God has many more miracles to proclaim to this world that requires revival and I'm looking forward to seeing His wonders at work every day:)
Speaking of miracles and His wonders, I really need a miracle right now:/ Figuratively. Physics will be the death of me (figuratively too) and I really dislike it right now:( Revising physics is like trying to lick a cardboard box thinking that it's a candy, just plain, boring, excitement-draining, depressing and demoralising. It shows you how much you obviously have not understood from the countless number of lessons you've had in the previous term. Seriously, why are there even such things as exams, block tests and tests? It makes our life miserableD:
Oh well. Shall go revise now:( Waiting for QiYi to come online so we can discuss the LA script haha. Ohmanz I forgot to blog about the cute little trip out with QiYi and her brother HAHA it was quite funny heehee:P Ah well. Nevermind:) It was really short but nice haha:)
Mm okay byezzzz;D

How do I get up from here?!

2011-09-08T20:30:00.002+08:00
How do I get up from here? How on earth am I supposed to go on? Seriously?
K sorry I don't really feel like blogging normally, as in like saying what happened throughout these days etc etc. Because I seriously feel like everything's going wrong.
This hols is so packed that I can't even have time for myself to just breathe and there's just so many things to do in such a short amount of time.
Nobody's helping me. No one's doing anything. What they're doing is hounding me for things they're supposed to be doing and then they're getting pissed at me for whatever reasons, I'm not even sure of.
People getting pissed at you when you don't even know why. Doesn't everyone love that feeling huh. It sucks big time okay.
I don't even know why.
I don't even know if I should bother why, because either ways I'm always in the wrong. Either ways you're always going to be mad at me and I'll never understand why.
And just when I need someone to confide in the most, nobody seems to be there. Nobody seems to have time to listen. Nobody's ever there, I realise.
People come and go. They say they'll be there for you no matter what and you end up realising how dumb you've been to believe that. Ultimately, everyone's so caught up in their own problems that they have no time for you and your "silly" problems.
I really don't know why all this is happening and I really hate this stupid feeling. I didn't even do anything wrong and yet so many are treating me like that all of a sudden. Family, friends, group members, what the heck is going on?

How am I supposed to get up from here when no one is letting me?

How am I supposed to learn how to trust when I've been proven time and again not to trust anyone?

Dance Intensive

2011-09-06T20:17:00.000+08:00
Dance intensive was OOHLALA SHALALA FUNFUNFUN and super shuanggggg haha sweat it out yozzzzzz feel skinny!! K super duper short post ftw haha shall post one that makes more sense when I find time to BREATHE during this holiday that is so packed I can't squeeze in time to breatheeeeee.

What happened?:(

2011-09-02T20:01:00.002+08:00
Ah okay today I'm too lazy to do the lyrics thingeh, sorry:/

Anyways, yesterday was pretty okay:) Teachers' Day Celebrations was spent running around the school haha. Started off with ACES day with LiHoung teaching in the front of the quadrangle and the NYMD lovelies dancing in front of their classes:) Quite fun heehee except that a lot of people refused to participate, which is quite sad but okay nevermind. Yep then rushed up to the PE dept to stop the teachers from coming out heehee:) I think the red carpet thingy was a cool concept haha:) K then was the celebrations itself which was super awesome wheee NANYANG'S GOT TALENT YOZZ!!:D K yep then was the presenting of the gifts to the teachers on stage!! I was actually supposed to give it to Mdm Cao Jing Hua but there was no time to slowly search for the specific boxes haha so we were told to grab any box for a teacher whom we know so I picked Mrs Elaine Ng YAY:D BUTBUTBUT Mrs Ng didn't go on stageD: So I didn't give it to her:( Oh well. Yeah so after that was the cleaning up haha this one really literally running around the school taking out the decorations like the balloons etc haha:) But yep was funfunfun:) Took the decorations out with Ada heh and we had a lot of trouble with popping the balloons and throwing them away cause we didn't dare to step on them:/ But luckily for us, this super nice girl helped us step on over 6 balloons heehee THANK YOU RANDOM GIRL:)

Mm so after clean-up, I went to change into leo and jazz pants and headed to the dance studio with XinYu. I reallyreallyreally wanted to go back to primary school but Bernice said she was going for CCA so I decided to go too BUT ended up Bernice went back to primary schoolD: And XinYu told me that a lot of people weren't turning up for CCA so I decided to go back to primary school!! Called SueYu and Zann to wait for me at J8 where they were having lunch:)

Met Charissa, Beatrice, SueYu, Zann and Joylyn at the J8 bus stop and went to Rosyth with them. Then Gwen kept calling us to hurry up haha. So we reached Rosyth and saw Mrs Quek and Mr Tan Wan Tak!! Been sooooo long since I last saw them ohmanz NOSTALGIA OF PRI 6 HAHA:')

Then all the ex-Rosythians were trying to get up to the other levels and the canteen but Mr Quek and Mr Singh were told not to let us up so they had Aunties all over the place making sure that we were confined to the IBC:( So a lot of people tried to sneak upstairs lol some even blatantly ran past the aunties and uncles. Okay well honestly, I don't like ranting online or expressing any form of anger online, but seriously, I don't see why we were not/are not allowed upstairs. Our primary school was the place where we spend 6 years (most of us) of our life in and some of our best memories are created there. Why can't we re-visit the place of the majority of our childhood, walk around and just gather our past memories from the place? Sure we have to move on etc etc but it's not as easy as people say it to be and after all, it's a building we've grown so attached to, so I don't see why we should be restricted? The reason they gave us for not allowing us up was because they didn't want us to buy the food from the canteen and then there would be none left for the lower primary, sure, that's a valid reason. But why not just tell the stall owners not to sell it to us and let us walk around the building? Rosyth is closing down soon. It's gonna be rebuilt. It's gonna move to a temporary holding. To put it simply, our memory of Rosyth and our days in it will no longer be evident, just a distant photograph in our minds, which are ultimately faulty cameras over time. So why can't we even go through these evident memories just once before they're destroyed forever? Is that too much to ask for?

Okay I know I may sound like I'm ranting, but honestly, I'm just stating my honest views. What ever happened to "One a Rosythian, Always a Rosythian"? I don't feel like this statement has been lived up too. Having been a Rosythian for 5 years, not even 6 like most people, I feel so much for this school already. What more those who have been in Rosyth since P1??

Well other than that, it wasn't a very bad day. Went out with Zann, SueYu, Gwen, Charissa, Beatrice, Joylyn and JiaMing after that. Ate at MOS burger. The guys decided to go play soccer at Daryl Lim's house instead... Which really got me thinking what happened to the bonded class I remembered us to be. Everyone's caught up in sec sch, hardly anyone turned up that day. Some people don't even remember their primary schools, it's just really sad. Sure they may have "moved on", but surely they should at least acknowledge the school and the teachers and friends that have built them up, helped them grow in character and have been through most everything with them? It's just sad when all this is forgotten. It's worse when a class that was really so tight, so close with one another just "disbands" just like that once everyone goes their separate ways. It's as if they just fade away into someone who becomes just another face in your life whom you've seen and put away ever since. It's really that sad, but that's exactly what's happening.

Ah well. I really really really hope that I'm doing the right thing by deciding to call everyone up for the next class gathering so that they will be well informed and everyone would know about it. It's gonna take a lot of time and effort to call everyone up, (not to mention my phone bill would explode) but I think it's worth it and I really hope people will help me make this successful. I really do not want to forget anyone of this crazy but awesome part of my life.

Okay well. Enough of the boohoos. After Rosyth and the outing with the girls, Heidi came over!:) Okay well we didn't do much haha she read, I iTouch-ed, but still, there's just something different in the room when your best friend is in it:) Heh. She stayed for dinner and we pushed for a stayover heehee but her mom was against itD: Oh well. Another time:)

Tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow!! Hyped up!!:D Going to church first for Handmade practice (well, at least a little of it) the rushing off to school for WISHWORKS!:) Gonna perform Bolly with NYMD:) Lovelovelove:) My first performance ever with NYMD oh gosh intense pressure but super excited! Actually, I've only learnt this dance two days ago and rehearsed it once with NYMD which is really umm, little. So I'm praying really hard that I won't screw up tomorrow and ruin the whole performanceD: I BELIEVE GOD WILL HELP ME, RIGHT GOD!! Yeahhhhhh hope that everything will go well tomorrow!!

Okay that's it for today:) BYE enjoy your holidays, study hard everyone!:)

Advice

2011-08-30T16:01:00.002+08:00
Don't let go of good times and let the bad ones know you feel fine."

Yesterday was a good day of recuperation:D slept in and woke up to a really nice show on HBO:) The show is "My Dog Skip". It's a really superb touching movie about a young boy who grew up in the midst of war and needed a friend and how his dog, Skip, went through thick and thin with him:) It's a really really good show and Frankie Muniz is the child actor:D Cried a little watching it heh. Super touching! So after that I went out for lunch with my parents and then came home, napped awhile, slacked, ate, watched Masterchef and Hell's Kitchen while talking to Bryan on facebook and I caught the last episode of On the Fringe!:)

"Love is all you need."

Best part of yesterday was night time, when 2 very special people added me on facebook:) They're no other than Sis. Evangeline and Bro. Daniel!! The husband and wife whom I love so much heehee:D Still remember the last time I saw them was when I was 8 and just quit Joyful Feetz! Whaoooo memories of Joyful Feetz days flooding back:') Really never thought I would reconnect with them:') Added Sis. Pauline too while I was looking through Sis. Evan's friends:D heehee yesterday was a happy day:D

"Treasure the choices you make."

Today I woke up early early early and started on Math:) Got a little woozy hurhur from doing work so early in the morning and started talking nonsense to Yuhern on facebook hahahaha:) Poor guy has to put up with my nonsense manymanymany times:P Then I wanted to start on History but I realise that I either lost the worksheet or left it in schoolD: so THANK GOD for friends like MinYi who are always ever so helpful and helped me scan the worksheet over^^ LOVE YOU MINYI!! Haha and QiYi just realised she too doesn't have the worksheet HAHA so poor MinYi has to send it to her too hahahaha thanks MinYi:)

"Cause when you think you're stuck just go another way."

Ahhh there's school tomorrow:( Oh well. LAST DAY OF LESSONS WHEEEE:) Really gotta buck up during Sept hols man. Sure I'll relax for a day or two to just catch up with friends and have some "me" time, but I recognise that I really have to utilise this hols fully before EOYs. Sec 2 streaming ain't no joke. Em, take it seriously yozzz.

"Feel with all your senses, make sure to let down your defences."

K and oh one more thing. MY RASH IS BACK. SAD LIFE MY GOSH. I thought it was gonegonegone out of my life BUT NOOOO D: it's back to haunt me:( I'm spamming my cream as much as possible, hoping the situation will get better again and really really praying hard that it will. I WANT TO, I NEED TO DANCE AGAIN PLEASE. Also praying hard for Aaron cause I heard his skin condition is getting bad too. Praying that his recuperation will go alright!:)

"Don't be rushed."

I feel a loooooooong scratch on my face. This is not good. K well bye:D

Dance Right Through the Pain

2011-08-26T19:06:00.002+08:00
"And the rain is falling down."

K well today was pretty much okay. Started off with physics quiz and lesson, then math during our break then History, which was sort of a free period since Mrs Ng isn't in school and the day ended with LA which was the suckiest part since we got back our block test results, which is kinda depressing but our teacher thought we did well and did not understand why our classmate was crying.

And I will stop with that topic before I end up ranting.

"Just wanna feel something I don't understand."

Either ways, thank God for giving me friends to get over these evil materialisms called grades. Had a really good time with Joelle, QiYi, Deline and Sammie at J8:) Haha we initially didn't wanna get Deline to come with us because she scored pretty high and we didn't wanna get depressed during our outing haha but we were just kidding:) Yeps so we went to J8 (ah J8:D Always so awesome) and pretty much walked around for a very long time before we finally settled on some shop at B1 (OHMANZ I forgot the name:/)
Yeps then Deline had to go after we shopped around for awhile:( Went to KOI with the others after Deline left and it was Sammie's and my first time trying KOI heehee:D It was actually quite good:) So while waiting for the KOI drinks to be done, we headed to the library and tried to find those little box seats heehee. But we couldn't find a vacant one so we ended up in the kid's section hahaha and Joelle was spazzing over the touch-and-feel books hahahaha:) Sammie was recollecting her childhood memories reading "Spot" and QiYi and I were taking pictures of animals in the books:P
Yep so after library trip QiYi went home then Joelle, Sammie and I went to get our KOI and like I mentioned earlier, it wasn't so bad:) Then Sammie left and Joelle and I ended up walking around J8 to waste time while waiting for her mom to finish her meeting. Yep then we parted and I came home to nap:) Really need to catch up on sleep:(

"I'm just gonna run right through the rain."

K I'm distracted now. I'm waiting for my dog to poop so I can clean her up hahahahahaha. K not funny, pooping is natural in everything and everyone:)

"I just wanna feel that rhythm, feel that drum."

OH YEAH I almost forgot to mention. All the above activities happened because cross-country was cancelled HAHA ohmanz. Oh wait. The dog pooping wasn't due to that though. And it was quite funny when the announcement came on saying that there would not be a run and the whole school erupted into cheers haha:') NANYANG SPIRIT YOZZZZ.

"Let my heart beat louder, my heart speak louder than my head."

Yeah I think I'm going to relax the whole of today. I think I deserve it:) Tomorrow will be dance dance dance for GOD and I really need to get that into my head. Ahh long story, just that dance on Wednesday felt different and after talking to Jolene I'm clearer of what to do now to avoid that bad feeling:) Yeps praying hard for tomorrow's practice:)

Sunday is the end of 40DOC. Not sure how I feel about that yet ):) haha bipolar smiley to express my unsure-ness (is there such a word?:O) but honestly, feally can't wait for R-AGE choir, adult choir, CAM and dance to collaborate to mark the ending of 40DOC 2011 with a BANG:)

"I'm just gonna dance right through the pain."

Literally what I'm thinking right now. K bye dinner time:)

Find Myself

2011-08-24T16:53:00.003+08:00
Disclaimer: This post is super super random and jumps from topic to topic (which are not in chronological order... Or any order for that matter heh. The lyrics are also umm. Not linked hahaha:) Well, some are linked but they're pretty much mostly from different songs:)

"In you I'll find myself, I'll find myself."

Ahhhh today was great:D AND LATER I'M GOING TO CHURCH HEEHEE for DANCE, for R-AGE, for GRACE ASSEMBLY, for GOD. Excited max even if it isn't Friday hoho (fail OLD joke heh.)

"I know you will pick me up."

Hmm Friday's cross country hurhur everyone's mourning and wailing all over lol since no one wants cross country. But honestly I don't know why haha cause I kinda like cross country haha. I think it's a good sort-of-end to term 4:) Made plans with Joelle to come over to my house first since we don't wanna leave our bags in the school lockers:) Hope we can stick to it haha:P

"With you I fly higher, by your strength and your power."

K today was the last math lesson for Term 3 OHMYBUNNY happy MAXXXXX:D Okay yes I know I have to buck up for EOYs and stuff but I can't help being happy that it's the last Math lesson haha. Seriously, I don't like mathD: Anyways, I've selected my subject combination already:/ Not sure if I made the right choice but hey, God's in control yozzzz MY GOD IS BIGGER THAN ALL MY PROBLEMS!!

"God you are higher than any other."

Next week is practically hols already hahaha:) Monday is the presidential election holiday, Tuesday is Hari Raya holiday, Wednesday is the ONLY school day hahaha, Thursday is teacher's day celebrations so no lessons^^ and Friday is a holiday HEEHEE ohmanz happy:) Hope next week will fwoomfwoom fly past and zooooom away to SATURDAY AND SUNDAY:D

"We'll somehow find you and I collide."

K today was fun max:D Learnt Nanyang Bounce with NYMD and student body in the hall today during break time!! Heehee the song was kinda stuck in my head during LA which was the next lesson haha. K yes it was veryvery fun heehee I likezzzz HAHA:)

"Even the best fall down sometimes, even the wrong words seem to rhyme."

BTW have I mentioned that 40DOC is coming to an end this Sunday?:( There will be a celebration service and stuff like that:) OH AND THE ADULT SERVICE WILL BE SO BOOMZ (in Ris Low's language) HEEHEE because it'll be super grand and "majestic" hoho EXCITED MAX!!^^ R-AGE choir + Adult's Choir in action and CAMY + CAM and and and DANCE!!!! Exciting right HEEHEE:D

"You can take everything I have, you can break everything I am."

K I BELIEVE I HAVE MENTIONED THIS MANYMANYMANY TIMES BEFORE but I shall just repeat myself because I just can't contain my excitement:D

HANDMADE 2011
RHEMA 2011
WATCHNIGHT 2011
Bring it on 2011!!!!!!

NYMD♥

2011-08-18T20:58:00.003+08:00
Ahhh there's soooo many things I have to blog about but I dknw where to start or where to end... And the title of this post shall be about the main main main thing I'm about to blog about:)

K I'm actually watching On the Fringe now so a bit distracted ahhh. But still. I HAVE TO BLOG.

K so let's backtrack to Monday. CCA with NYMD 2011 for the very last time before the sec 4s left:( Atmosphere was pretty high and laoshi seemed like she was in a good mood:) Sec 4s got to do dances they've learnt throughout their NYMD years:) Although I couldn't dance (ASDFGHJKL) due to my skin conditions, I was really really touched to see NYMD dancing together as one whole, loving, bonded CCA.

K mm rest of the week was actually really really demoralising and depressing for me. Block test results honestly dampen spirits A LOT. I would like to thank Jodi, Karin, Bernice, HuiYu, Rachel L., Ashley, JingWen, Joelle, Rachel P., Jasmine, April, Adelle, Qi En and all my lovely batchmates and others who helped me get through this crazy rollercoaster week:') Love you guys to the moon and back♥ You all gave me support and strength when I needed it the most and you all really make me happy:)

Mm that brings me to Wednesday!!:D Wednesday I went to celebrate Ada's birthday with batchies after school then went home with Qiyi heehee crazy people on the bus ftw~ Then I went off for dance pract with the adult service band in the evening:D Church is seriously the most comforting and the best EVER place to be. It's more of a home to me than anywhere else♥ So yep met Yuhern, PhuiSee and Athena when I reached then when they went off for J333 I waited outside level 1 hall for Stella and Jasmine along with Jolene. Felt great to be dancing on worship floor again:) Learnt some new steps and choreo-d some stuff. FELT SUPER GOOD:)

And that brings me to today, which is gonna be really hard to blog about. Filled with so many emotions:)
Today was Batch'11's farewell. Batch'12 did a super good job co-ordinating with us juniors and Batch'10 also!! Although there were some technical glitches and the water surprise thingy was a bit of a fail, I'm sure Batch'11 had a really great farewell:) So much efforts were put into this farewell because we really wanted to put up a perfect, memorable and awesome farewell for NYMD Batch'11, to let them mark their end of NYMD with a beautiful memory that will forever be in their hearts:') I'm not even gonna go into the details of the farewell party because it's kind of long heh. But anyways, just know that it was super awesome:D

Really felt the love for NYMD today!!♥ Especially during the batch performances and when laoshi was talking to us!! Super super touching:') I'm sure the sec 4 seniors felt the NYMD love too!:) I will definitely miss all 16 sec 4 seniors of Batch'11:) Took photos with them and took individual photos with Ellen, HaoQing, Karyan and Chermaine:DDD ♥ Really really gonna miss them sooooo much. Even after only about a year with them, I still feel their passion for dance and feel so much love and affection they have for NYMD and each and every one of them have so much dedication to NYMD that I don't even think we can match up to that amount of passion they have for this NYMD family. Like they've said on facebook as their statuses, on twitter, in the montage, NYMD is so much more than a CCA. It's where the best memories are created:')

Ahhhh so yes, today CCA was really very touching and very gan ren!! The ironic thing is that the sec 4s were crying when we had batch performances and after Chermaine and Ellen gave out the cards they wrote for EVERY ONE of us, all of us juniors started crying and bawling more than the seniors HAHAHA okay quite funny heh as Rachel Gan had pointed out heh.

But still, I'll always remember what Chermaine told me in one of her emails to me previously, earlier in the year:
"NYMD will become a part of your life that you'll never want to let go if you let it come into you life."

I see the love of the NYMD family working through every individual in NYMD. Today especially, showed the NYMD spirit evident throughout the whole dance studio and the atmosphere was just indescribable. I really believe now, stronger than ever, that NYMD will be the best part of my life in Nanyang. Sure we all face difficulties and problems, but my batchmates and seniors and even juniors in NYMD, this amazing family, have proven that NYMD is a family that helps me grow, in school, in dance and in life.

Sec 4 seniors, we'll really miss all of you!! Love you all so so so so so much! You've inspired us, you've taught us so much and we really can't thank you all enough!♥

"N-Y-M-D,
will be here for you,
studio always open.
Our seniors,
you left a legacy,
don't forget to dance on.

AND WE LOVE YOU.
DON'T LEAVE SO SOON."
♥ ♥ ♥

2011-08-13T17:18:00.000+08:00
HEY EVERYONE IT'S MINISTRY FAIR TOMORROW!!:D
We we we so excited for MINISTRY FAIR^^

Thank God:)

2011-08-12T19:28:00.002+08:00
Thank God, really thank God that I can start dancing very very soon:)

"It's less than you deserve."

Yesterday I went for my second consultation with the skin specialist and he said I'm making super good improvement so I can start dancing again!:D But he told me to "ease in" my dancing times. So I have planned everything out already and THANK GOD SO MUCH. Really, OVERJOYED BEYOND WHAT WORDS CAN DESCRIBE:')

"You're the alpha, omega, beginning and end."

Heehee tomorrow is SATURDAY:) Dance ministry, I love you all so much:') Gonna do a montage today or smth for dance min and save it in my iTouch (hopefully I have enough time to do so) and Sunday is ministry fair!!:) So excited for more people to come join this awesome family I've had the privilege to be in:)

"You're the saviour, messiah, redeemer and friend."

Haha okay random fact, I'm typing these lyrics from the song "You Are Holy (Prince of Peace) cause Bernice and I love that song and we were like singing this song throughout yesterday:D Or was it Wednesday...? Can't remember. Anyways, it's a really awesome song and it just goes to show how great our God is!:D
BTW Bernice, I've memorised the chorus already after singing it countless times at dinner HAHA:D

"You're my prince of peace, and I will live my life for you."

Mm today went pretty okay:) Had assembly where the council elects were announced, then Ms Chua Han Han (I THINK that's how you spell her name:/) talked to us about her love for Nanyang and stuff like that. Haha honestly, I think that her talk was strategically planned just before Founders' Day to foster our love for Nanyang even deeper heehee:)
After that was Science. I felt cheated:( I was hoping that Ms Domina Ng would return us our biology block test papers since 208 already got theirs back but Mr Benjamin Ng stayed throughout the lesson haha which obviously implies that we did not get our papers back:( Now I have to have this mental torture over my weekends. GRRRRR...
Mm after Science was break and then History. Heh history is fun:) I dknw why though, so many people dislike history and I think history is probably the only subject I'm interested in:/
K after history was Language Arts which was basically going through Romeo & Juliet and stuff like that... then it was second break and finally, Chinese where we did our long-dreaded 议论文. Haha but yeah all in all it was a pretty okay day;)

"Jesus I believe in you."

AFTER school was the best part of all:) Went to Junction 8 with QiYi and had lotsa fun (as usual:D) We went to Macs to grab a bite first then went hunting for presents:) She bought cookies for her mortal, Nicole, and I bought this big stuffed toy teddy bear and a necklace for my "wifey", Jolene-Bay heehee:) Love her to bitsssss:P Her birthday's this coming Sunday:D WANNA SURPRISE HER HEEHEE SO PLEASE DON'T TELL HER ANYTHING IF YOU'RE READING THIS;) Heh. At first I wanted to get Jolene this vintage-looking necklace but it was like, waaaaay past my budget so I settled for a sweeter looking necklace:) Hope she likes it cause all in all I spent most of next-week's allowance on her birthday presents:/

"Jesus I belong to you."

Have I mentioned how inspirational Jonathan "Legacy" Perez is to me? He's my ultimate favourite dancer and I really really really love him so much and look up to him SO VERY MUCH. "Do what you love, love what you do." He's not exactly the best dancer out there, but he knows that dance is his passion and he loves it, even though he's just a street dancer, he's in it for the passion, not just to win it. He's so inspirational that I don't even know what to say:') I recently followed him on twitter (didn't know he had one:P) and read some of his tweets. So touching, so inspirational. Really, that guy is my idol. I look up to him so much. RESPECT. Favourite dancer EVER:)

"With all I am."

SO HYPED FOR THE WEEKENDS AND SO HYPED FOR HANDMADE'11!!:D Hyped up for end of year events too like RHEMA'11 and WATCHNIGHT'11!!;) Really can't waitttttt^^

"For you alone are the Son of God."

K shall stop blogging here since Hell's Kitchen is starting soon HEEHEE:) Love that show ah gosh. I'm a sucker for dramaaaaaa:P

2011-08-09T20:43:00.001+08:00
HAPPY 46TH BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!:)

High School Musical:D

2011-08-08T20:06:00.002+08:00
"What I've been looking for."

HEEHEE I'M WATCHING HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 1 NOW HEEHEE ohmanz nostalgia ttm:) I CAN STILL REMEMBER EVERY SINGLE LINE IN THE WHOLE SHOW HAHAHAHA I FEEL AWESOME:D And I remember how much I love Lucas Grabeel now ohmanz:')

"Stick to the status quo!"

K yep so this week is really cool haha cause there's only about 2 days of school;) Today's National Day Celebrations were super fun heh. Started off with a "get-to-know-each-other" session with NYSC Batch 12 people and then there was assembly with the usual National Day stuffs. Like the marching and things like that by the uniformed groups:) Then the sec 2s did BOLLY;) JAIHO!! Heh NYMD Batch 13 jiayoujiayoujiayou!!:) WE DID IT:D We taught the rest of our cohort JAIHO!!:D Yeahhhh now the whole of our cohort has a common dance;D

"You are Lord of Lords, you are King of Kings."

Today ended with CCA:) Elections for Exco 2012 in NYMD, then normal CCA then bolly (which I did not attend cause I can't perform for Founder's Day:/) Normal CCA was cool today!! Although I couldn't participate, but it was really cool:D Watched them do the usual routines and things like that, then laoshi decided to pull out a really old routine which the sec 4s learned a long time ago:) It looks really fun ohmanz can't wait to try it out:D

"You will reign forever, you're the ancient of days."

Hmm well tomorrow is National Day!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE:D I LOVE SINGAPORE HEEHEE THIS IS HOME, TRULY. WHERE I KNOW I MUST BE;) I love that song:) Was singing it like crazy at the top of my lungs along with Joelle and Deline heehee:) Miss fooling around with them!:) Haha and Qi Yi was looking at us thinking we were very very creepy people LOL. Then Munaeru Vaaliba (don't know the exact spelling:/) came on!! Haha only Deline and I knew how to sing this one!!:D Oh and when Home came on, either in the Chinese of English version, everyone would sing the English version haha:) I sang the Chinese one!! Reminded me of Shanghai trip in P5:') It was super fun and really felt the love for Singapore with my crazy friends;)

"You're my Prince of Peace and I will live my life for you."

Was supposed to meet Brenda and Wen Jie after CCA today to catch up!! But Wen Jie had to go home so in the end we didn't meet:( So I planned to meet up with Yu Hern and Athena instead but they were all the way at church:/ too long a journey for me there and home. So yep ended up going with Xin Yu to Sogurt:) Got her stamp haha she's a happy girl LOL. Discussed random stuffs and had fun fellowship/bonding;)

"We're all in this TOGETHER:D"

Tomorrow and Wednesday are gonna be days for me to recuperate, rest and continue working hard nevertheless. Gotta figure so much stuff out:/ Really hope these two days will be sufficient:)

"We're all stars and we see that."

AND I can never ever EVER emphasise enough how much I'm wishing and waiting ever so patiently for SATURDAY AND SUNDAY:) *spams hearts* Really, CAN'T WAIT:)

"I've gotta go my own way..."

Ohmanz this is the sad part of the show:'( Gabriella's crying!:( Okay shall go ~~get tissue to wipe my tears~~ concentrate on watching the show!! The nice nice song is coming up heehee:)

Why why oh why!

2011-08-06T22:13:00.002+08:00
Heh haven't been blogging for so long:( Feel too lazy to do the song lyrics and stuffs todayyyy.
It's gonna be a really lazy weekend for me:) HAPPY:D Really thank God for the longgggg National Day holiday up ahead;)
So last week has been pretty hectic for me. Block test period+council election results etc etc. Mm but glad that I managed to pull through!:)
Yeahyeahyeah and CCA was quite okay. Looking at people dance is really hard cause I know I can't dance:( But yeah I shall learn through watching and observing! I CAN DO THIS THANGGGG. And Batch 13 ah JYJY!:)
Had dance ministry today:) Although attendance was really bad today. Probably one of the worst for this year so far:/ I have to say it's kinda disappointing and sad to see how some people don't really take the ministry seriously sometimes and treat it like just another random dance group that doesn't mean much:/ I mean, the dance min people are the people I truly love the most and it's just really sad to see that there's not much discipline in attendance sometimes:/
Oh well. OH YEAH I ALMOST FORGOT.
On Wednesday, I went for my FIRST J333 SESSION EVER:D Super excited!! I reached home to do the LA poems first, then I left for J8 library to return books and I met Yuhern there then we went to Far East to get Jolene the bag she wanted as a surprise birthday present:) But turns out, the bag was sold already:/ So we bought a different colour bag of the same design:)
Then headed for church and saw Aaron and Jolene and we gave her the bag and she was super happy heehee YAY MISSION ACCOMPLISHED:D
J333 was really empowering. Really. Seeing the whole congregation (consisting of both adults and youths) praying fervently together and interceding as a whole Grace Assembly was really touching. Haiz really wish I can go for J333 every week but I know my parents won't allow:/ Oh well.
Hmm okay well nothing much to say alrdy. OH AND I'M WATCHING WIZARDS OF WAVERLY PLACE NOW HEEHEE:D
P.S. Bryan is ignoring me. Well then!:(

一张被，你将我包围♥

2011-07-28T21:37:00.002+08:00
"故事，我自己写。"

HEEHEE YES I'M STILL LISTENING TO THE SAME CHINESE SONG♥ It's really just so nice omgosh can't get enough of it:)

"I'll be somebody someday."

Hmm okay block tests are next week:/ Had CIP today at Woodlands Primary with my class HEEHEE:) Was in the same group as Ashley, Karin, Jodi and Yan Yee. Quite fun heehee:) Our group had very nice kids!!:D HAPPY:D Xin Yi, Le Xin, Ruby, See Mun were those I remember from our group:) SUPER CUTE HEEHEE Jodi, Karin and I are planning on adding them on fb:)

"只能把不平忍住。"

Had quite a productive time studying history just now!!:D HAPPY. I'm quite determined to do well for History cause I'm considering taking history as my subj combination next year:/
K WELL I shall go wait for Jodi to come on now while I watch the chinese song mv over and over again while falling more and more in love with the song (and the singer) HEEHEE:)

"我并不完美。"♥

I'll Be Somebody Someday

2011-07-27T21:06:00.003+08:00
"因为我不完美，才会是独特的谁。"

AHHHH ever since the talk by 小寒, a local songwriter, I've been obsessed with this song she wrote titled "不完美的完美":) It's a super nice song and the lyrics are so beautiful!:') The singer, 石康钓, has a super nice voice too:)IN LOVE HAHA;)

"把理想都盗走，到老才属着后悔。"

K so elections are over:') I hope that Team ADJECTIVE will get in!! *crosses fingers* Haha "bribing" was funXD The biscuits were super popular haha! I shall dedicate a very heartfelt blogpost/fb note to my fellow Team ADJECTIVE members because we've been through such a crazy 2 weeks and I really feel like I have to express my appreciation publicly to them:) Thank you JOY PEH, CHARMAINE KHO and OOI GENE ANNE:'D I'll write the blogpost/fb notes some other time k!!

"前方越多的风险、冒险，越容易领先。"

K so now that elections are over, I shall shift my focus to block tests:/ They're next week ohmanz I'm so not ready for this:/ All the best to everyone:)

"你的爱没白给，虽然我并不完美。"

Tomorrow is CIP at Woodlands Primary!! Really praying hard that everything will go smoothly:) Even smoother than last week!! Gonna have to give CCA a miss since it clashes:( But either ways I can't dance so it's even more :'( FOUR MONTHS. FOUR MONTHS. FOUR MONTHS. PASS QUICKLY I'M BEGGING YOU.

"所谓疯狂是不管他人的误解。"

Yesterday was fun:) But shall not go into details haha. OH AND I really have to start washing my face before every lesson:/ I keep having the urge to fall asleepD: MUST. STAY. AWAKE. IN. CLASS.

"一张被，你将我包围。"

K yep so that's pretty much it. Have to go back to work now:/ Have to remind myself to buy Qi Yi's present hoho. I bought Pamela's but I didn't buy Qi Yi's ohmanz short term memory loss haha. K shall go back to doing work now!! BYESSSSS.

"虽然我不完美，I'll be somebody someday♥"

101st Post

2011-07-25T19:47:00.001+08:00
OHMY I just realised that I've passed my 100th post haha LIKE COOL ONLY HEEHEE:)
K well today went pretty alright. Started off with math (yes, it killed part of my brain) and followed by Chinese (THAT KILLED THE OTHER PART OF MY PUNY BRAIN) so by the time break came, I had no mood (or brain power for that matter of fact) for Geog make-up lesson at all. Luckily, I had SWEET SWEET BELOVED LOA for that break period:D
Went down to the canteen to give our speeches to the student body:) Council elections are tomorrow, so PLEASEPLEASEPLEASE VOTE FOR TEAM ADJECTIVE!!!!!! Consists of Ooi Gene Anne from 206, Joy Peh from 210, Charmaine Kho from 209 and ME from 207!! PLEASE VOTE FOR US CAUSE YOUR VOTE COUNTS AND IT MEANS THE WORLD TO US!!:')
Really hoping for the best!
Oh yep so after break was DRAMA MAMA haha quite fun:D I like it when Mr Nick Ng talks nonsense HAHA especially that creepy boy:D and today I finally understood his style for theatre haha whoohoo! I like his style LIKE COOL ONLY:D
Last period was LA YAY MS ONG IS BACK:D So happy heehee:) Yep handed in my "For Heidi With Blue Hair" analysis to her (I was sick so I had extension of deadline) and then we analysed the poem called "Blessing". I think it was a really beautiful poem and I was really appreciative of it and annotating it was super satisfying and awesome but when it came to answering the qns I was just too lazyD: NEVERMIND. I shall conquer that laziness by THURSDAY hurhur:)
Oh then ended the day with ICAS make-up test after school hurhur. Quite okay I guess but a lot of similar answersD:
K now shall go do work:) Super behind time on my "schedule" crap OKAY BYE:D Next post then I post with song lyrics and stuffs:)
OH YAH DEVOTION!! I WILL DO TONIGHT, YES I WILL. Determined!!

2011-07-24T23:04:00.001+08:00
OMG CHINESE I HATE YOU SO MUCH RIGHT NOW GO AWAY PLSPLSPLS. HURRY UP AND FINISH.

I have one more essay to do and it's reflections + the ending for the whole portfolio and I'm DONE. HURRY UP MY EYES ARE DYING.

HELP ME. DROWNING IN CHINESE.

Hallelujah For All You've Done

2011-07-24T21:20:00.001+08:00
"Jesus I believe in YOU."

Today was my first dance for worship with dance min!:)Danced with Stella, Jolene, Janelle and Jasmine.
Honestly, I didn't know what to expect before dancing for this worship. When Jolene told me that my first worship dance would feel really special, I wasn't very sure how I should respond. It got me thinking the night before worship - why am I so dedicated to dance ministry? I didn't know if it was because I wanted to "show off" to others not in dance ministry, or if it was because I sincerely wanted to feel God's presence.
Then I remembered the devotion which Aaron led earlier in the year. He asked a qn which I would never forget: "Why did you join dance min?"
It was a question that stumped a few, but I answered quite confidently that it was God's calling to me.
I would love to say that I answered the same thing yesterday, but I have to say I had my doubts.
No doubt, every dancer likes to show what she's/he's got to everyone, but in dance min especially, isn't GOD what it's all for and it's all about?

"And I would go to the ends of the Earth."

So today, when Jolene prayed with us before worship started, I was praying my own personal prayer, asking God to give me a certain answer to why I choose to dance for Him.
And when I got the answer, I was blessed:)

"I will exalt the One who lifted me."

During the dance, I just felt the presence of the Lord. It's indescribable, really. I just felt as if all my cares had been lifted. For once in my life, I didn't have to worry about anything, it was just me and God. I've never felt that way in my life and yes, I mean my ENTIRE life. It was a feeling so special, such an intimate relationship and such a personal encounter with God. It really spoke to me.

"I remember how I used to be."

I guess saying so much won't help anyone visualize and really feel that feeling I had, because all I have to say is that it's really indescribable. I guess you have to experience it yourself to have such a feeling:)

"Cast your burdens unto Jesus, he cares for you."

OHGOSH I NEED HELP. I have 3 chinese essays to write by tomorrow. I'm dead. Adding on the reflections and stuff like that. Seriously, I hate Chinese. And yes I know hate is a strong word, so yeah, I hate chinese. GRR. GOD HELP ME K.

"By the power of Your love."

The Last Goodbye

2011-07-20T11:18:00.001+08:00
"Everyday, it's YOU I live for."

This Sunday might very well be the last time I'm performing for at least 3 weeks, at most 4 months.

"I'll follow after you."

And the tears just kept flowing but they didn't understand why.

"I'll walk with you my LORD."

Because I knew that this was definitely the last goodbye and what I am about to miss out on is what presses me on every week, just the thought of the things I could be involved in. Now that my motivation has been taken away, I don't even know.

"It's you I live for everyday."

Pandas:>

2011-07-17T21:28:00.001+08:00
Pandas are super duper cute HEEHEE. I just watched a video:D

"You can break everything I am."

I think Demi Lovato is such an inspiring singer. To me, Demi is honestly one of the only few singers that have been able to move me so much and make me tear when I listen to her songs, cause I can feel what she's been through and I feel like I can relate to her. She inspires me so so so so so much:')

"Go on and try to tear me down, I will be rising from the ground, like a skyscraper."

Yesterday and today were both hectic TO THE MAX. Yesterday there was dance min (HEEHEE LOVEEEE) and then rushed off to meet Joelle and Qiyi for FOA (which was obviously very very awesome:D) Ended up late for FOA:( Had to sit upstair until intermission came heh. When I was upstairs, I screamed so loud for NYMD when they appeared heh. But I highly doubt they heard me:( And I think NYJF's performance was super duper touching. Made me tear up!!
Then rushed off AGAIN to celebrate my grandma's awesome 70th:D At a restaurant near Raffles City. She's staying at Swissotel:D SUPER COOL VIEW FROM HER FLOOR HEEHEE SPAM PHOTO TAKING:D
Today went for cell and service (HEEHEE DOUBLE LOVEEEE) and then ate in the car as usual while on the way to Silver:) Did some funfunfun stuff there HEH then left early at about 3 to go over to Joelle's house along with Rachel Low to do our math trigonometry SIA. Had some problems understanding the method we read up on for task C, but understood it in the end at felt super accomplished HOHO. Yep then went back home for dinner and I'm finally blogging here now:D

"All my windows still are broken, but I'm standing on my feet."

K I honestly didn't wanna blog at first but I didn't want my blog to die:(

"Do you have to make me feel like there's nothing left of me?"

Anyways, I'm so over the moon that tomorrow's a NYGH school holiday HEEHEE. WELL-DESERVED, I must say, for all the performing arts groups who have been super involved in SYF and FOA!! Rest well everyone!!:D
After that's gonna be quite busy for me cause elections are coming up:/ Still, I hope that I will be disciplined in my 40DOC devotion book!!

"Like I'm made of glass, like I'm made of paper."

Talking to Bryan now haha he's kind of sort of full of nonsense. Tsk. Haha but it's okay Bryan, it's totally fine:) I understand hahahaha:D

"Only silence as its ending, like we never had a chance."

Heh okay yep gonna use tomorrow super wisely HOHO. K bye!!:)

Weekends:D

2011-07-15T22:34:00.002+08:00
2.4km run is overrrrrrr!! NAPFA 2011 is overrrrrrr!! Heh did considerably well for 2.4km (considering that I improved quite a bit from last year)and felt super good running with Yu Jia and Beatrice:D
K this is gonna be quite a short post btw.
AND WEEKENDS ARE TOMORROW HOHO I CAN'T WAIT:D EXCITED EXCITED TTM:D

"In royal robes I don't deserve, I live to serve your majesty."

DANCE MIN, FOA, GRANDMA'S AWESOME 70TH, I REALLY CAN'T WAIT FOR TOMORROW:D
Gonna see all my lovely dancers tomorrow, then Karin, HuiYu, AiWei, QiYi and all my other darlinggggssss tomorrow during FOA!!:D THEN GRANDMA *SPAMS HEARTS*:)

"King of kings, majesty."

Then Sunday going for cell+church then Silver then halway through, heading off to AiWei's house for Math SIA. Heehee can't wait, really can't wait:)

"Your Majesty, I can't but bow."

Skyscraper

2011-07-14T21:06:00.001+08:00
"You can take everything I have, you can take everything I am."

Today was a pretty screwed up day:/ BUT NEVERTHELESS. Everything's alright now, thank God:)

"I lay it at your feet LORD, it's less than you deserve."

Today after school was really cool:D Headed to Choa Chu Kang Sports Hall to support Joelle, Gwyneth and all the rest of NYVB C div girls in their zonal finals!:D AND WE WON OH YEAH NYGH POWERRRRR. Heh. Really felt super touched by the NYGH spirit!! Even though we may not seem very enthu aabout our school at times, even if we say we dislike school and all that, it's really the most touching and blissful picture when 30 odd people unite as one and cheer super loudly for our fellow NY people competing:') I was really really proud at that moment to say that I'm a Nanyang Girl!!
Leading the cheers with ShuYi, Jordan, Gillian, Heidi, Cheryl Soh and Xin Yu really showed me how much school spirit everyone actually has despite all the complaints that we have about the school, and at that very moment when we cheered as one, loud and strong, it made me realise how lucky I am to be in such a wonderful school. Super grateful to everyone that made this possible, and very grateful that I have such awesome schoolmates with the best school spirit ever:') I LOVE YOU ALL~
After NYVB won Bukit Panjang Govt High Girls' C div team, Cheryl Soh, Karin, Xin Yu, Rachel Choy, Sue Yu, Michelle and I stayed back for a bit to cheer on our brother school HOHO. HWACHONG HWACHONG FTW~ Wei Heng was playing:)Haha although all of them were a bit too nervous and lost the game in the end to Bukit Panjang Govt High Boys' C div:( EITHER WAYS, they did well:) Jiayou Hwachong:)

"Bring on all the pretenders, I'm not afraid."

Can't wait for Saturday:D Although it's gonna be super duper fuper busyD: have dance ministry (AWESOMEEEEE) and then right after rushing off to school to watch FOA (Jiayous NYMD and other performing arts groups!!:D) and then it's grandma's 70th birthday celebration at some super cool and FANCY hotel hohoho:) EXCITED. FOR. HANDMADE. TOO. HEEHEE:)

"I had the time of my life fighting dragons with you."

I think Taylor Swift's song lyrics are beautiful to the extreme max:) So much meaning in them:)

"We will be remembered."

Hello there I love you and I always will. Stay strong:)

And We'll Dance All Night

2011-07-13T20:18:00.001+08:00
"Cast your burdens unto Jesus, he cares for you."

Ahhhh feeling quite stressed now. Campaigning is coming to a close so thank God, but it's really really rushed and all the campaigning items have to be rushed out:/ Really hope Team ADJECTIVE will pull through this together!!

REALLY hyped up for HANDMADE 2011 now!!:D It's gonna be so awesome heehee I CAN SENSE THE GOOD VIBESSSS *wiggles eyebrows*.

"I lay my all before you now"

Block test 2 is coming OHNOZ. That is something I can say for sure that I'm NOT hyped up for:( BUT. I'm hyped up for it to end HURHUR. Seriously, I dislike exams to the very extreme max. Everytime a major paper draws near, I feel as if all I'm ever doing is studying and memorising and studying... and then studying some more just to score well. I honestly hate how transcripts are the most important part of a child's education. It's almost as if we just go to school to get good grades so we can be employed by others in the future.
But who am I to say all this? I'm, after all, just a small little student. I personally think I have no right to say anything about the education system, sadly.

"In royal robes, I don't deserve. I live to serve your majesty."

Tomorrow gonna have to skip CCA D: We have to go support the volleyball finals. I mean, I don't mind supporting them but I kind of mind missing CCA:( Ah well. Hope tomorrow will go fine:) JIAYOU NYVB!! K I shall be a bit biased now HEEHEE: JIAYOUS JOELLE NG AIWEI HEEHEE I SPAM HEARTS YOUUUUU:D

"We will sing of your great worth."

Ahhh I realise that I've been so busy that I haven't been on the computer for at least 4 days:/ Hence, I've not been blogging. NOOOO. I LOVE MY BLOGGGGG. Must keep it alive and well heehee don't want it to "fall sick" again.

"You thought of us before the world began to breathe."

REALLY LOOKING FORWARD TO SATURDAY HEH. And SUNDAY. And then MONDAY'S A HOLIDAY FOR NYGH HOHO SUPER HAPPY NOW:D Glad for the holiday on Monday!! Good job to all the performing arts groups in NYGH!! THANK YOU ALL FOR THIS AWESOME HOLIDAY I LOVE YOU ALL MUACKSSSSSSSSS:D Gonna use that time well to finish up campaigning items and to catch up on homework/revision!! Wish me luck!!

"Jesus, faithful King."

WEEKENDS, COME HERE QUICKLY:D

Mighty to Save

2011-07-10T20:40:00.002+08:00
"My GOD is mighty to save, HE is mighty to save."

Had church today!!:) HEEHEE CHURCHIES MAKE ME HAPPY:D I love them all!! First was regional cell with SCREAM and SHASH, taught by GAOGAOGAO GAOMIN:D Then for service, Ps Cui Xian gave quite a short sermon haha I think it was because we had to pin-up the polaroids for the 40DOC R-AGE Warfare... WHICH REMINDS ME. I have to go like the facebook page hahaha:)

"He rose and conquered the grave, Jesus conquered the grave."

Yesterday there was DANCE MIN OH YEAHHHHH I lovelovelove my dance min people heehee:P but quite a few people didn't go:( Praying for lots of them now and hope they will start being able to commit again.

"LORD with grateful hearts we sing."

Indeed, grateful for the weekend break which God has given us YAY. Seriously, weekends are awesome cause they give me time off from my crazy schedule. Upon saying that, another week is coming and I'm praying really hard that God will give me sufficient strength to pull through this particularly hectic week. I have to admit that I'm super duper confused with everything because there's just so many things to do and so little time. It's so hard to squeeze in everything in a small little time frame and expect to finish everything on time with no imperfections. Life is tough. SIGH.

"LORD I give you my heart, I give you my soul. I live for You alone."

Kicking off next week with FOA fringe activity!!:) Bollywood mass dance!! ALL YOU NYGH PEEPS: BE AT THE HALL FROM 7.30AM-8.30AM FOR BOLLYWOOD MASS DANCE!! Support NYMD and NYCD!!:D
Recess time tomorrow shall be used to catch up with homework, schedules for NYPSL HR Comm Health Week in Term 4 and NYSC campaignings. Haiz. All in one hour, please let me be able to accomplish SOMETHING:/ AND OH NO WAIT. I just remembered, all PSLs have to be in the hall to support the dance thing!! GAH okay well scrap all my plans for recess. I have to go support "So You Think You Can't Dance".
After school will be CCA with NYMD:) Great way to end first day of school, but I'm so afraid I won't be able to finish homework:/

"LORD have your way in me."

REALLY REALLY REALLY hope that I'll be able to ace NAPFA k. Should be able to hoho. NAPFA's on Tuesday (5-items) and Thursday (2.4km run) for me cause I was on short term MC the first time round when everyone was taking their NAPFA tests. GIMME A GOLD K WHEEEE~

"I'm captured by your holy spirit.

Honestly speaking, right now, Saturdays and Sundays are the only reason why I press on. As for the others, I feel as if I'm just going through the motions:/
I wonder when this will ever stop...

...And I sincerely hope the answer is sometime soon.

"The weight of the cross, the curse of our shame; You carried it all, and rose from the grave."

Week 2!!:D

2011-07-07T20:40:00.002+08:00
K why are there weird noises in my houseO.O
My mom says she can hear people walking and jumping upstairs... BUT. There's NO ONE upstairs:/

"Oh Great and Mighty ONE, with one desire we come."

K so I'm super excited for the weeks to come!! FOA grand launch is tomorrow hoho gonna cheer LOUDLY so EVERYONE CAN HEAR MUAHAHA. Then then then there's FOA fringe activities:D One of them is the bollywood mass dance on Monday morning from 0730-0830!! EVERYONE COME DOWN TO THE QUADRANGLE FOR THIS K:D
YEP and there's also the other fringe activity WHICH I AM FORBIDDEN TO MENTION:O

"The greatest day in history, death is beaten you have rescued me."

Heh k I feel like doing a dedication to my awesome council campaigning group; Team AJECTIVE:D
Anne, Joy and Charmaine, thanks so much for being such awesome and encouraging group members:') This NYSC'11 campaigning prep has been super short, but yet it brought us 4 so much closer together. Thank you all so much for being so understanding and accommodating to everyone in the team and team ADJECTIVE would have been nothing without each and every one of you!! Looking forward to the rest of campaigning with you guys and all the best in everything!!:D

"Shout it out, JESUS is alive. He's alive!!"

Amen. Indeed, my God is alive and I BELIEVE HE WILL DO WONDERS:)

"HEY from the corners of the Earth, we will sing of your great worth."

Dance CCA today was pretty okay. Started off with the usual crunches, moonwalker routines, kicks etc. I love crunches whafafa:D After doing crunches, I feel like I've grown abs HAHA. K yep then we went on to floorwork which was pretty good! Except that I don't think I was living out the counts... Need to work on that!
Then was two-man show when the SYF dancers were rehearsing for FOA. The sec 3s corrected our moves and told us stuff to take note of:)
Then the SYF-ers came back and we worked on the stuff laoshi taught before she left for the time being. REALLY need to work on my orientations (left and right) and and and really need to brush up on the moves:/ Feel that I did so badly during CCA today ohmanz...

"My GOD will not be moved, my GOD will never be shaken."

YES. I CAN DO THIS. TOMORROW IS FRIDAY OHMYGOSH YAY. I'LL HAVE OFFICIALLY PULLED THROUGH YET ANOTHER WEEK OF SCHOOL OH THANK GOD:)
BUT that means that it's one week closer to Block test 2:/
STILL. I will not be disheartened HOHO:D

"Your power your love, you saved my soul:D"

YEAH hyped up for Rhema HAHA this is probably the gazillionth time I've said this HEEHEE. Hyped up for everything else YAY and hyped up for SATURDAYS OHMYGOSH LOVESSSS and SUNDAYS:D DOUBLE LOVESSSSS.

"Now I'm alive in you. I live in the risen SON:)"

Please Reign In Us

2011-07-05T16:52:00.001+08:00
"So reign, please reign in us. Come purify our hearts, we need your touch."

AHHH reminded of Rhema since Faye sent me that text asking what we sang for Rhema's opening night choir last year!! HYPED UP FOR RHEMA'11!!:D
Anyways, this period of time is veryvery stressful for me OHNOZ. Campaigning is coming in three days, elections in fifteen days. Super stressed out.

"Oh LORD, I need to know you."

Need as many lyrics as possible to flood into my mind now to let me take comfort in the fact that my God is bigger than all my problems:D
Really praying super hard right now that God will bless my team, Team ADJECTIVE (consisting of Joy, Anne, Charmaine and me) and will give us the strength to get through this!! Hope that God will give us clarity of mind while brainstorming in that short little period of time.

"What would I have, if I don't have you Jesus?"

In any case, school has been nice and cool so far since term 3 started. Really hoping for it to end soon though HOHO. Can't wait for exams to all be over and done with so that I can go enjoy myself and stuff like that:D Again, SUPER HYPED UP FOR RHEMA:D
K short post but yeah I have to go now:(

"God will make a way, when there seems to be no way. He works in strength we cannot see, he will make a way for me."

Long Live; Taylor Swift

2011-07-04T11:20:00.002+08:00
Hello why are you not online:(

"Love live the walls we crashed through, all the kingdom lights shined just for me and you."

Anyways, I forgot to add in birthday shout-outs in my previous post today!!
So yep here goes:

"Cause for a moment a band of thieves in ripped-up jeans got to rule the world."

Kimberly: HELLO DEARIE HAPPY BIRTHDAY I LOVE YOU A LOT HEEHEE:) You're an awesome mortal oh yeahhh!:D Continue being super cute and nice and awesome!! Hope you have a blessed birthday and God bless! Keep shining babe!!:)
YOON DUJUN: Heh. HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEAST LEADER:) B2UTIES UNITE YOZ:) Continue being such a great and inspiring leader for BEAST and for all the B2UTIES around the world!! YOU'RE A LEGEND YOZ.
Zheng Xiang: HAPPY BIRTHDAY:D I still remember in 2009, we celebrated your birthday as RED'09:') Ohmanz miss those times man!! Anyways, have a super awesome birthday!! Thanks for making Silver fun dude!! Yesterday was cool:) I HAD THE TIME OF MY LIFE FIGHTING DRAGONS WITH YOU:) Thanks for being so funneh and an awesome senior:) THANK YOU and God bless!!:)
Beatrice: HELLO BEATRICE HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!! Miss you all from 6 Adventurous very very much:( I HAD THE TIME OF MY LIFE WITH YOU;) Heehee miss you all and see you all for class gathering!! Will try organising one soon yep!!:) Love you! Happy happy birthday and God bless!!:)

"May these memories break our fall."

Yep okay I'm done with birthday dedications:) Love you all much much much heehee:)

"Love live all the magic we made and bring on all the pretenders, one day, we will be remembered."

Get It Right; Glee Original

2011-07-04T09:57:00.001+08:00
Hello:) My Monday is going well so far hoho but let's just hope it turns from lazy into productive soon yep?;)
Right now, I'm so inspired by Glee's original songs (Season 2) and I feel like writing my own song! But but but. I'm no good at melodies cause I don't read music and stuff so yeah... It's gonna be a toughy. Anyways, right now, I'm trying to sing Get It Right, a Glee original that was performed by Lea Michele in Season 2:) But so far, my recordings have been quite fail cause of all the background noises:(
I've been trying to record some songs but umm. I'm not very good at singing. Ah well. I'll just stick to listening to other people sing HURHUR.
Anyways, I have to do some council stuff later. It's the group write-up. For our campaign group. I initially told Anne that she could do the write-up but so far I haven't received anything from herD: So yeah I think I'll do that later... Then I have to do the chinese debate stuff:/
AHHH so much stuff to do, so little time:(
Anyways, my school bag is DYINGGG:( The waterproof material is flaking:( I have to get a new school bag hoho. Mom may be bringing me to NEX later to find a nice nice school bag^^ HAPPYYY.
Ahhh hope I can enjoy the rest of my YOUTH day hol HOHOHO.
Oh and and and. I have no idea why, but I'm SUPER hyped up for RHEMA haha! I know it's really far away... Like, December? But still!! I'M EXCITEDDDDD heehee:D Hope that school will end soon OH YEAHH.
Haha okay I realise that I'm happiest when I'm with churchies:) Ahhh so sad I can't hang out much with them after service on Sundays:( Cause I have Silver:) But still, Silver people are fun to be around with^^ Heh. Excited for Silver's end of year performance also!! But that will mean the batch above mine is gonna graduate to Gold:'( Gonna miss them haiz. BUT THEN, LOOK ON THE BRIGHT SIDE, NEXT YEAR THERE'S A NEW BATCH COMING UP:D
Hmmm oh yes, back to churchies. Ahhh wanna spend SO MUCH MUCH MUCH more time with them!! Really, WE ARE FAMILY. *starts dancing retreat flash mob dance* HAHA okay don't get me started on how sad and empty and lonely I felt during retreat cause everyone was at retreat and I was at home. SUPER SAD K:( And the worse part was when they all came back from retreat and brought the hype back, while I was all alone:( CRIES.
Oh well. Either way, we're ONE BIG FAMILY heehee I love R-AGE:) R-AGE is awesome. God is awesome. GRACE is awesome.

Heh okay random lyric that popped into my head:
"Guess I was wrong, guess you'll always be my happy, happy, happy never after" by Megan&Liz

Happy Never After; Megan and Liz

2011-07-02T20:57:00.002+08:00
Ahhh I love youtube talents:) Fresh, innocent and awesome songs:)
Anyways, it's a LONG LONG holiday!!:D Friday was funfunfunfair in NYGH whoooo no lessons heehee:) Grateful for the break from school! Had lots of fun with Jodi, Karin, Deline and Qiyi and the rest of 207:D Wanted to go into the haunted house, but Jodi, Karin and I backed out hoho. BUT STILL. We had lots of fun TOGETHAAAAA woots happy day. OH HAPPY DAY, HAPPY DAY, YOU'VE WASHED MY SINS AWAY:D
Mm and this morning, in dance ministry, I found out that I passed my tambourine tests 1 and 2!! PRAISE THE LORD:) So glad now^^ Praying that Phyllis and Jacinth will pass theirs the next time round so that all the newbies who took the test can dance for God's glory during worship!!:) REALLY HYPED NOW HEEHEE:D
So after a super productive dance ministry session, went to Redhill market to eat eat eat with Jolene, Elliot, Joshua, Yuhern, Cheryl, Amos, Stella, Jacinth and Jethro:) FELLOWSHIP WITHIN THE MINISTRY YOZ. Well, at least part of it haha. Really love this dance ministry heehee NEVER FAILS TO CHEER ME UP:)
After that headed to SCAPE with Yuhern, Joshua and Jolene to surprise Phyllis HOHO. She was selling stuff at the flea market there to raise driving funds with her friends or something like that I think. JIAYOUS PHY!!
Yep then went home with Yuhern haha epic. "I have a tambourine, hear me ching! *Shakes tambourine*" I have learnt not to let Yuhern have control over my tambourine HAHA.
K yep so that's pretty much how this wonderful Saturday went:) TODAY IS THE DAY YOU HAVE MADE, I WILL REJOICE AND BE GLAD IN IT:D Really, super grateful for all the awesome people in my life and I really hope they won't be just another face that passes by in my life. I really treasure them and hope to keep them dear to my heart. I LOVE YOU ALL HEEHEE:D
Tomorrow will be a great day hoho I can feel it!! Just hope that God will help me to pull through with all the campaigning going on hoho. Quite a tight schedule due to FOA, but I hope I can cope!!
K looking forward to tomorrow:) THEN THERE'S NO SCHOOL ON MONDAY HOHO;D

School:/

2011-06-29T21:04:00.002+08:00
Haha it's Term 3 Week 1, Wed and I'm feeling the pressure OH NOZ. I got into the final stage of council nominations, which is the campaigning stage:) Yep I'm glad but it's a lot to handle. There's a lot of campaigning things and admin stuff to be done in such a short period of time. As the saying goes, so many things to do, so little time. Gosh I've never felt how true this statement is till now. The pressure is really on.
Haha well besides that, I managed to finish most of my holiday homework!:D Praise the Lord whoo!!:) So glad that I was able to hand in my assignments hoho SENSE OF SATISFACTION.
So now Xin Yue, Symphony, Minyi and I are discussing our history role play (while waiting for Jodi and Karin) haha and so far it hasn't been productive OH MANZ. Haha we ended up talking about random stuff and now Minyi says she's gotta go soon OH NOZ haha we really have to learn how to focus.
Oh and math presentation went quite okay! Thank God!! I was freaking out quite a bit cause I was afraid I couldn't answer Miss Liow's questions:/ Well, in my defence, cryptography is a hard topic with many complicated formulas which I am unsure of. BUT ANYWAYS. It went pretty okay:) So yepp HAPPY:D All the best to the other groups who have not finished presenting!!
OH and on last Saturday, we had the tambourine test 1 and 2 for the girls in dance ministry!! It was quite nerve-wrecking though and I forgot the order of the patterns while doing the tests D: I thought it was a group kinda thing but it turned out to be individual test OH NOZ. I panicked haha and well, I don't think I did that well but hey, it's all for God so it's gonna be worth it no matter what the outcome is:) I hope I passed though, so I can continue dancing for God's glory and best of all, show it to others who attend service so that they may be touched by the love of God too:')
It's Wednesday already. JIAYOU EVERYONE. FRIDAY IS COMING SOON:D
Speaking of whick. Friday is NYGH's annual funfair day!!:D But it's not a bigscale funfair like the one held last year, so it's just gonna be internal:) And with some NYPS students too:)But still, so hyped up for it:D Our class is gonna be selling desserts WHOO and our home econs teacher and form teacher, upon hearing this, gave us a super long speech on how important hygiene is when it comes to handling food:P Haha we love our teachers:D Super caring woots~
Mm super busy weeks ahead, I foresee sleeping super late at night (or super early in the morning, depends on how you look at it) and super heavy eyebags HURHUR. This is bad. Oh well. Have to cope with it!! Jiayou!!:) Must rahrah myself HOHO~
Can't wait for the weekends!! It's gonna be a whole Saturday of fun with dance ministry, then of course a bit of work. Then it's gonna be a fruitful time spent with God on Sunday and the rest of Sunday will be FUNFUNFUN at Silver:') MONDAY will be rest day and I love rest days:) CATCH UP DAY HOHO. Need to catch up with whatever!!:)
WISH ME LUCK!!
All the best to you all too:D

Starting Over:)

2011-06-23T15:41:00.002+08:00
Hello everyone:D I doubt anyone is reading this though haha:)
So I have deleted my previous few posts because I feel bad about them and stuff like that. If in anyway I've offended/hurt/upset anyone, I apologise and I guess all the negativity just flew into my head with no rhyme or reason.
No doubt, it was indeed a tough period of time for me, be it adjusting or reflecting in various aspects. Hence, blogging all those things just let me be honest with myself and broadened my perspective of the issues (in a sense, since now I've changed some of my perspectives) so while being truthful with myself, I'm afraid I've offended others without realising it and I'm taking this opportunity to apologise if I've done so.
Okay well from now on, I'll go back to my usual way of blogging - POSITIVELY. And I do not intend to let any negativity get in my way now that I'm back to blogging:D (YES I've missed blogging very muchT^T)
ANYWAYS.
Today we had dance pract:D Did the secondary 3s go to OBS?:O Cause I didn't see many of them:O Oh and I did mention in one of the previous (now deleted) posts about my stress in NYMD and I take that back now. I've come to realise, throughout the period when my blog was deleted, that NYMD is really a big family. I experienced the love from them without realising it and now I regret saying how dancing became stressful because the truth is, it was just me. I now realise how dancing WITH NYMD is such a joy and I may not have realised it but when I said it was becoming a "burden", I was actually feeling pressure to improve myself.
Dance was good today:) Second lesson with laoshi since she came back:) She really went into all the details and told us that understanding our muscles and bodies is very crucial for a dancer. Laoshi is super professional heehee:P Although I've never really seen her dance. As in, she shows us the steps but I've never seen her dance a whole choreography before:O Wonder if I'll ever see that:D
Anyways, I'm supposed to be doing work now OHNOZ. School starts next weekD: I'm doing my Chinese essays for SIA now, but taking a break to blog:)
Gonna go down to Bugis to meet up with batchmates before heading to watch laoshi's professional dance group's (Frontier Danceland)performance:D Can't wait to watch professionals HURHUR:D
Oh and by the way, I tried creating a tumblr HAHA but it kind of failed because I don't like Tumblr. As in, the layout and everything is like WHOOSH. Too much for my teeny brain to handle AWW:( Hahaha I'll just stick to blogging and twitter and facebook then:D Although I have to admit that facebook is getting very very very boring and I find myself only using it to wish people happy birthday heh.
OH WELL.
Okay not really looking forward to first week of school, because I know I'll have tons of studying and homework to do OH NOZ. BUT. I am looking forward to the weekends because it's gonna be another weekend with nothing but GOD on my mind:D
On SATURDAY (my personal favourite day of the week;D) I'll have DANCE MINISTRY practice:D AHHHHH I love my dance ministry:') COOLEST people ever:D Love them to bitsssss heehee:D And and and this Saturday, the girls will have our tambourine tests! Upon passing test one we can dance for worship:) YAY SO LOOKING FORWARD TO DANCING FOR GOD'S GLORY:)
Okay and on SUNDAY, there's CHURCH:D And there's HHK which I'm still not sure if I'm attending due to my bottomless pit of homeworkT^T. Then on Monday, there's school and... yeah the rest is history.
OKAY to reassure myself (and you who are reading this) TERM 3 WILL BE EVENTFUL, FULFILLING AND AWESOME can I hear an amen?;)
Looking forward to weekends:D
And Term 3, BRING IT ON:D

New Classic - Drew Seeley; Selena Gomez

2011-04-02T16:31:00.002+08:00
Hey guys how ya'll doing?:) Sorry I know I said I'd try updating this blog more often but I kinda didn't have time cause it was Block test period:/ Anyways, now that I'm finally on the computer, I can update this blog WOOHOO:) So block tests were pretty okay... Relaxing for a bit now before the results come out:)
So I just came back from Dance Ministry!:) Super awesome whoooo~ Our external instructor is really good! Like, REALLY.
So tomorrow there's church WHOOO~ Weekends are heavenly I tell you:> Church people are awesome to hang out with:D
So yesterday was April's Fools!:) Who got tricked? Or who tricked someone?;) Haha I got tricked by my friend:( Shall not go into detail haiz. Too embarrassing:/
Oh by the way, who follows American Idol?:D I don't exactly follow it but recently I've been watching it quite a bit:) I support James WHOOOOO he's so much like Adam Lambert oh gosh I feel the Adam Lambert fever coming back on AHHHH:D
Heh okay I shall stop typing now so that ya'll won't have to deal with my crazy Adam fan-girl selfxD
Bye guys~:D

Listen - Charice

2011-03-15T20:24:00.003+08:00
HEY HOOOO~ Finally back to blogging! Haha sorry about the "hiatus":P Ah well. Busy busy busy. Anyways, how ya'll doing?:)
So I realised that my most recent post was just before Rhema'10! And it's already March 2011 oh gosh. I shall try to revive this blog yep?:) So yeah, Rhema turned out to be a blast and I'm really looking forward to another awesome time at Rhema'11!:D
Okay so there's been a lot going on and yeah I'll just give major updates yeah?:)
So I recently joined R-AGE's dance ministry and thank God for the many awesome people there! The people in the youth dance ministry are simply awesome and they really cheer me up:D
Also, I recently transferred out of NYSC (Nanyang Shooting Club) and transferred into NYMD (Nanyang Modern Dance). Really hope that I won't feel too awkward in there:/ I haven't been to any of their practices yet so I'm praying hard that tomorrow, when I turn up for the first practice ever, everything will go fine:/
Hmm what other major updates are there...? Oh yeah!! Silver! Okay so yep, I'm now a junior in Silver heh:) It's actually no big deal:) Everyone there is treated the same so yeah:) Although I haven't exactly been going very regularly due to church fellowships and stuff like that so... yeah I feel kinda bad about that:/
Anyways, being a senior in Nanyang is awesome too!:) I adopted my mortal, Kimberly Leow and she's really sweet!! She's such a nice girl and a really cool mortal! I'm so glad I adopted her as my mortal!:) Jodi and Karin adopted their mortals too and our mortals are sorta close to each other now through all the "detective work" while trying to find out who we were:)
Mm hmm, so those are the major updates... Lemme think if I have any others...
Ahhhh LIFESKILLS CAMP!!:D
Lifeskills camp was held last week! The last week of term one!:) It was an awesome time of fellowship and bonding amongst 207! Thank God for 207:) It's really such an honour and a privilege to walk into that class every day but honestly, I think I've taken that for granted:( I'm sorry my 207 loves!! I'll treasure each and every one of you from now onwards! We've been through so much since last year and through this year's LSC, we really bonded and came together as a class. Especially for the campfire preparations!:) We totally rocked that stage on the last night of LSC!:D 207, I LOVE YOU GUYS!!<3<3<3
Ah and speaking of term one, BSE (Boarding School Experience) just ended too! Which reminds me, that was why I stopped blogging for soooo long:/ The BSE was a cool experience that lasted throughout the whole of term one:) It was a really enriching and fulfilling experience, although it had its ups and downs, but all-in-all, it was really a memorable experience. By the way, in case you were wondering what the link was, I stopped blogging because I didn't bring my computer with me to the boarding school:( Oh oh oh and I'd like to make a shout-out now to my totally fantastic roommates who stuck with me through thick and thin throughout the whole BSE!!
DELINE, QIYI and YAN YEE, I LOVE YOU GUYS TO THE STARS AND BACK:D You guys really cheered me up whenever I was down:) I really love how you guys were so encouraging and helpful and I really appreciate the fun times we had together, namely Qiyi's super zai "prank-calling skills", Deline and our heart-to-heart talks at the swings and Yan Yee's crazy good attempt at getting us to wake up punctually for school every morning:) LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH!!♥
Heehee okay shout-out done:) Hmm so yeah nothing much left to blog about...
So sorry guys for not writing for so long... Hope you guys will still help me to revive this super dead blog yeps?:P Will try my very best to keep up the postings!!:D

Our Kind Of Love - Lady Antebellum

2010-12-11T15:42:00.001+08:00
Hi everyone! I shall post again! YAY:D
So I'm doing my work now... Math homework. I have to admit, I'm not exactly a math-fanatic, so I don't enjoy doing this. Oh well.
So Rhema is TOMORROW! Gosh! I'm so excited for it:D Okay technically, it's in 2 days time, cause tomorrow's just the opening night. But still... It's gonna be a blast:) Can't wait!
But today's gonna drag on cause there's no more Red... And it feels weird not leaving the house by now:( Haiz. I'm really gonna miss Red and the teachers there:(
Christmas is coming up too! Who's done their Christmas shopping? Sadly, I haven't done all my Christmas shopping... You could say I'm procrastinating:P
It's never easy hunting for presents during festivals like these. You have to buy so many presents for so many people, and sometimes you just forget who you have to buy presents for. It's kinda annoying when you have no clue what to buy for them, too. So I've learned from my mistakes - I make a list of people that I wanna buy presents for, and I write down ideas of what to buy for each individual.
Haha I know that's probably what a lot of people do, but let's just say I had to learn it the hard way:P
So today's my grand dad's birthday! Happy birthday grand dad!:D He turns 70 this year, but he's still as cool and hip as ever. Go grand dad!:D
Okay so nothing much happened these few days... Looking forward to Rhema! Really can't wait for it:D

Lies - Big Bang

2010-12-09T14:03:00.002+08:00
YAY YAY YAY I'M BACK ON THE COMP^.^ Haha sorry haven't been blogging lately cause I've been using my iTouch and it's just so troublesome to blog using that small little gadget:( Oh well, I guess my blog's gonna die really soon... And I can see that because random people are tagging senseless stuff on my tagboard:( GRRRR...
So how's everyone's hols so far? Mine's been a blast:)
So much stuff to do!:D I like being busy and keeping myself occupied... But I don't like stressing myself out too much:P
So Rhema'10 is coming up!!! 12-15 December:) 12th is the opening night:) So PSYCHED! It's gonna be so awesome, yeah baby! Haha really can't wait:)
Hmm so the past few weeks have been training, training and more training. Haiz... And RED IS OVER NOOOOOOOO:( I LOVE RED SO MUCH:( Green too but that was long ago... It's so sad when you have to graduate:( I'm only 13 and I've "graduated" twice in a row! First from primary school, now from Red... NOOOOOO! Double sadness:(
Oh well, all good things come to an end. Guess I just have to look on the bright side - I'll be going to Silver next year:) Yay then I'll be able to see the others!
GLADYS.JINGLONG.BRENDAN.WENLIN and all the others still in Silver: WAIT FOR US:)
Next year, a lot's gonna change... We'll actually have juniors in school:O and I'll be a junior myself in Silver... No more transformers cell:( Oh no... I'm not sure if I'll be able to let go of so much:(
Okay but I shall think positive! Juniors will be cute and friendly! YAY! Being a junior will be... new and exciting! DOUBLE YAY! No more transformers cell... But I'll be in another cell and it'll be equally awesome:) So that's TRIPLE YAY:)
Alrighty, I shall have to go now. Good byeeeeee:D

Courage - Orianthi ft. Lacey of Flyleaf

2010-11-20T11:08:00.002+08:00

Have you smiled today?:)

Haha okay so, sorry I haven't really been posting recently. Nowadays I'm mostly on my iPod touch so I don't update my blog that much cause I find it a hassle to type on the iPod touch... Yes, I have fat fingers:P Haha:)
Okay so, nothing much has happened actually. Just the usual routines:) Like training at the rifle range etc.
The only thing special was that my brother came back to Singapore from Japan on Thursday:) Went to the airport to pick him up:)
I saw Faye there!:D Apparently, she was there to pick her sister up! Her sister went to Japan too:O Later I found out from my brother that Faye's sister was on the same plane as him there and back:) How cool is that?! And my brother bought me a Ponyo soft toy! It's so small and cute:3 Thanks Wesley:D
Hmm oh and yesterday was pretty interesting too.
This has definitely gotta be a statement on it's own:

I. Have. The. Best. CMs. Ever.
Nicole and Jessie, you guys are the BEST cell mentors ever:)

Haha we had Rhema Choir practice yesterday night:) Nicole and Elliot were trying to be nice to each other for the whole of this week so Jolene and I were deducting points from each of them whenever they were mean to each other:) Hahaha here's a little excerpt of Nicole and Elliot trying to redeem themselves and to get bonus points:

Nicole: ELLIOT! YOU'RE THE BEST!:D
Elliot: NICOLE! YOU'RE SO AWESOME!:D
Nicole: Elliot! You're hair is so awesome! (Jolene and I decided that this definitely deserved 10 bonus points, cause Elliot's hair is known to be something like Justin Bieber's, just a tad bit worse:D)
Elliot: OMG NICOLE! You're sooooo intelligent! (Elliot thought he deserved 10 points bonus for this cause Nicole is not exactly the smartest person in Transformers;D)

Hahaha they're so hilarious:)
Oh and Iman was super tired, for some reason. So tired that she gave up standing and decided to sit through the whole practice. Hope she rested well last night cause she mentioned that she has a touch rugby competition this morning:/
Iman was soooo tired that she even read the wrong line on the songsheet:O She also forgot to take her bag when she left the practice room after we were dismissed. Iman, you should sleep more:)
Jessie was also pretty hyper:) She's funny when she's hyper:D She and Nicole were "rocking out" to the songs:D Jessie was the singer and Nicole was lip syncing with Jessie's voice, and Nicole was strumming on her electric guitar while banging her head around like a real rock star:) She also smashed her air guitar a lot:) Now do you agree that I have the best CMs ever?:D
Haha okay later I'm gonna go for Red! Best class ever:) We're gonna have a pizza party later to celebrate our successful (and of course, AWESOME) performances:) I'm so happy:D
Hmm yep, nothing much to update other than these:) SO bye:D

Me Myself And Time - Demi Lovato

2010-11-17T21:02:00.003+08:00

Demi Lovato is such an awesome singer:)
So nothing much happened these few days so yupp, this post is gonna be really short compared to the other posts, which I would say are considerably long...?
So Jianing, my INSANELY AWESOME vice captain, is leaving soon for UK:( HAVE FUN JIANING!!!:D
And my brother is coming back from Japan tomorrow:) Have a safe trip back home, Wesley:)
Oh and today, my parents and I went to Junction 8 to try out this new Japanese/Korean restaurant:) It's pretty good, you should check it out:) Yupp, and I was playing with my iPod touch, and my mom suddenly tapped my shoulder. Turns out, Brenda was there too!!!:D I couldn't recognise her at first (Sorry Brenda darlin'!XP) because she just got her fringe cut... Bangs!:) She looks so cute haha!:D
Oh well, was happy that I saw her after so long, especially since both of us may not be able to make it for our Primary 6 class gathering:(
Okay so yupp, was this post short? I guess it was right...?:)

Beautiful - B2ST [MV]

2010-11-15T21:14:00.003+08:00

HEY!:D
So sorry I haven't been blogging lately... Had performances put up by HHK:)
So our first performance was on Friday night:) Everything went pretty well, although there were some slight notes that we didn't get... All in all it was considerably okay, so thank God for that:)
Our second performance was on Saturday morning:) It was really cool cause we had masks and flags and everything:) And we slacked a lot cause we could buy food and drinks and the erm, fair? I have no idea what to call it so I shall just call it a fair:) So yeah, I was pretty much with Julia, Stephanie, Priscilla, Rhay Gynn, Ziyi, Zhi Cheng and Jonathan most of the time there.
Yupp, then we went home and rested... Okay, well, at least I did that. Some people went out:)
Next performance was on Saturday night (yeah, it was a really busy day:P)
So we had a lot of time before the performance, and our warm-ups were pretty much completed, so we decided to have a little fun:)
Rhay Gynn was feeling sick so he was really emo and stuff, then Julia got all emo too. So Ziyi tried cheering them up. Not very successful, but at least he tried:P
Then Jonathan and Zhi Cheng started cracking some jokes and Stephanie and I ended up laughing really really really hard:) Gosh it was really funny:D
Oh then Jonathan decided to make up a name for our group - BGGC. Haha what does it stand for? It stands for Ball Gossip Group Club:) "Ball" is pretty much an inside joke, "Gossip" was the main point of coming up with the group but it kinda failed miserably cause we ended up joking around instead of gossiping... which I guess is a good turn-out of things:) "Group" is kinda redundant cause there's a "Club" in there but it sounds nicer like that:)
So yupp, the performance went well and then we all went home... and I literally crashed onto my bed and slept:P
Yesterday (Sunday) went okay, but I was a little tired so I wasn't in my usual hyper and happy mood as I usually am on Sundays... Had choir practice (not an official choir, but I'm gonna stick with calling it a choir:D) with fellow Transformers:) Had a blast with them:)
Today I woke up and my parents were acting all suspicious... Decided to find out what it was that they were hiding from me, so I went to my room and saw a wrapped present on my table and there was a note saying "Merry X'mas!" in my dad's handwriting. Guess what they got me?
AN IPOD TOUCH YEAHHHH:D
I'm so happy:D Thanks so much Dad and Mom! You guys are the best:)
Okay so now I'm kinda scrolling through the FREE apps (cause I won't pay money to buy apps:P) and I'm installing some random stuff:)
Oh and today we had training. The riflers had a new experience today - shooting according to the test format. It was pretty cool I guess:)
Then Huiyu, Kathy, Jing Hui, Heidi, Sherry and I went out with Jianing!:D Most awesome vice-captain EVER:D We tried dragging Yi Jie along cause she didn't wanna go. Her excuse? Too lazy to go. Seriously, that's barely an excuse:(
Haha so we went to Orchard cineleisure to watch MEGAMIND:) Insanely awesome and humorous show:) Then we went to 313@Somerset cause we were bored and had nothing to do:) Walked around a bit, mostly window shopping. Then Huiyu and I split cost to buy Jodi's belated birthday present:) A Super Junior Album!:) Shall pass it to her when we go out with her!:D
Oh and on the way home, (we all took the MRT, except for Jianing who took a bus) Jing Hui, Sherry and I saw this really cute girl - probably about 5-7 years old? - and her mom. The girl was looking up at us, so I smiled and she smiled back:) So cute!:) Then her mom probably saw us smiling at her, so she started talking to the girl about something, so I turned to Sherry and started talking to her:)
Then the girl suddenly looked up to us and said, "Jie jie, next time I want to go to Nanyang Girls' High."
AWWW SHE'S SO CUTE!:D Her mom must have seen us in our uniform and told her that we were from NYGH!:D She's really cute:)
To the cute little girl, whom I highly doubt is reading this or will ever read this: Work hard okay? Stay cute! Good luck for your future endeavours and I really hope you make it to NYGH!:D
To Jianing: Have fun in UK! Must miss us LOTS okay?:D

Haru Haru - Big Bang

2010-11-10T15:31:00.003+08:00

Big Bang is awesome:)

Listening to Haru Haru now (as stated in my title for this blog post) and before this, I just watched the MV. Yes, I know it came out long ago but I just never got around to watching it:P
I also watched the version with English Translation on screen. Gosh, the song is really touching. I almost cried after the it.
Okay anyways, today nothing much has happened. It's basically the same routine over again - wake up, wash up, eat, slack... Yup, pretty much the usual holiday stuff:) The only thing that's different is that my brother is having his O level Chinese paper today. He doesn't take O levels since he's in HCI (Hwa Chong Institution) but he still has to take the Chinese paper:) Hope he passes this so he can choose not to take Chinese when he graduates to JC:) All the best, Wesley!
Also, my brother is going to Japan with his school. He's leaving tonight. Sigh... Oh well.
Okay so time for birthday dedications:D
JODI!!!!!: Hello my dear! (If you're reading this post, that is) A very happy 13th birthday to you!:D Stay happy and optimistic always okay? Thanks for being such a great friend with a *quotes Mrs. Tan* "sense of humour injected into your daily conversations":) You're awesome and funny and very cute hurhur!:) So once again, happy happy 13th birthday to you! Enjoy your teenhood!:D
SAMUEL NG!: Hey you, if you're reading this post!:) Happy 13th birthday!:) So sad that you quit HHK:( Anyways, I'm sure you had your own reasons for quitting:P Keep in touch kay? By the way, your sister is really cute!:) Stay awesome and keep rockin' kay? Thanks for the add on facebook too:D
Okay now that we're done with that... I have nothing much to say... So erm, bye!:)

Lights Go On Again - B2ST [Teaser]

2010-11-09T22:09:00.003+08:00

Hmm maybe I should try doing that on my own hands some other day...:)

Yesterday I went for training and it went pretty well. It was our first time shooting 8x10:) I shot quite okay... Except for about 3 cards which had groupings that were not very... ideal. Yep, that's the word - ideal:)
Okay so after training I went home to eat my lunch, and mind you, it was a very early lunch. Then I went to get ready and set off for Junction 8:D
Met Celeste, Rhay Gynn and Zi Ning there. We had dinner (Yes, very very early dinner) then went to "roam" aimlessly around the mall:) Went into this erm, wait... OH GOSH I can't remember the name of the store WHOOPS!:O But anyways, we went in there to look around... Yupp. Oh and I saw some K-Pop stuff so I was considering what to buy Jodi for her birthday:) But she was very stubborn, so I couldn't get anything outta her. Oh well.
Decided not to buy anything for Jodi yet... I'm currently waiting for a perfect present to appear right before my eyes:D Well, like Karin said, it's better to wait very long for a nice present than to wait a short while for a present that isn't as nice:)
Then we set off for our performance rehearsals:)
Rehearsals went pretty smoothly, I guess? Just that Rhay Gynn and Keith kept making Jess and me laugh with their singing. It was soooo hard trying to stop laughing haha:)
So rehearsals ended and I went home. I crashed onto my bed and, erm well, fell asleep.
Was way too tired to wake up this morning (yes, I am aware that I sound like a lazy pig:P) so I told my mom that I wouldn't go for training today. Texted Jing Hui saying that I wasn't feeling too well (in my defence, this was PARTLY true okay... Feeling lethargic = not feeling too well:D) but she replied AFTER training saying that she didn't see my text.
So yupp, have to tell the coach on my own the next training:P Hope she won't be too mad:P

Things I'll Never Say - Avril Lavigne

2010-11-07T14:57:00.004+08:00

Glee is the love:>

So I'm talking to Rachel Choy on IM now:) Hahaha she's funny:D But she's really high today... I seriously wanna know what she's on:) haha just kidding:)
Rhema's coming up... So psyched:)I really can't wait cause Nicole, Jessie, Grace and the other CMs said that this year's Rhema is gonna be a blast:) Jiayou Rhema'10 committee!
Performances are coming up... Quite nervous cause I'm afraid I'll give in to stage fright... Oh well, wish me luck!
Oh yeah, birthday dedications!:)
Branden: Happy birthday!!! Thanks for being an awesome Big Kid heh:)
Cheryl Lee: Happy happy hatchday you craaaaaazy senior!!!:) Hahaha thanks for helping me tell coach whenever she forgets to mark my attendance:)
Okayy well... there's nothing much left... Except that I really miss 107:( Now I'm missing 6-Adventurous'09 a lot too... Haiz, I guess life passes really fast, doesn't it?:(

Special - B2ST

2010-11-05T19:53:00.003+08:00

Oh gosh. I love b2st:D

Haha okay, so. Yesterday was the last day of school for this year. Gosh, I can't believe that secondary one has passed by so quickly... All the fun-filled times, all the serious moments, all the mistakes, all the achievements, everything just flew by. I wonder how I missed all that...?
Oh well, 2011 will be a better year:) Ensuring more fun-filled times, being serious at appropriate moments, learning from mistakes, achieving a lot more, everything's gonna be better:)
So now's the holidays. But it doesn't really feel like it:P
HHK: Performances coming up. Gotta practise extra hard because people are actually gonna pay to watch us... A lot of pressure on us I guess, but I'm sure we'll pull it off cause we're experienced (in a way:D) As long as all of us put in our best, I'm sure it's gonna be a really great performance:)
NYSC: We're training considerably hard now. I guess it's cause we have to start selecting people to represent Nanyang in shooting competitions next year onwards. Oh well, training builds up my stamina and strength right? So I guess it's beneficial;P
Okayyy people, pls tag kay? Much appreciated:) Thank you!:D

Odyssey of the Mind

2010-11-03T20:42:00.002+08:00
So today we went to Sentosa as part of the PEA (Post Exam Activities) programme. Had a really great time there, and for your information, 107 is a really really really awesome class:) Our game was, well, a tad bit boring, but I must say that it was well thought through, because our rules were fair and lenient:) So it kinda made it easier for the other classes to play:) YAY. Haha:)
So we stayed at Sentosa until about 1pm then we left for NYGH. Sigh... It was really fun and we got all wet and sandy!:) Haha and now I'm really red because I didn't put on sunscreen, which I guess was kinda dumb of me, so yep, I got a little sunburnt... oh well. I really hope it won't hurt that much tomorrow!:(
Okay so after that, Huiyu and I didn't go for training (and so did the other half of our batch HUR.) because we had Odyssey of the Mind auditions! Haha:) See? We skipped training because we had a valid reason! So that does NOT count as pon-ing:)
So at first, we only had 6 members but the form stated that the required number of members was 7, so we had a little bit of a problem there... Anyways, the 6 were Huiyu[101], Karin[107], Jodi[107], Jalyn[104], Chantel[101] and me:) So in the end, we made up this really nonsensical script based on the topic "Crush" (hint: It featured things to do with Twilight, Justin Bieber and well, our crazy daily lives:D) Sounds interesting?:)
I seriously think we were the least serious and most nonsensical group amongst those that turned up for the OM (short for Odyssey of the Mind) auditions:) But I have to say, our performance turned out quite well, except for the very last bit where Jodi temporarily had a sort of "mind block" and forgot her lines:) Haha it's okay Jodi! Everyone makes mistakes:)
So all in all, it was a really fun day today, and tomorrow is the last day of my secondary 1 school life... Had ups and downs throughout this whole year, but everything was worth it in the end, because the memories are truly unforgettable:)
Shoutouts:
GLADYS and JINGLONG! Happy birthday you guys!:) Have a great one and see ya'll in Silver group next year!:D

Waiting...

2010-10-29T13:51:00.002+08:00
Hey ho:) So I'm waiting for the video to load but it isn't loading fast because it's 12 mins long... and it's youtube. Haha no offence, but sadly, many youtube videos take quite long to load. Oh well, I'll just have to use the waiting time to type out this blog post:)
So anyways, since this blog post is titled waiting, I might as well tell you a little "theory" I thought of while waiting for the public bus one day: (I forgot when:P)

Half our lives is spent waiting for others, while the other half is spent on making others wait for us.

How true that is, that's for you to determine:)
Okay the video has another 4 mins to load.
So anyways, I'm still sick at home now, hence the time to type out this blog post.
Oh yesterday, Bernice told me my marks for Science and math. Math (ya'll probably already know) was unsatisfactory, therefore I shall work A LOT harder next year:) Science was pretty okay I guess, I must say I'm quite happy with my science marks, especially physics which I thought I was really bad at.
Oh and I'll just type out some shout-outs here too:)
Karin, Jodi, Rachel Choy, Bernice, Heidi Kang, Jing Hui and Ashley, thanks for the calls/facebook wall posts/texts/emails and stuff. Really appreciate!:)
I'm feeling a lot better now so, yupp, that's a good sign:)
Surprisingly, I didn't get a high fever:O It's surprising cause from what the doctor told me, and also from what my parents told me and from my experience in 2008, when you have tonsilitis, you'll usually get a high fever. So thank god I didn't get a high fever this time round cause I really hate that weak feeling you get when you have a high fever:P
OH YES! My video has successfully loaded completely!:D Hmm I realise that all my blog posts have really small font sizes hurhur. I shall figure out how to make the sizes bigger:)
Meanwhile, please continue coming here and tagging alright? I'm really trying to revive my blog:) THANKS:D

Happy Birthday Dad:)

2010-10-28T11:20:00.002+08:00
Hey so it's 28th of October, my dad's birthday:) Happy birthday dad:D
So now I'm watching B2ST Almighty because I'm sad. And why am I sad? Cause I just found out my math results. And why am I blogging when I'm supposed to be in school? Well, cause I'm not in school. I'm at home. And why am I at home? Because I'm down with tonsilitis... for the 2nd time in my life. Which isn't very long, mind you. And now my throat hurts and the nerves in my throat are apparently connected to those in my right ear, so now my throat AND my right ear both hurt.
Medication makes me sleepy but I don't feel like sleeping now, so I'm blogging while watching B2ST Almighty. Later I'll find out my science results from Bernice, Karin and Jodi so I'm determined to stay happy for as long as I can. And I am currently drowning my sorrows by watching B2ST Almighty since I scored oh-so-badly for my math EOYs.
Not that I'm happy with my other results.
Yesterday we got back our Higher Chinese and History papers. My higher chinese was considerably fine, it was the History paper which I was kinda depressed about.
I really really studied for History, so I don't think I deserved the marks I got. I was expected something higher than that, but I guess that's not what God thinks I deserve... Oh well, I'll just have to work a lot harder next year.
Oh and today afternoon, there's gonna be a farewell party (something like that) for our dear secondary 4 seniors who are crossing over to HCJC next year. I was looking forward to seeing them for what may be the last time this year, but just my luck, I'm sick. So anyways, goodbye secondary 4 seniors! I'll miss ya'll a lot!:)
So after I know my science EOY results, I probably will be hiding in an inconspicuous corner in my room, crying for all I'm worth because I scored oh-so-badly and furthermore, I'm only in secondary 1. Well, okay fine, no I won't actually do that. I'll just be really sad and all so... yeah... Oh well. Nothing I can do about it anyways so, goodbye world and all who inhabit it. I shall be working VERY VERY VERY hard for next year onwards:)Wish me luck:D

Back to Reality...

2010-10-26T21:42:00.003+08:00
Okay so today we got back our LA and geography scripts (by the way, LA stands for Language Arts, which is pretty much just a combination of English and Literature). It was... Well let's just say the day had ups and downs. LA was fine, just that my comprehension was not really what I had hoped to get. Geog was a killer. I did the question that few people attempted in section B and well, I kinda failed that question... which means yeah, I failed that question. Thank God though, I did considerably alright in the first section, hence pulling up my marks a little:)
I was a little demoralised by my geography script marks, and when I saw my dummy score for history (which I have a feeling isn't a 'dummy' score), I cried a little inside... okay, a little on the outside too, but more on the inside. Nope, I didn't fail. I didn't fail the 60% mark, which is the promotion criteria for secondary 1s in NYGH, but I was sort of hoping to get higher marks than this cause I really, really, really studied for my humanity subjects this time round.
Oh well, I guess there's nothing much I can do already, so I'll just work harder next year onwards:) Wish me luck for that and tomorrow's Chinese and History scripts!:D
Oh and today, NYSC had our first training since the EOY break! It wasn't that bad... At first, my whole batch was kind of contemplating if we should go:) Cause we are already in the slack mood and I guess we just wanna let this slack mood take over and just lie back and not do anything else:P oh well, reality hits back at times you least want it to... So there's nothing we can do about it, except to face it:)
So our first training was considerably quite slack... compared to our trainings before the EOY break... But still, it was a little excruciating because:
1) We don't talk during the trainings, which is a challenge for me especially since I'm one who always 'expresses my feelings through words':)
and
2) We haven't been training in a LONGGGG time, which means our 'muscles' have turned to flabs and we don't have the strength and stamina anymore to train:)
Okay well, maybe the 2nd reason sounds a little absurd... oh well:)
But it's true, in a way. Personally, I'm not very used to training anymore so my hands were a little shaky and definitely unsteady, which is very bad when you are trying so hard to aim at the bulls-eye while dryfiring:(
Anyways, I hope that I'll get better at shooting:D Once again, wish me luck!:D

2010-10-25T14:58:00.003+08:00
AHHH YEAH I FINALLY CHANGED THE BLOGSKIN:) And I'm finally posting WAHAHA:D You guys must be so proud of me:) haha okay anyways, sorry i know my blog is kindasortamostlikelyreallymaybealittle dead, but I'll try to revive it:D
YEAH okay so. Erm today is moderation day for NYGH so that's why I'm home. YAY. But tomorrow we're getting back our EOY papers so erm, wish me luck!:P
Haha okay let's talk about my post-EOY week:)

Day 1 (Wednesday 20/10/2010)
Went out with Julia, Vivienne, Jordan, Yishan, Rhay Gynn and Ziyi. Jessica was supposed to come along but she was "too tired"... haha so the photos we took were uploaded to facebook and the caption for almost all the photos had a "...without jess" behind it:) Haha sorry jess! We still love you kay!:)
So anyways, we met at Bishan then contemplated if we should eat there or go somewhere else. We decided to go to 313@Somerset (which I always thought was spelt as 'Sommerset' until that day) to eat:)
So we reached 313 and Ziyi was trying to distract Rhay Gynn while the girls were trying to decorate a cake (sorry I forgot the shop we went toXP) for Rhay Gynn cause it was his birthday on 21/10. But he made it SOOOO difficult to distract him cause he kept insisting on looking for us girls and see what we were doing. Sigh. Haha anyway, it was quite (I said QUITE) successful cause Jordan and I used the lift to get to the top floor before the others:)
So yeah, we ate the cake, which turned out to be ice-cream cake, and it was REALLY hard so we had to poke our forks all the way into the cake. I think we burned more fats while trying to cut the cake than we gained when we ate the cake:D
Okay so after that we walked aimlessly around 313, and we went to... Wait, I forgot the shop's name... it was a music shop anyways. So Viv, Julia, Rhay Gynn and Jordan were looking at all the Korean albums, Ziyi was walking around the shop very aimlessly and Yishan and I were looking at GLEE albums:D Then Julia bought a Justin Bieber album for her friend and she was felt embarrassed for holding it and walking around the place so she made Jordan hold it who eventually made me hold it. Haiz. Haha but I didn't really mind so...:)
Okay then we got bored walking around 313 oh-so-aimlessly, so we decided to finally listen to Ziyi who had been saying he wanted to watch a movie and we took the MRT to Plaza Sing. BUT the show times were really far off so we didn't watch anything in the end haha:)
So we ended up walking around the place aimlessly yet again. Haha so awesome:)
So yeah, you who's reading this, you may think it was a really aimless outing and all, but somehow, it kinda rocked:)

Day 2 (Thursday 21/10/2010)
So I went to PSL camp! YEAHHH:D Haha had a blast there:) Exco '09 was really nice! They came back specially for us and to plan some activities for us:) AWWW... Haha:) But I had to skip half of the activities cause I had to go to HHK for some recording thing, which in the end didn't happen because we weren't really sure of the lyrics haha:) So we just ended up learning the lyrics of the song haha:)
After that I rushed back to camp and took my shower and yupp. Oh oh oh I was in the group JEAN GREY along with Yihao, Yu Qi, Cheryl, Jing Hui and Gladys. Such an awesome group:)
Okay so the day passed by quite slackishly (if there's such a word) but there was Physical Training. SIGH. Haha wasn't that bad though:)

Day 3 (Friday 22/10/2010)
So the whole PSL group went to Sentosa (WHOOO!) for our Amazing Race:) Parents were kinda concerned cause of the high P.S.I level... Understandable. But yeah, we're okay! No one was hurt:)
After that was erm... phototaking I think? Went pretty well haha:)
Oh then was the night trail which was quite okay. Just that there was a lot of screaming cause people were scared and stuff? Yep. Haha:) The mask was quite scary though, I must admit.
Okay well yeah, the day went by and SLEEP TIME came:) Happy:D

Day 4 (Saturday 23/10/2010)
We broke camp at 12.30. Haiz. Miss the camp lots.
After that I went home and slept from 2.15 till 3.15. Then dragged myself outta bed to go for HHK practice:)
So practice went pretty fine. Then my family and I went to Raffles Town Club to watch the '2012' movie screening. My brother didn't go for it cause he said it was really boring.
Well, it WAS boring. And we halfway haha:) It's too long too.

Day 5 (Sunday 24/10/2010)
Went to church:) Transformers cell is just so awesome that it's awesomeness is indescribable:)
Screamed loudly during Rhema publicity (WHOOOO!:D) and had a pastor preach about Love and Relationships.
Went to meet Celeste, Grace, Rhay Gynn and Keith at Kallang Leisure Park for ice skating which totally rocked:) Just that Rhay Gynn kept falling down and getting cuts and stuff so... yeah... Haha:)
Met Tiffany for the first time at the rink!:) Haha we agreed that we should crash at Kamchi's place sometime soon:)
So yeah. Oh and Grace is really awesome:) Haha she has an amazingly nice voice:) We were singing to the songs they played at the rink:D First time meeting her yesterday and I already like her:) And she's aiming for NYGH! So awesome:)

Haha and today, here I am, sitting here typing and recounting this whole week. Tomorrow onwards is pretty much doomsday everyday:P Wish me luck:)

2010-09-13T22:10:00.002+08:00
Okay so I realise my blog is like, REALLY dead... anyways, I shall finally update it:) Okay so well, SPA is tomorrow... SIGH. No, it's not that kinda SPA. It's the educational kind... Ah well. Let's get it over and done with:)
So I realise a lot of people use vulgarities and well, let's just say not-very-nice words... In daily conversations, online sites (eg. facebook, twitter, youtube), blogs etc. etc. Whenever I see those words, I have this feeling of... okay well, to be straightforward, I have this feeling of disgust. It's not that I have anything against the person, I just don't really like those words. Like, weren't we always told not to say them when we were younger? What difference does it make when we're older? Well, I'm just saying so it's kind of up to you (whoever you are who's reading this) to decide if you agree with me or not. That's just my opinion so yeah...
Okay so here's another quote I found pretty interesting: "The world's a playground. We knew that when we were younger, but somewhere along the way, we just forgot." -"Yes Man" the movie. To me, this quote means that growing old is compulsory, but growing up is optional:) I guess as people grow older, they have this tendency to make sense of everything. They could lose a lot of imagination cause everything has to be logical and well, pretty much make sense. And that got me wondering if I was like that... Maybe now that I'm 13, I kind of see things in a different light compared to when I was... 8? Maybe what seemed fun, cool or smart at that time may seem lame or dumb to me now? As we grow older, we learn more about how things work, about logic and various subjects we have in school, and most importantly, more about the world and life itself. Maybe it's because we know and understand too much and too well, that we forget about what WE thought. All we think now is pretty much all we KNOW and LEARN. But when we were younger and didn't understand much, what we thought was really what WE thought. Okay well you may not get what I mean as I'm typing this cause well, I know it's kinda confusing... But yeah, if you get my point that great:)
So yeah, that was a good quote to think about. Another one was: "Friends aren't people you can live with, they're just people you can't live without." -Author Unknown. I guess this author is right. Now that I come to think of it, my friends and I are world's apart, but we still can get along together pretty well. Maybe that's just human nature? So let's say, we're totally different in every way, but we get along fine, well even. Suppose we get along well because we feel the need to? We might not look at it this way, but SUPPOSE:) Like, perhaps it's human nature that we feel the need to have a social life. If not, then explain why facebook and twitter and all those social networking sites are so popular? So my guess is that it's pure human nature that brought us all together. So here's something interesting you might wanna try:
Start by writing your name on a piece of paper. Then link yourself to any one of your friends. Link your friend to any one of her/his friends. Then link your friend's friend to any one of his/her friends. Just keep continuing until you link the whole chain back to yourself. You could be surprised at how long the chain goes.
Okay well, I think that's enough blogging. Maybe not enough to revive this oh-so-dead blog, but enough for today:)

2010-07-22T21:48:00.002+08:00
OH HOORAY I FINALLY DECIDED TO UPDATE MY *cough cough* very dead *cough cough* BLOG!!!:D I haven't been updating it regularly, as you can oh-so-obviously see. Well, first things first. I want to keep a dog and a penguin. Now moving on to the not so important things:) So I watched GLEE yesterday:) Any Gleeks out there? I bet there are. I follow the one on channel 5 now, not the one on Star World. Oh okay here's news for you guys/girls: I'm beginning to think Justin Bieber ain't that bad:) I mean, he's kinda got the looks and his voice broke already... so that makes him normal. OH THE JOY:)
So council elections are going on in NYGH now. And the candidates are SO bribing us. We get sweets and stuff practically EVERYDAY. Today, we got homemade (or homebaked?) cookies. I didn't eat them though. Sadly. I wanted to try it:(
Hmm what else should I write about...? Oh yes. I went for 2 concerts held in NYGH: F.L.Y (Theatre Club production) and Skylark (Choir production) Both were equally awesome. My brother said FLY was well scripted. I have to admit, I didn't really get the whole thing until the second half of it, but yeah, it was really neat:) WELL DONE FLY-ERS:) Skylark was great too:) Especially the dancing WHOO the costumes were such a nice touch!:) I loved the song Totoro!:)
Okay now, some of you may ask why I haven't updated my blog in such a long time. Well, it's partly cause I'm lazy to, partly cause block tests are around the corner and I'm studying for them. Well, kind of. We had our science block tests already and my class is getting back the results tomorrow. How... awesome... whoopee... oh the excitement... okay obviously, I'm not that excited. Well, I can just hope for the best. STAY POSITIVE AND SMILING WHEEEE~:D
Okay well, I have to go ~~ride my unicorn~~ do some work now so, I'll TRY to update soon:D BYEBYE:)

2010-06-22T10:31:00.002+08:00
Yay I'm back people:) Okay so I'm supposed to be doing my homework now but I thought of blogging about interesting stuff. So here I am, blogging about interesting stuff. Well it's actually interesting to me, to you... Maybe it is, maybe it's not. you be the judge of that:)

So yesterday I was watching "My Sassy Girl". Wonder if any of you have watched it before...? So anyways, in the show, Jordan Roark (the main character's name, the sassy girl) kept saying that she believed in leaving everything to destiny. Then this old man at the end of the story said something along these lines: What if doing something to change and mould your destiny IS your destiny? So I found that quite interesting cause most people wouldn't think of it that way. The definition of "destiny", according to my phone's dictionary, is "the power which appears or is thought to control events; fate." and "fate" is "the supposed power that controls events." So yeah, they're pretty much the same thing. So that got me thinking about destiny ad stuff. And I realised, destiny does not exactly mean that we have to leave everything flowing on its own. We can actually choose what we want our destiny to end up as. But sometimes it doesn't turn out the way we plan, that's also considered destiny cause its just like that. Even so, if we lose a friend for example, we can choose to leave it as it is, or we can choose to do something about it and get that friend back. In both situations, your destiny will be changed depending on which situation you choose to be in. So conclusion is destiny is mostly based on your choices in life. Would I be right to say that?

Also, Jordan Roark said that "We gotta live on. Just to see how the story ends." That's pretty inspirational if you ask me. So what exactly are we living for? As a christian, I'm living for God. But take it as you have no religion whatsoever, no beliefs or anything. Ever wondered what will happen to you after you *touchwood* die? I've tried to put myself in the shoes of non-believers of Christ. So let's say if you're just a free thinker (pardon my spelling if its wrong), then maybe after we die *okay let's touchwood everytime I mention this word from here onwards* we would think that we would be missing out on a lot. I mean like, we will be something like ancient people to those in the future. And we wouldn't be able to witness it all: the world taking shape, global warming being curbed (I hope so), new inventions and discoveries... etc. We would be, as they say in fairytales, in deep slumber. Which is actually pretty true cause when we sleep, we forget everything and escape life for a while. So when we die, we escape life. But cause its deep slumber (eternal, in fact) we escape life forever. Meaning we sleep, forever. This time with no dreams or nightmares cause our souls supposedly have no brains. So come to think of it, eve living a hundred years seems like such a short time on this Earth. Once we die, there will be so many milleniums that we will be missing out on. What's the significance of 100 years?

After reading this post, you'll probably think I like thinking about stuff like dying and things like that. Well, yeah I kinda do. So maybe you should try it to. I mean thinking about stuff. Not necessarily dying cause I know its a bit freaky thinking about it. But just thinking deeper into stuff rather than just thinking about the obvious things. People always tell us to think outside the box but no one has told us to think deep into the box. Sometimes, thinking deep inside the box may be a better solution. In creativity, which is pretty much where that metaphor is used, thinking deep inside the box would mean doing something obvious that isn't obvious at all. But in life, thinking deeper into things will help us discover small details in life that we usually take for granted. We should really appreciate them instead.

Oh look, food. Yay I shall go eat now. Bye bye:)

2010-06-09T15:00:00.002+08:00
So hateu, I shall dedicate this post to you. Look, I seriously have nothing against you. But it seems you have something against me... Okay I don't know who you are. I don't even know if you're a guy or girl. So what I'm trying to say is that you're not doing yourself any good by hiding. You're hiding your identity from me and from everyone else who sees my tagboard and insulting me and some others. I don't know what you're trying to pull. Are you trying to make me feel bad by insulting me and flaming me? Or in simple words, carrying out cyberbullying? Is that what you're trying to do? Or are you doing so just to vent your anger or frustration on me? By throwing insults after insults at first me, then my friends? But let's get one thing straight. This is MY blog. Not my friends'. MY tagboard, not theirs. So if you wanna hurl insults, don't hurl it in my friends' direction.

Again, I don't know who you are. I don't intend to find out if you stop this whole thing. But if you continue, I'll have to do something about it. You know something else? This whole thing started just because you didn't like the fact that people were tagging at my blog. Read that sentence again. Don't you think it's a little silly to start cyberbullying others because of such a mere thing?

I created this blog for the sole purpose of writing what's on my mind. Not to get the most number of tags or anything like that. If you don't like me or my tagboard, why'd you visit it in the first place?

What I'm trying to say is, don't go any further. Leave it as it is and move on. Just forget about it all and move on. It's seriously not worth it: flaming people and getting all worked up when the person you're flaming isn't bothered by what you say. And it also isn't worth flaming someone who cares either. Ultimately, you're just creating a bolder image of yourself on the web when in reality, you're just hiding from everything and everyone.

So really, please just stop. You can interpret my message to you any way you like. Either I'm advising you, or I'm begging you. Interpret it any way you want to. But just back off, okay? I'm tired of this and I have a feeling you are a little tired too. So if you back off and we all forget about this whole thing, it's a win-win situation. Deal?

I'll be waiting for your next post.

Thanks.

2010-06-02T17:03:00.002+08:00
AHHHH WHOOO finally posting again:) I know. It's been a VERY long time since I posted. Like, one and a half months. Whee. Oh the joy. Okay so I just helped Brenda with her blogskin and stuff so yeah, it kinda reminded me about my own blog. Which is pretty dead. Okay fine. TOTALLY dead. Heh:) So anyways, class gathering coming up woots~ P6-Adventurous '09-ers!!! I can't wait to see you guys/girls again:D YAY. Dadadeedeeyahdah. Hmm. No inspiration to blog:( Oh oh oh I know! Let's talk about block tests! Haha I know I seem very boring right... Talking about block tests and I'm soooo excited -.-" Okay actually, truth is, I'm not excited talking about block tests. I'm just excited that I have something to talk about rather than post stuff like "Dadadeedeeyahdah". Oops. I think I already wrote that somewhere... NEVERMIND:) Let's move on! Okay so blocks. Erm. They're kinda like common tests in Nanyang, in case you were wondering what blocks were. So. Erm. Blocks. Speaking of blocks, I'm having writer's block now. GAH. Hmm. I wonder how many fullstops this post contains. Oh I'll count them later then tell you:) The lower dot of the colon doesn't count as a fullstop by the way. That's a totally different thing. Fullstop DOES NOT equal to lower-dot-of-the-colon. See the difference? Of course you do:D Cause you're smart! Oh I sound like Joe/Steve from Blue's Clues now!!! Wait. Did I watch Joe or Steve? I always get mixed up between the two of them. Although their names are really simple. One syllable. I wonder why the "e" at the back of "Joe" is silent. Shouldn't it be "Jo", not "Joe" then? The "e" is soooo redundant! Gah. Then again, if the "e" is pronounced, then it should be "Joey", not "Joe". So seriously, the "e" is just gonna confuse people ~~like its confusing me now~~. Okay actually, I think I'm the only person in HISTORY to actually care about being confused by the name ~~Joey,Jo~~ Joe. Well, what can I say. I have a complex mind:) Oh look. We started off talking about blocks to Joe in Blue's Clues. ~~LET'S TALK ABOUT STEVE NOW!~~ Let's talk about facebook now:) A lot of people say facebook is addictive yah dah yah dah yah dah. It's not. Seriously. I can go like, 2 weeks + without logging onto facebook. Of course, that also means not turning on the computer. I think facebook is only addictive when the computer is on. When it's off, you hardly think about facebook. Right? Maybe you think I'm wrong. ~~Well that's really your problem~~ Well I can't say anything about your opinion but hey, I'm just giving mine:) So yeah, that's pretty much all I have to say about facebook. Oh oh oh! Let's talk about Nanyang LA festival now!!! Yay. I saw my beloved Rosythians again!!! WOOTS~ And Rosyth won the debate competition championships!!! WHOOOOOOO! They were against Nanyang Primary in the championships. Not bad I must say. They're command of the English language was pretty good. But there was one girl I found really mean. When the debate topic was open to members of the audience, (who were mostly Primary 4s cause the LA festival workshops were meant for Primary 4s) this Primary 4 guy asked a question and the mean girl, who is Primary 6, answered in a mean way. Mean girl answering in a mean way. Get my point? Of course you do. Heh:) Oh oh by the way, the workshop was pretty cool:) The facilitator was really nice! And she gave two erm, riddle? Questions? Quizzes? I don't know what you call them but well, I'll write it down and you decide for yourself:)

1) A man left his home and ran left. He ran left again. Then, he ran left a third time. When he reached home, he found two masked men waiting for him. Who were the two masked men and why was the man running?

The answer is actually based on a baseball game. The man was running cause he had hit a homerun and the two masked man were the umpire and the catcher. Cool eh?:) This question/riddle/quiz is basically showing us that all of us have different opinions. We all read the same text, but we all have different inferences and ideas about the text. So it also shows us that when we wanna convey a message to the audience, we gotta make sure the message is clear and everyone understands it the same way.

2) The meeting today is cancelled. We shall postpone it to 8.30 in the morning 3 days after 2 days before the day before tomorrow. What day is the meeting postponed to?

The answer is tomorrow. This question/riddle/quiz shows us that we have to make our messages clear and simple and not to make it so complicated that people get a headache just reading it. Of course I'm exaggerating. You didn't really get a headache, did you?

So yeah, the workshop was really cool. And the facilitator was really awesome:) Ms Kris Tay. Cool name too right? Okay that's a really long post. Oh oh oh I remembered something!!! There are a total of 77 fullstops in this post! Including those at the back. Cool right!!! So many fullstops!:) Of course I didn't count the ellipses... Oh cool I just used an ellipses behind the word ellipses. Haha. Awesomeness.

Okay I gotta go! BYE WORLD:) Until next time:)

2010-04-15T20:38:00.003+08:00
Okay I was asked to post:) Yay today is my birthday! Happy!:) So touched that so many people wished me Happy Birthday! Oh except for Gabriel... He wished me Happy Hatchday which I thought was really awesome!:D Haha! Okay well today, I was also happy cause FOR ONCE, my hair (fringe) listened to me!!! IT WAS SO GOOD TODAY! It actually stayed in place even as I ran 2.4km! Oh speaking of 2.4km, I got a timing of 15.53 mins which is a C since I'm considered as 12 as of 31st March:) BUT I still can't get a Gold cause of my IPU! Sad:( Okayy so just wanna say that my maid is so cool. She caught a bird and tied up it's legs, then she kept it as her pet! My parents told her to release the bird and set it free so she did, but it didn't wanna go so it's now un-officially her pet! Whee~ Okay let's talk about presents now!
Yan Yee - Pink coloured Doraemon... So cute!:)
Shu En - Purple carebear!!! It represents Best Friends...! So cool right!
Jia Hui (My angel!) - Green carebear!!! Cause she know's I like green and it represents Wish!!! Cool!:)
Clara Quek, Zann and Sue Yu - A message the decoration is SUPER nice!) and two marker pens!!! Whee blue and purple! So nice!:)
Qi Yi - Fountain pen with refills but that's only a substitute present:) She says she will give me the real one another time cause it takes too long to do. I wonder what it is???
Kam Chi is still THE BEST EVER!!! She's giving me a.... ADAM LAMBERT ALBUM!!! OMIGOSH KAMCHI I <3 YOU!!! WHEE~~~ Haha! Speaking of Adam Lambert, HE'S PERFORMING TONIGHT ON AMERICAN IDOL!!! DOES HE KNOW MY BIRTHDAY IS TODAY!!! AND HE PURPOSELY CHOSE TO PERFORM TODAY!!! WHEE~!!! <3<3<3! Okay so conclusion is, I like ducks. No I'm just kidding:) I mean not about the fact that I like ducks, but about the conclusion being that I like ducks.:) Which is true. But not the point.:) Haha bet you went back to read that sentence again cause you didn't get it the first time right? XD Okay so let's move on. Today I had 2.4km run (as I mentioned earlier) and I almost died. Halfway through the last round I felt like vomitting! Gosh but luckily I didn't. Hmm what else... Oh today there's no homework! I mean there is, but not given today! It was given a few days back... you know, stuff like that:) YAY SO HAPPY!:) Haha so funny, Bernice thought my birthday was next Thursday:) Haha!
Okay I have finished posting, YAY:) HAPPY:) Now I shall return to facebook and twitter and the stuff I usually do when I'm bored or when I'm done posting or when I never even posted:)

2010-04-04T17:35:00.002+08:00
Yay I'm back to blog!:) Haha okay so yesterday... no wait, I mean Friday. Yeah. On Friday, Kamchi, Jodi, Qi Yi, Sammie and I went to watch "Diary Of A Wimpy Kid". Haha that show was quite awesome:) I like the cheese touch and ZOOWEEMAMA! Yay. Okay so here's what happened that day...:
We met at Junction 8 foodcourt... I was late cause I already ate lunch. Then I went to the ticketing booth there to top-up my card. Yeah then on the way out, I saw my friend's brother but I didn't see my friend so I didn't say hi. Haha. Okay so after I topped up my card, I made my way towards the foodcourt. Oh then I passed by this shop and I saw my friend (the one who's brother I saw) and her sister and her mum there. So I said hi. Haha. Okay nevermind let's skip to after lunch (Which Jodi took forever to finish:D)
Okay so we took the train to Toa Payoh then we were DOOMED cause we didn't know where the cinema was (Now you are supposed to GASP:O) But we are smart people and we know how to ask around (Now you're supposed to be happy for us and clap:D) so in the end, we reached the cinema 25 minutes before the show started. YAY.:D Haha okay so we watched the movie... Then after the movie, Jodi and I went to Kamchi's house haha my first time there...o.O Whee it was so fun but I was only there for like, half an hour? Cause I had to be back at home by a certain time:( Okay so that was the awesome Friday I had. Yesterday was another awesome day cause after red, which was AWESOME as always, I went to watch "Love Will Guide You Home" which was sooooo awesome!!! Oh gosh so sad Kamchi wasn't there! I didn't know that the tickets were not needed to enter!!! AHHH! So depressed. Okay nevermind, I shall bring Kamchi to the future musicals WITH OR WITHOUT tickets.:D Yay. Haha first time seeing Kenneth nd Elliot dance... o.O Whoa. Haha. Then today during service (okay actually it's before... not during...) We, as in Eunice, Debbie, and me, were saying this to Kenneth: "So you think you can dance?" Haha then Kenneth got kind of pissed I think... okay pissed in the Kenneth-y way which is not very pissed... Haha. Then he gave us that "Yeah yeah whatever" look and told us not to say anything about the dance. MUAHAHA. Okay sorry that was a random evil laugh.:)
Okay so those were the very awesome things I did. Yay. Now I gotta go. Byebye:)

2010-03-29T19:56:00.003+08:00
YAY IT'S TIME TO BLOG BLOG BLOG!:) Whee~:) Haha okay first of all, block tests have started!!! NOOOOO!!! Today was chemistry. Err, it was quite difficult... BUT BUT BUT that was not exactly my first test. My first test was... FRENCH! French was quite difficult too...:( Okay moving on, I need to apologise to some people... I kinda changed my phone so now the contacts in my phone are a bit screwed so please don't blame me if I don't recognise your number and ask you who you are... SORRY! Okay now for a more interesting topic... So excited for "Love Will Guide You Home"! It's basically a musical put up by R-AGE that tells the story of easter and best of all, it's based on the "No One Else" album by CAMY! (So sorry if some of the info given here is wrong...:D) Woots! Can't wait! Oh I wanted to invite Kamchi but the tickets are all sold out:( Then Deborah couldn't go so I tried to ask her to gimme the ticket but she gave it to her brother to give it to his friend. So in the end, I'm left with no ticket for Kamchi!:( SAD. Okay time to go facebook to ~~POKE PEOPLE~~ err, stalk people? HAHA no I'm just kidding.:) It's time to go to facebook. That's all.:) Okay bye!:)

2010-03-19T19:15:00.003+08:00
I'M SO HIGH NOW!!!!~ :D I went back to visit the AWESOME Rosyth Choir and the awesome teachers there today! :D Okay so here's the details... :D

Choir started about half an hour before I reached there. Then when I reached and went in, Mdm Yeong was like, "Do you all know who this is?" (She was asking the choir and pointing to me.) Then they were like, "EMILY!" Okay I was kind of freaked out a bit cause there are seriously A LOT of people I don't know there. W.O.W. Haha then I went to the back of the choir and sat ~~in that inconspicuous little corner~~ there and watched the choir ~~so intently they got scared~~. Then Mdm Yeong asked me to come down and sit near the technology-ish stuff (pardon my bad bad bad ~~engrish~~ english here) so I did. :D Then choir practice went on... Okay so after a few ~~years~~ hours, Nathania came. :D Haha we were both in uniform! I was in PE shirt she was in HongZi then Mdm Yeong got confused so she thought we were from different schools. HAHA. :) Okay so they continued practising for SYF (which I thought was realky awesome! :D) and then... Nicholas came in! Haha he wasn't wearing uniform, just casual clothes. Then Mdm Yeong was like, "Wah Nicholas! You look like a break-dancer!" Haha so funny.
Okay so choir ended (SADS D:) then Nicholas went home with his brother (I think) while Nathania and I went to explore the school. :D We went like, EVERYWHERE. Including toilets. :D Oh the best part was when I went into P6-ADVENTUROUS CLASSROOM (Hah I bet all you 6-Adventurous '09 people reading this are jealous right? :D) It's like, when I stepped in, memories started coming to me. IT WAS OVERWHELMING. Seriously. Oh gosh.
Okay I think I shall end my post here. Bye bye. :D

2010-03-12T13:50:00.002+08:00
I'M BACK FROM LSC!!!! :D My beloved phone!!! I MISSED YOU SO MUCH! :D Happy happy! Okay so anyways, this post is gonna be all about LSC! :) Oh I'm gonna start from the 1st day of residential camp which is the 3rd day of camp cause that's where the fun began. :)

DAY 3
We assembled in Nanyang? Ok that was kinda obvious eh...? Haha then after that we played games and stuff... Like Treasure Hunt! I think the "treasure" was "勤慎端朴" which is NY's motto :) Oh then during the race we had to make up this cheer about NY (past and present) and it was hilarious cause we made it up in less than 2 mins. (TEAMWORK! :D):
Nan *clap* Yang *clap* was built in nineteen seventeen.
Nan *clap* Yang's *clap* first principal was Yu Pei Gao.
Nan *clap* Yang's *clap* principal is Mdm Heng.
Nan *clap* Yang *clap* has sleeveless unifo-orm.
Nan *clap* Yang *clap* is opposite Hwa Chong.
Nan *clap* Yang *clap* is an all girls school!
AWESOME RIGHT?! I KNOW! :D
We played some other stuff that day then we we bathed... IT WAS HORRIBLE. We had to like, fill up the pails of water and we were given about 5 mins to bathe. THAT'S NOT A VERY LONG TIME! I was like, chionging through the whole bathing process. Then people outside got impatient with waiting so they were singing stuff like:
WE WILL, WE WILL, BANG THE DOOR, BANG THE DOOR.
Innovative but EVIL! It was a horrible shower time. :( Okay moving on...
We had movie night! It was fun cause we watched the show called "Kallang Roar" about Singapore's soccer or something like that. Then we had some discussion about the show. The discussion was super funny. Okay the answers to the questions came from nice people from nice classes who had nice prim and proper answers. OUR CLASS WAS CRAPPING! :D
For example:
Q: Who do you admire most and why?
Model Ans: Uncle Choo because he loves his country and would die just to bring glory to his country.
107's Answer: Uncle Choo because he said "SINGAPORE'S MEE POK IS THE BEST" and WE LOVE MEE POK!
Q: Do an impression of Uncle Choo.
Model Ans: "All of you give me 5 rounds!" (Pointing to people)
107's Answer: "Singapore's Mee (B)ok is the BEST!" (THUMBS UP :D)
I know it's crappy so don't comment on those. :D
Then we went for supper which was Pandan cake. I gave mine away cause it wasn't that nice. :D
Then we went to sleep. Obviously, we couldn't sleep. :D So some people (mostly me and my sister Ai Wei :D) were talking, talking, talking. Heh heh :D Oh then when we finally decided to sleep, Ai Wei kept kicking me so I couldn't really sleep. And I noticed that the way Qi Yi sleeps is really cute. :D Okay that's kinda random.... Okay next day!

DAY 4
Assembled in the quadrangle... We were late. Heh heh. :) Got scolded by teachers... oh well. Anyway, we had NANZHONG QUAN! HAHAHAHAHA EPIC EPIC EPIC. It was quite horrible cause he kept shouting at the sec ones to shout "HAH!" louder when we were punching ~~someone~~ the air. -.-
Then we had breakfast! I finished my milo too quickly... then when I was trying to stuff the last few bites into my mouth I sooooo regretted finishing the milo so quickly. My mouth was super dry after that! So I had to chiong up to get my waterbottle. :D
Then we took the bus to Safra. I was talking to Ai Wei on the bus. Yay. Then Sammie was sitting on the floor instead of the chair HAHA. So funny. Then Ai Wei was tired cause apparently, she didn't sleep very well the night before that so I told her to sleep then I would wake her up when we reached Safra. So she fell asleep then 2 mins later, we reached Safra. :DDDDD So she had 2 mins of sleep. :DDDDD
So at Safra we met our group's (odd numbers in 107) trainer for the day, Nicholas. So we were all (as in, all the sec ones) singing to the music that the "DeeJays" were playing and we were requesting songs like CRAZY. Poor poor "DeeJays". Oh the "DeeJays" were actually 2 trainers/coaches. :)
So yeah, our group played some team building games first... Quite fun... Then we hadd lunch - Chicken rice. AWESOME RIGHT?! I KNOW! :D And I was one of the last few to finish my food. I HAVE A GOOD REASON FOR THAT OK! I was like, one of the few who actually finished our food. As in, really FINISHED. The others wasted food like there was no tomorrow!!! Yay see? I have a very valid reason. :D
Okay then we had some amazing race thingy with Nicholas leading us around the place. Oh then for one clue, we had to go to Mount Faber. So we were like, all hyped up, walking up the steps to Mount Faber. Then after awhile, we were like, dragging our feet up the steps and complaining. HAHA. It was very tiring ok... Oh then when we were going down, we noticed that Nicholas is REALLY short. Like, he looks old but he's SHORT. Shorter than (or same height as, I'm not that sure...) Kamchi! Haha so we asked him how old he was then he was like, "You guess leh?" So we guessed 18. Then he laughed and said, "18 then 18 loh." So obviously, we didn't believe him. Then in the end he said he was 16. Then cause he looks older than that we didn't belileve him but the other trainers said he was 16. o.O Oh then he showed us this motorcycle and said it was his then we were like, "If you're 16, how come you have a motorcycle?!" And he laughed. I still don't get it... o.O Nevermind, let's move on... :D
WATER ACTIVITY!!! We changed into our swimsuits and the changing process sucked. We had to squeeze into one toilet (4 people, mind you) and change like that you know. HORRIBLE RIGHT?! Okay but nevermind, the water activity was fun fun fun! :D We got really wet cause the trainers kept splashing water at us. Then some of them purposely brought pails along (small pails) to splash water at us. :'( BUT! NY girls fight for their rights! We splashed back at them. :DDDDD Awesome time there. :)
Okay then we left Safra. SAD RIGHT?! I KNOW. :'( Aww...
We bathed (again, HORRIBLE TIME) at NY and got changed and went down for dinner. After dinner, everyone went back to class to finalise some stuff for Talentime and things like that. Oh then all the sec ones were going around to other people's classes and saying stuff like, "GOOD LUCK FOR TALENTIME!" And 107 and 106 were saying that to each other the most cause we're both awesome classes which are really really close. :D WE LOVE YOU 106! :D <3
So Talentime arrived and we were all freaking out cause our parents were there watching. But we did quite well I guess, just that the singing was SLIGHTLY off because Bernice wasn't prepared. Cherie was supposed to sing with Yan Yee but she lost her voice so Bernice and Yan Yee had to sing (That was a really last minute decision) Anyway, 107 did great no matter what. :D 106 did awesome too!!! Their idea was fresh and nice and we were like, "WAHHH! SO PRODDED!" and like, "GO 1/6! WHOO~!" during their performance. :D
So after Talentime, we went for supper. 107 didn't go down to the canteen. We stayed in class to BOND! Shu Yi was really nice and brought the food up for us. :D THANK YOU SHU YI! The food was nicer than the pandan cake... :) So I ate it. Heh heh. :)
So we went to sleep after that. But Ai Wei, Rachel Choy, Pei Fang and I were talking. :D Then talk, talk, talk, I felt sleepy so I turned around to sleep. Then Ai Wei did the same. So we ended up sleeping really sweetly cause we were lethargic. :D Okay so now... NEXT DAY!

DAY 5
We assembled at the quadrangle, had NANZHONG QUAN! :D And ate breakfast. Again, I drank the milo too quickly... :( Haha. Then, we went back to class to pack up our stuff and do area cleaning. But because my group did toilet cleaning on the 3rd day of camp, we didn't have to do any area cleaning. So we were like, blasting music (on youtube) from the computer in class while rearranging the tables and chairs. So fun. And we were like, requesting songs to be played. :D Then 107 went over to 106 for fun. They were also blasting music so they took our song requests. :D THANKS 106! <3 Then we all went down to the hall for the prize presentation and stuff like that.
107 won 2 prizes! YAY! One was for treasure hunt (We came in 2nd) and one was for mascot making (We came in 2nd for this one too :D). AWESOME RIGHT? :D 106 was awesome too. They came in FIRST for cheer competition!!! YAY YAY YAY CLAP CLAP CLAP! :DDDD
Okay so after prize presentation and the very unglam photos shown in the photo montage, we had to fill in some evaluation/survey form. Then, we were dismissed and with that, LSC ended. Sad eh? But still, it was awesome. And I <3 107/106 more than ever now! :D

Thanks to the AWESOME people/classes/teachers mentioned and not mentioned in this post, I had the best LSC ever :D THANK YOU! :DDDD <3

2010-02-28T20:19:00.002+08:00
AHHH I CUT MY HAIR! Its shorter than I wanted it to be cut! :( The fringe is okay I guess... It was cut to prevent me from going botak cause I keep pulling my hair back when I tie it up so the fringe helps prevent... botak-ness... :D Haha. Then the back looks so improportionate when I tie it up cause its kinda thin... :( Haha nevermind. :D Okay I shall go print my LA stuff out now... Bye bye! :D

2010-02-26T21:09:00.002+08:00
Whee I'm back! :) Okay let's start with training... :D
Yesterday I stayed back for make-up training (make-up for 12th Feb) and we shot with pellets! Usually the sec ones will just hold the gun up like, to get the posture right and things like that but that day, only 4 people went so there was enough space in the range so we could shoot the target with pellets. :D It was awesome but the sound was deafening and my results were quite far apart from each other... :D But my brother said that for a first attempt it was quite good... WHICH IS GOOD. :D Then today, I went for training again but we didn't shoot. I think that's cause there wasn't much space in the range... (all occupied by the seniors.) But nevermind, training was still quite fun cause during the breaks, I went to try out the swing near the canteen with Shi Chan, Gilian, Sherry and Yi Jie. Hui Yu was training so she didn't come with us and Zann was doing homework (So hardworking right?!). Then cause Gilian was eating ice cream on the swing and yes, it was quite a hot day so her ice cream melted and kept dripping and she couldn't eat it properly cause she was on the swing (of course the swing was moving... -.-) And Shi Chan, Sherry and Yi Jie were like, pushing the swing verry hard so it went higher and higher and higher until I could hear the swing creaking a bit. Then I got freaked out. XP So I asked them to stop and they didn't want to at first but they eventually did cause Gilian's ice cream was ~~evaporating~~ melting like crazy. Okay so besides that, training was as per normal. :)
Yay I can't wait for tomorrow!!! And Sunday!!! There's HHK tomorrow which is so super awesome since I've not been there for two weeks (CNY hols) and there's cell/service on Sunday! :D YAY RIGHT? :)
Okay now I shall go do some other stuff. BYE BYE! :D

2010-02-20T20:21:00.001+08:00
HAHA I CHANGED MY CBOX!!! NICE RIGHT!? :) And I also changed the 107 class blog blogskin and put up the cbox under Claudia's name :D Thanks Claudia! ;D

2010-02-19T20:55:00.003+08:00
Hello again people! Haha :) Anyways, today I had training and during the breaks, I was playing the games on Zann's iPhone. SO FUN! Haha. Then when Heidi, Gilian and RuEn wanted to play too, I gave up trying to even see the screen cause we were like, crowding around the small little screen. :D Instead, I went to get Kai Ting's iPod touch and started playing that gingerbread man thingy game!!! HAHA SO FUN! But I kept dying cause I either jump at the wrong places or never slide :( So my poor gingerbread man died SEVERAL times. :D
Okay today something cool happened. :) After training, I went to the bus stop outside NYGH to take the bus home. Then, I met my brother at the bus stop! AWESOME TIMING RIGHT?! And the best part is, after we alighted the bus at our stop, WE MET OUR DAD WHO WAS ON THE BUS JUST BEFORE US! WAY AWESOME TIMING RIGHT?! Haha. :)
Tomorrow there's no red :( SAD... BUT BUT BUT! There's cell and service on Sunday! Looking forward to it... :)
Okay that's all for my popst today. BYE BYE! :D

2010-02-11T16:33:00.002+08:00
Haiz. I'm sick :( Have the stomach flu now. How sad is that? So tomorrow I can't go back to Rosyth!!! :( Yes I know I lead a very pathetic life. So today was like, emo-ing in school since morning cause I felt like vomiting. :( So I didn't take PE and I ended up going home early AND missing make-up training. HOW SAD IS THAT?! Okay I shall end this super sad, emo post before you start crying. :)

To Heidi (if you are reading this) : Sorry can't go out with you tomorrow girl... :( Really was looking forward to it!!! :(

2010-02-05T22:37:00.002+08:00
Yay I'm back to post more random stuff! =) I haven't updated the class blog... YET. Will do so soon! Especially since 12th Feb is coming up! YAY. I'm going back to Rosyth!!! So happy! But I may have training that day so I will change the training day if I have... So school has been fine for me so far. Have had about 4 quizzes already: Geog, Chem, Math and French! HAHAHA weirdly enough, French was the easiest for me! WAHAHAHA I know I'm weird. Okay now time for the most exciting part...:
LIFESKILLS CAMP 2010!!! Whoo~! I'm getting hyped up for it! Even though it's in week 10 =) 107 has the most awesome idea ever for Talentime! Nah I'm just kidding. Haha. We haven't even tried it out as a class. =) It's just some random idea I thought of and Bernice said okay. =D You rock Bernice! =) YAY FOR BERNICE, WHOO~!!! Haha. Hyper.
Anyway, today I had training! YAY. First time holding the rifle! So cool! But it's quite tiring... And the glove stinks. Literally. Haha most of the girls were complaining about the smell so we all scrubbed our hand (literally) with soap after training =) And now the smell's gone! YAY!!! Haha. Okay I think I shall go off now... Byebye! =)